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Hey yall! its ya girl kris aka sho*biz aka cookie monster. i am 20 years old, reside in beautifil fairview heights illinois with my mom dad and wonderful, smart, cute, silly, funny lil 2 yr old son Brian. i have a boyfriend...yes, depressing to those who think they gonna get me. cuz...its not happenin. im not leavin him. i finally found a man who is everything i ever wanted. he is smart, funny, has a good head on his shoulders, and is motivated. and brian loves him. so thats always the best thing! he and i have a great relationship. we have an understanding on eachothers needs, wants, and dreams. he supports me with anything i want to achieve and i support him. we both have big dreams. LOTS of them. and if they come true he and i will be rich and live happily ever after forever. lol. sam is my life. he has changed me in so many ways. i am more motivated to get my life together. next semester i am going to start takin classes at swic for a medical assistant. he will be doing the same in houston. and hopefully he will be living here by christmas next year! I cant wait! after workin at a hospital for a while i have two ideas of what i would like for my career to be. i would LOVE to be a homocide detective. if that doesnt work my second option is to become a sonographer, doing ultrasounds and x-rays. hopefully i can fulfill all my dreams and get married and have 2 more children.what i like to do in my free time..... A lil more about me....I loooove to dance. dancin is my life. i think it takes my mind off of my problems and erases a lot of my stress....i also love to shop....especially for shoes! i am what BET would call your "sneaker head" i usually only wear dunks. i will break out the forces or js every once in a while. but my main focus is the dunks. they are HOT! yall sleepin on the dunks....i also like to do makeup. i was gonna go to school for it, but i think i need something more stable and in high demand. you can see pics of my eye makeup on my album....i also love takin pics. you can tell cuz all of my albums have at least 20 pics on them! lol. i like going to the landing to take pics. its really good for scenery. :)IM IN THIS VIDEO! IM AT THE 24 SECOND POINT! CHECK ME OUT.
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My Interests

shoppin, dancing, kickin it, doin makeup, dressin fly, and flyin out to houston to be with the love of my life!
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I'd like to meet:

anyone who loves to dance and have fun! cuz thats what i do

Music:

I listen to hip-hop n R&B. Im feelin Yung Joc, Shareefa, D4L, Shop boys, Remy Ma, Trina, one chance, KoKo, Ne-yo, Unk, Da Banggaz, wine-o, weezy fuckin baby, rasheeda, FABO!!!!!!!!! and a lot more. basically anything i can dance to.

Movies:

i like dane cook, so anything with him in it. NAPOLEON DYNAMITE! BORAT! all the shrek movies. and anything funny really...and rize....the best is the invisible because its the first movie i saw wit my baby!

Television:

106th and park, BET now...anything with videos

Books:

the coldest winter ever...monster...maus I and maus II...and any books by zane!

Heroes:

i know this will sound silly. but honestly....its sam, my boyfriend. he has told me a lot of things he has been thru in his life and i cant even imagine going thru a tenth of the things he has. im very proud of him for surviving what God has put in his path. he is a very strong man an dhe wont let nothing hold him back. i dont want to say anything about what he has been thru, cuz thats between us. but just know that he has been thru enough to make u go crazy and want to run away or kill yourself. but my boyfriend has over-come all of the bumps, hills, and even MOUNTAINS in his way. he is def my hero. without him i dont know if i would have ever appreciated what i have now as much as i do. he is still going thru hard times right now and he is not losing any motivation so become something and get away from the drama. he and i are def gonna go thru a lot in the next year with school and work and barely seein eachother. but it will ALL be worth it in the end. Sam, i love you so much and i want you to know i am always gonna be here for you. even if its just to talk. i got u. i never been with someone like you and i love every minute i spend with you or even just sit on the phone with you. keep your head up and dont let no one get the best of u. you are truely my hero and dont ever forget how much you mean to me. i know u are afraid that i will give up and leave you. but dont be like that. when i say im down...im down. for real. you havent given me any reason to want to leave you and i doubt you ever will. just stay how u are now and i know we will be married by 2009 like we planned. i love u so much baby. dont let anything or anyone stand in your way of reachin your goals. and "dont let no one take the J outta your joy." im by your side ALL the way. i love you. XOXOXO

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my trip

HEY! Well, I am just updatin on me and my trip! I will be leavin to see my boo on the 29th! Im gonna miss y'all but i probably wont be thinkin bout no one but him while i'm gone. lol. sorry. but its t...
Posted by This is me then.... on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:10:00 PST

FIRST 48 HOURS

Man. i just watched a verrry sad episode of first 48 hours. I usually am bothered by the killings but never as bad as i was just now. It was about a shooting in kansas city, MO. A man was leavin his s...
Posted by This is me then.... on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 08:35:00 PST

update on my life.....

Hello! How is everyone? Hopefully everyone is doing good. However if youre feelin down....i hope my happiness and words can cure your sadness. First of all i want to thank God for all the wonderful th...
Posted by This is me then.... on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:43:00 PST

INCREDIBLE SADNESS

Why? Why do we find someone that we really care about and there ALWAYS has to be a fault.  I met a guy on May 4th that changed my life. its only been 10 days, but this man has made the BIGGEST im...
Posted by This is me then.... on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:55:00 PST