putting a smile on to fool the world

Where do I begin? I guess I will start out by saying, I am a very unique person. You don't find people like me every day. I can definatly be a bitch true, but I can be one of the nicest caring people you know. If your nice to me I'm nice to you. You have to show respect to get respect from me. I have been through shit that most people don't go through in their life, but I don't sit here and bitch and complain about it, I mean why would you wanna waste your life away like that over something that is in the past and was out of your control anyway right? My friends are like my family. I have a lot of them but only a few are really close to me. They listen to my problems and are there to help me in my darkest hours. I am probably closer to my friends than anyone else. You can't just come up to me say hi my name is ________ and expect for me to tell u my deepest thoughts. Don't assume anything with me. You will be wrong I can almost garuntee it. You don't know why I am the way I am . So don't look at me and judge me as a complete & total bitch before you even know my name. I am actually a very nice person once you get to know me, just a little high strung. I am not impressed easily, you have to work for what you want with me. I don't really classify myself as normal. Then again who does? lol. I don't belong to any group. I am not a punk I am not a goth I am not a prep or a skater or emo. Fuck that shit. Don't place me in a catagory based on how I dress and how I act. I am nothing like them. I dress how I feel is comfortable and I act how God made me to act. A few of you out there think I am a poser. Fuck yall. If I wuz a poser I would try and be yalls friend. I like different things. I can not place a catagory on what music I like, cuz I listen to a lot of different things. I may look emo sometimes, but thats emotion sweety. Get use to it. I am human. I can feel sad, mad, happy, excited, hurt, worried, scared. thats normal. just cuz I feel a lil sad and look like it one day does not mean I cut my wrists and try to kill myself. To be honest I have been there and tried that. But I was young and stupid. I can be completely random at times. Just ask my friends.lol. I say some of tha stupidest things and a lot of what I say are inside jokes and guess what...your not on the inside!!!ha ha.lol. anyway, I will spare yall my boring life. This is me in a nutshell. :) If yall got any more questions about me message me."I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER. I AM A WARRIOR AND A MEMBER OF A TEAM. I SERVE THE PEOPLE OF THE UNITED STATES AND LIVE THE ARMY VALUES. I WILL ALWAYS PLACE THE MISSION FIRST. I WILL NEVER ACCPET DEFEAT. I WILL NEVER QUIT. I WILL NEVER LEAVE A FALLEN COMRADE. I AM DICIPLINED, PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TOUGH, TRAINED AND PROFICIENT IN MY WARRIOR TASKS AND DRILLS. I WILL ALWAYS MAINTAIN MY ARMS, MY EQUIPMENT, AND MYSELF. I AM AN EXPERT AND I AM A PROFESSIONAL. I STAND READY TO DEPLOY, ENGAGE, AND DESTROY THE EMEIES OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA IN CLOSE COMBAT. I AM A GAURDIAN OF FREEDOM AND THE AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE. I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER."layout

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Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
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Erotic Thriller
You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.
Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?survey
.. You scored as Army. You're an Army of One, and your strength does not just lie in technology. You don't see the point of those fancy planes and lumbering ships; all you want is your rifle and the company of your fellow Army troopers.

Army

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Marines

71%

Air Force

57%

Coast Guard

25%

Navy

25%
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Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: the reason
Waking up: high school never ends
Average day: its not over
First date: cupids chokehold
Falling in love: moment like this
Love scene: keep holding on
Fight scene: ring the alarm
Breaking up: you give love a bad name
Getting back together: dont wanna miss a thing
Secret love: summer love
Life's okay: crazy bitch
Mental breakdown: iris
Driving: say it right
Learning a lesson: untitled
Deep thought: boulivard of broken dreams
Flashback: perfect
Partying: all jacked up
Happy dance: peanut butter jelly time
Regreting: move along
Long night alone: ghost of you
Death scene: bodies
Closing credits: letters from war
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jennifer
Birthday: january 20 =]
Birthplace: funky town texas
Current Location: funky town texas
Eye Color: browm
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'7 for now
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT BITCHEZ
Your Heritage: cauxican
The Shoes You Wore Today: well see if i told you what i wore today then it wouldnt count for the rest fo the days i could be wearing diff shoes. haha
Your Weakness: cute animals
Your Fears: losing the ones i love and failing
Your Perfect Pizza: sausage with cheese?
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: well for the year of 2007 pass basic training and be a better girlfriend
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: *hits the snooze button 4 more times*
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and my smile
Your Bedtime: when ever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: my grandpa and hanging out with one of my best friends in the world
Pepsi or Coke: depends on the mood im in
MacDonalds or Burger King: well obviously you can not spell MCDONALDS so i guess burger king
Single or Group Dates: single, they are more intimant and romantic
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: either
Do you Smoke: classified
Do you Swear: o yes, all the time. normally every other word in my sentence consists of a wordy dird. if im mad neways.
Do you Sing: yea, but not very well
Do you Shower Daily: HEAVENS YES!!! WHO DOESNT?!?!?!
Have you Been in Love: yes and i still am
Do you want to go to College: yes, just cant afford it
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: not all the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: not really
Do you think you are Attractive: not really, but sometimes i think i am pretty
Are you a Health Freak: haha no
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: at certain times yes, like when ia m with my b/f and we can just cuddle and listen to the rain
Do you play an Instrument: i use to play the violin =] lol
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hmmm...classified
In the past month have you Smoked: see you cant ask these if you have to update them every month... lol
In the past month have you been on Drugs: read ^
In the past month have you gone on a Date: read ^
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: read^
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i dont tend to eat the box when i eat the oreos, sorry to dissapoint
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: goodness no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: stop asking these month questions
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: haha not in the past month
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: classified
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: not really...
Ever Shoplifted: yes, when i was younger...
How do you want to Die: a hero
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a doctor
What country would you most like to Visit: idk, i guess america is fine
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: hmmm i guess brown
Favourite Hair Color: dirty blonde or brown
Short or Long Hair: eh medium
Height: taller than me!!!
Weight: AHHH PLEASE DONT CRUSH ME!!!
Best Clothing Style: comfy
Number of Drugs I have taken: classified
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: as of 2007 just 4 but there is more to come
Number of Tattoos: as of 2007 none but there will be some soon
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i lost count
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ABOUT ME~ BE HONEST (kll)
Can you paint? yea
Do you tell your friends about your sex life? haha, no. none of their business.
If you could live anywhere where would you live? idk, somewhere nice where i could raise a family
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know? hmmm, i dont think so
What is one thing you don't leave home without? my cell fone and some money
What's the last CD you bought? uhhhh, idk.
How long does your shower last? about 30 minutes
What's sexiest on a guy/girl? their eyes normally, depends on what good features the guy has
What is the car of your dreams? one that gets me from point a to point b without breaking down
How many drinks before you're tipsy? idk, depends on what it is
Favorite thing for breakfast? nothing, i cant eat breakfast or i get sick
Bite your nails? yea sometimes.
What is your middle name? why do you care?
Do you have anything monogrammed? idts
Are you a morning person or a night owl? i like to sleep. =]
What's one of the 'funnest' things you've ever done? haha, idk...i ahve stories but idk whats the funniest
What's the one language you want to learn? i already know a few so im good
Do you snore? idk
What jewelry do you wear 24/7? <td ali

what i enjoy doing, is hanging out with my friends, sit back on a friday night and stay up all night watching movies, or cuddle with my b/f when its storming and watch movies while laying on the bed under the covers and feel the warmth of his body next to mine and know that my world is alright. or on cold winter nights when you just lay there with your head on his chest with his arm around you, hearing every heartbeat and knowing that yours is intune with his and its like you become one as you fall asleep in his arms.

I'd like to meet:

i don't have any people that i am actually dying to meet. because when you think about it, they are just people like you and me. they do not possess a power which is absolutly amazing to bring them to the status of a god. but when you can find one person who can save me from all of my heartaches and false love and false hope, you let me know, thats someone who i think is worth while to meet.

Music:

AFI,Beastie Boys,Beatles,Buckcherry,Bon Jovi,Blink 182,Blue October,Boys Like Girls,Breaking Benjamin,Coldplay,Cradel of Filth,Disturbed,Evenescense,Fallout Boys,Finger11,Garth Brooks,Greenday,Hinder,HIM,ICP,Lifehouse,Nickleback,Oasis,Pu ddle of Mudd,Papa Roach,Red Hot Chili Peppers,Sixx A.M,Switchfoot,Seether,System Of A Down,Taylor Swift,Toby Keith,Three Days Grace,3 Doors Down

Movies:

Good Luck Chuck,Knocked up,Miss Congeniality,The Replacements,all American Pie movies,American Wedding,all Harry Potter movies,Accepted,40 Year Old Virgin,The Devil Wears Prada, The Guardian,Bachlor Party,8 Mile, Pirates of the Caribbean 1 2 & 3,Step Up 1 & 2,Hitman,National Treasure 1&2, Step up 1 &2, and there are so many more...

Television:

I watch whatever is on tv.

Books:

not a big reader, but i do like the book, My War by Colby Buzzell.

Heroes:

i have a couple heros. My grandpa, Calvin Houghton, or as i know him, Papap, is my first and biggest hero. he never judged me or doubted me, he was always so full of life and love. i have so many memories from him like going to the park or getting ice cream or pulling his suspenders every time i saw him. i loved him so so much. he was not afraid to die. he did what God wanted him to do. he lived by God's word and never expected anthing from anyone. my second hero is my mom. she has been there for me more than i could ask for. she has been there for every time i needed someone to talk to and every time i got scared. she took care of me while i was sick and still does. she believes in me and supports everything i do. thats all i could ask for. and my last but deinfinatly not least, my dad. ever since i can remember i have been a daddy's girl. when i was younger, every thursday night me and him would go to braums and get ice cream. we had certain spot we sat everytime. and he would always give me his cherry off of his sundae. my smile ment the world to him and all he wants me to do is succeed. he pushes me to points where i go crazy but he is doing it out of love. and i have the upmost repect for him and my other two heros as well. those times where he hugs me when i cry, they mean more to me now. because i dont get it that often. and its nice. every single one of these people i ahve listed here i love unconditionally. and i will never stop loving them.There's a lit cigarette... In the hand of my new angel She's blowing smoke like halos And now everybody wants her But I shouldn't even bother Because you made me so complete dear But you left me so alone here Hang a noose for my new sinner Somewhere everyone can see itWon't you, beg me and then tell me can I love you Like anybody else would I know you're risking failure (risking failure) Go run for cover (for how long) You better start to love her So much you're moving on and onNow there's a whole wide world... That wants to know Have cheap hotels lost their turn-on? She's bathing in the neon And she's polluting all the airways While I'm passed out in the hallway And you left me so in love here You left with so much hate dear Was I creating only chaos? This world lives just fine without usWon't you, beg me and then tell me can I love you Like anybody else would I know you're risking failure (risking failure) Go run for cover (for how long) You better start to love her So much you're moving on and onWill it change your life, if I change my mind? When she's lit the whole wide world I want to know... If you will...Beg me and then tell me can I love you Like anybody else would I know you're risking failure, (risking failure) But I'd hope you set your levels (for how long) So you can run for cover You better start to love her Now are we this pathetic? You made me finally see it(Will it change your life when I change my mind, will it change your mind when I change my life)Go run for cover You better fucking love her So much you're moving on I'm so pathetic, you made me finally see it Got what you want? I'm goneFor how long? For how long?(For how long) For how long (For how long) Will it change your life?Sitting here wasted and wounded At this old piano Trying hard to capture The moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka Is still lodged in my head And some blonde gave me nightmares I think that she's still in my bed As I dream about movies They won't make of me when I'm deadWith an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps Its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and What you mean to me And the truth is baby you're all that I needI want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on a bed of rosesWell I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you I'll just close my eyes and whisper, Baby blind love is trueI want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on a bed of rosesThe hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry The barkeeper's wig's crooked And she's giving me the eye I might have said yeah But I laughed so hard I think I diedNow as you close your eyes Know I'll be thinking about you While my mistress she calls me To stand in her spotlight again Tonite I won't be alone But you know that don't Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove For it's you that I'd die to defendI want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on a bed of rosesTommy used to work on the docks Union's been on strike He's down on his luck...it's tough, so toughGina works the diner all day Working for her man, she brings home her pay For love - for loveShe says: We've got to hold on to what we've got 'Cause it doesn't make a difference If we make it or not We've got each other and that's a lot For love - we'll give it a shotWe're half way there Livin' on a prayer Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear Livin' on a prayerTommy got his six string in hock Now he's holding in what he used To make it talk - so tough, it's toughGina dreams of running away When she cries in the night Tommy whispers: Baby it's okay, someday We've got to hold on to what we've got 'Cause it doesn't make a difference If we make it or not We've got each other and that's a lot For love - we'll give it a shotWe're half way there Livin' on a prayer Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear Livin' on a prayer We've got to hold on ready or not You live for the fight when it's all that you've got We're half way there Livin' on a prayer Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear Livin' on a prayerbeauty over wisdom to fit in with their style your Cinderella story's for a price vanity's a business built to fleece the unique silicon and stars collide, the rest will fall in linejust as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are you should have seen this coming all alongvisually you're stimulating to my eyes your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies your insecurities are concealed by your pride pretty soon your ego will kill what's left insidejust as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are you should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are as beautiful as you are you should have seen this coming all alongyou're everything that's so typical maybe you're alone for a reason, you're the reasonit's so pitiful what you are, you should have seen this coming all alongjust as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are you should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are as beautiful as you are you should have seen this coming all alongI see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the Less I like Is it over yet? In my head?I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't winSo sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find A fire in your eyes I'm goin all the way Get away, pleaseYou take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of youThis will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me inSo sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find A fire in your eyes I'm goin all the way Get away, pleaseYou take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you(take take take)I'm waiting I'm praying Realize Start hating You take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of youEvery time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreamsI don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I want to spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by youThe smell of your skin The taste of your kiss The way you whisper in the dark Your hair all around me Baby you surround me You touch every place in my heart Oh, it feels like the first time, every time I want to spend the whole night in your eyesEvery little thing that you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I want to spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by youThe best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to findThis is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed but I have loved you from the startOh, But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words Cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight When you're asleepBecause tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to findTonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to findwhen I look in her eyes It aint no surprise Sparks start a flyin like the 4th of JulyShe gets me so hot, my heart starts a pumpin When we get to kissin, there aint no stoppin'When it comes to love she aint no slacker My little darlin is a firecrackerWhen I light the fuse I gotta get back quick you gotta be careful with a dynamite stickson of a gun she fun to handle and she packs a punch like a roman candle she a pack of black cats in a red paper wrapper my little darlin is a firecrackerWe might not ought to take a roll in the hay cause we'd burn the barn down one of these days were a match made in heaven and it aint no joke. but Id sure I hate to see it go up in smokewe got a good thing going and it feels so right shes a firecracker shes the light of my life.she goes off with a great big BANG boys i tell ya its a beautiful thing she takes off you better hang on tightshes a blonde bottle rocket in the middle of the nightwhen she makes love shes a Heart attacker My little darlin is a FirecrackerWe might not ought to take a roll in the hay cause we'd burn the barn down one of these days were a match made in heaven and it aint no joke. but Id sure I hate to see it go up in smokewe got a good thing going and it feels so right shes a firecracker shes the light of my life.uhhh Haaawe got a good thing going and it feels so right shes a firecracker shes the light of my life.we got a good thing going and it feels so right shes a firecracker shes the light of my life.Shes a Firecracker Shes the light of my LifeI have to block out thoughts of you so I donâ€™t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that Iâ€™m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted spaceHate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for youHate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whatâ€™s good for youIâ€™m sober now for 3 whole months itâ€™s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonâ€™t touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So Iâ€™ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behindHate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didnâ€™t do for youHate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whatâ€™s good for youAnd with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling â€œMake it go away!â€ Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered â€œHow can you do this to me?â€Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didnâ€™t do for youHate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whatâ€™s good for you For you For you For youI could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping Far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasureI don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thingLying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and everI don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thingI don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss Well, I just wanna be with you Right here with you, just like this I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And stay here in this moment For all the rest of timeDon't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do 'Cause I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thingI don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thingDon't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah I don't wanna miss a thingI burned my hand, I cut my face Heaven knows how long it's been Since I've felt so out of place I'm wonderin' if I'll fit in.Debbie and Charley said they'd be here by nine And Deb said she might bring a friend Just my luck, they're right on time So here I go again.I'm gonna smile my best smile And I'm gonna laugh like it's going out of style Look into her eyes and pray that she don't see That learning to live again is killing me.Little cafe, table for four But there's just conversation for three I like the way she let me get the door I wonder what she thinks of me.Debbie just whispered, "You're doin' fine" And I wish that I felt the same She's asked me to dance, now her hand's in mine Oh, my god, I've forgotten her name.But I'm gonna smile my best smile And I'm gonna laugh like it's going out of style Look into her eyes and pray that she don't see That learning to live again is killing me.Now here we are beneath her porch light And I say what a great time it's been A kiss on the cheek, a whisper goodnight And I say, "can I see you again".And she just smiles her best smile And she laughs like it's going out of style Looks into my eyes and says, "We'll see" Oh this learning to live again is killing me God this learning to live again is killing meWatch the stars, Turn you to nothing. Now blush and smile as they whisk you away.Part your lips a bit more, I'll swallow your fear. I will show you how. All the bite marks impress A need to be here, A need to see.City lights, like rain, Dance and explode. Fall upon debutantesReeling from nights that Kiss and Control, All of our, broken hearts.*Instrumental Pause*Velvet burns, The wrists while restraining.. You blushed and smiled, And said you would stay.One more time steal my breath, I'll feed you the sky. I will show you how. Steal the glamour from death, And before you die, Oh, you should see.City lights, like rain, Dance and explode. Fall upon debutantesReeling from nights that Kiss and Control, All of our, broken hearts.Hearrrrrrtssss. Ourrrrr heartssss."We all want to die like movie stars" you said, as you jumped from the height of our cutting room floor. While above us glowing, exploding, our dreams burst forth in light in death. Hold me and tell me, "We'll burn like stars. We'll burn as we fall. Watch as the city lights DANCE FOR US!"City lights, like rain, Dance and explode. Fall upon the pain of our lives,Reeling from nights that Kiss and Control, Fall apart, the pain of our lives, has pain.Dance and explode.City lights like rain City lights so caress meKiss and ControlAll of our, broken heartsWarn your warmth to turn away Here itâ€™s December, everyday Press your lips to the sculptures And surely youâ€™ll stay (love like winter) For of sugar and ice, I am made, I am madeItâ€™s in the blood, itâ€™s in the blood I met my love before I was born He wanted love. I taste of blood He bit my lip, and drank my war From years before, from years beforeShe exhales vanilla lace, I barely dreamt her yesterday (yesterday) Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstick trace: "Por Siempre." She said, â€œIt seems youâ€™re somewhere, far away" To his face.Itâ€™s in the blood, itâ€™s in the flood I met my love, before I was born She wanted love, I taste of blood She bit my lip, and drank my war From years before, from years beforeLove like winter Oh OO-Oh Love like winter, winter, three, fourItâ€™s in the blood, itâ€™s in the blood I met my love, before I was born He wanted love, I taste of blood He bit my lip, and drank my war From years before, from years beforeHoney why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loudWell, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weakAnd I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angelIt's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clueWell my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weakAnd I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angelIt's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weakAnd I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angelAnd I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angelHoney why you calling me so late?Well Im shamemeless when it comes to loving you Ill do anything you want me to Ill do anything at all.And Im standing here for all the world to see Oh baby, thats whats left of me Dont have very far to fallYou know now Im not a man whos ever been Insecure about the world Ive been living in I dont break easy, I have my pride But if you need to be satisfiedIm shameless, oh honey, I dont have a prayer Every time I see you standin there I go down upon my knees.And Im changing, swore Id never compromise Oh, but you convinced me otherwise Ill do anything you please.You see in all my life Ive never found What I couldnt resist, what I couldnt turn down I could walk away from anyone I ever knew But I cant walk away from you.I have never let anything have this much control over me I work too hard to call my life my own I have never let anything have this much control over me I work too hard to call my life my own And Ive made myself a world and its worked so perfectly But its your world now, I cant refuse Ive never had so much to lose Oh, Im shameless.You know it should be easy for a man whos strong To say hes sorry or admit when hes wrong Ive never lost anything Ive ever missed But Ive never been in love like this.Its out of my hands.Im shameless, I dont have the power now I dont want it anyhow So I got to let it go.Oh, Im shameless, shameless as a man can be You make a total fool of me I just wanted to you to know.Oh, Im shameless, I just wanted you to know Oh, Im shameless, oh, Im down on my kneesI, I came here by day, but I left here in darkness and found you, found you on the way.Now, it is silver and silent. It is silver and cold. You in somber resplendence, I hold...Your sins into me, oh, my beautiful one. Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer and I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into me oh, my beautiful one.Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me as you're longing to sing. So I,I will paint you in silver. I will wrap you in cold. I will lift up your voice as I sink.Your sins into me, oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer and I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into meCold in life's throes. I'll fall asleep for you. Cold in life's throes. I only ask you turn away. Cold in life's throes. I'll fall asleep for you. Cold in life's throes I only ask you turn as they seep into me, oh, my beautiful one, now...Your sins into me, oh, my beautiful one. Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer and I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into meYour sins into me, oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer and I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into... Your sins into me Oh my beautiful one!I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That donâ€™t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out Iâ€™m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend Iâ€™m ok But thatâ€™s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryinâ€™ to doItâ€™s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But Iâ€™m doinâ€™ It Itâ€™s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Iâ€™m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livinâ€™ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspokenWhat hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to doWhat hurts the most was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to doI'm saying that loving you Thatâ€™s what I was tryin' to doEvery time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I havenâ€™t missed you yetEvery roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still donâ€™t miss you yetOnly when I stop to think about itI hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love youEvery time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I havenâ€™t missed you yetOnly when I stop to think about itI hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love youOnly when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you knowI hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love meI hate You hate I hate You love meI hate everything about you Why do I love youScrollbox Code from MySpaceSupport.com

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