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†Morgan†

Desire the one thing you cannot have

About Me

DON'T JUDGE ME! You don't know me and if you DID know me then you wouldn't have to put me in a catergory. The only person I try to be is myself. Don't label me by how I look or how I "seem" to be. I am me, I don't need a label. Anyways... I'm 21 and I live in North Long Beach. I went to school for Pharmacology... Hated it. So now I work at an aerospace company (my moms job) called Hydraflow. Yup yup I do accounting.. Okay so it's not that much fun but I get paid to sit on my ass in an air conditioned office and scan stuff into a computer all day.. So yeah it's chill. What else.. umm..I'll just say that I love to have fun, Camping.. kayaking (in a river lol not ocean), white water rafting, jetskiing, the beach.. I love going to concerts, themeparks, games (baseball rocks!). I'm not much of a party person.. I don't drink or smoke.. just because I think there's cooler ways to die lol I also just like to relax and hang out, maybe watch a movie or something. I have 7 tattoos but I plan on getting a few more. Each tattoo stands for something. So NO I didn't get it because I thought it was the "cool" thing to do. I love my friends and family, they mean the world to me... I love animals... I like to take thrills in life.. I wanna go skydiving.. bungee jumping... Even though I'm like terrified of heights hahaha... I love to live life to the fullest... Live each day as if it were your last, live your last day like you'll live forever.

My Interests

Individuality is the sexiest thing there is. Tattoos are gorgeous!

I'd like to meet:

IF YOU'RE FAKE.. OR A LIAR.. IF YOU PLAY MIND GAMES... DON'T EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME OR ADDING ME. I hate stupid people... By the way... Please don't add me if you're not going to talk to me. But if you do add me... And don't talk to me, I will delete your retarted ass. I'm not here for a damn popularity contest.I want to be treated like a princess because that's how I was raised. I love surprises... I'm a romantic at heart. I'm a pretty affectionate person... I don't have a specific TYPE of guy. It's pretty simple, either I like you or I don't. I need someone that's spontaneous, random, and overall just fun to be around. I don't need anyone in my life that's going to complicate it or bring in added drama. "I want to be considered beautiful, not hot" Muahs, kisses OH YEAH.. One more thing.. I hate stuck up guys that think they're better than everyone else.. (Actually, I hate stuck up people in general..) Guess what hunny, your shit stinks like everyone else's so get over yourself. Take a step into reality.. You're not all badass.. You're just fucking lame. *FUCK ALL THE HATERS*A disease so deadly... it's sweetness is suicidal. An addiction stronger than any drug, with no cure... it forever thrives. An everlasting feeling, never fading. Feeding on the hatred, the jealousy that consumes others. Fearing nothing...

Music:

I ABSOULTELY LOVE Linkin Park, Atreyu, Dragonforce, Seether, Ill Nino, Boy Sets Fire, Silverstein, Armor For Sleep, Trivium, Chiodos, Faktion, Korn, Disturbed,Plain White T's, Avenged Sevenfold, HIM, Staind, Hinder, 3 Doors Down, 311, Sublime, The Used, AFI, Stone Sour, Metallica, Smile Empty Soul, Trapt, Story of the Year, Fort Minor, Blue October, Bush, Three Days Grace, Evanescence, Anberlin, Earshot, 10 Years, Ra, the list could go on... but I don't feel like typing all that.

Movies:

I love horror movies and war movies.. Those are like my all time favorites. Some of my favorites are The Goonies... I LOVE The Boondock Saints, People Under the Stairs, The Lost Boys, Top Gun, Pitchblack, Pet Semetary.. yeah.. ummm.. Troy, Gladiator, Braveheart, King Arthur, OH and Tristan & Isolde! That movie rocks! LOVE IT! What else.. Umm.. Resident Evil.. That was pretty good... Shaun of the dead, Saw I, Saw II, Saw III The Notebook, Flashdance, Girl Interrupted.. Matrix, Alice in Wonderland, Evil Dead 1 and 2, Army of Darkness(evil dead 3), The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Cinderella Man, Stir of Echos, The Butterfly Effect, Cast Away, Pirates of the Caribbean Dumb and Dumber, The Crow, Desperado, Cry Baby, Liar Liar, Forrest Gump, Napoleon Dynamite, Ghost, Hackers, The Pianist, That Thing You Do, Casper, Blade, I like too many movies but you get the idea right? I'm kind of a movie freak lol

Heroes:

Honestly now... My hero is my mom. She's done so much that I can't help but admire her. I love her to death.And my other hero, is my brother. I call him my protector. These two people mean more to me than anyone may or may not understand.

My Blog

Fear NOTHING

A disease so deadly...it's sweetness is suicidal.An addiction stronger than any drug,with no cure... it forever thrives.An everlasting feeling,never fading.Feeding on the hatred,the jealousy that cons...
Posted by Morgan on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 04:41:00 PST

Understand Nothing

I hate all these memories..that cannot be forgotten.With their terriyfing dreamsthat surpass reality.Fear the unknown,as the horrid past stands infront of you.The withering soul feels nothingbut the p...
Posted by Morgan on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:25:00 PST

No Title Again

Unwanted memories awaken,they can s|eep no more.Rest|ess nights were fi||ed with disappointment,as sadness s|ow|y creeps in.B|ankets of shame cover it a||,as pi||ows are smothered in tears.Co|d dark e...
Posted by Morgan on Thu, 10 Nov 2005 09:59:00 PST

Bored In Class

There's so much shame behind these ha||ow eyes, and wounds of dispair keep s|icing open.|ies rip through the scarred skin,as tears of b|ood s|ow|y fa|| and fade.This pain shows no mercy,it fee|s nothi...
Posted by Morgan on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 10:00:00 PST

Can You Feel The Pain?

It's eating at me a|ive,Picking at my very being.|icking it's dirty claws as I |ay there dying.The b|ood draining from this |ife|ess body,c|utching onto a|| those memories.The heart beat grows faint,T...
Posted by Morgan on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 09:07:00 PST

Another one

Standing in front of the mirror& starring,This unrecognizable face ho|ds no expression. Theres no motion, everything stands sti||, A b|ade fa||s into these uphe|d hands.Looking down.. It shimmers in ...
Posted by Morgan on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 04:55:00 PST

No Comment...

A confusing state of mind, with no where to turn, no where to go.|ost, strugg|ing to find the answers,trying to grasp onto the |itt|e hope there is.Discomfort and dispair arise a|| around,in a darkend...
Posted by Morgan on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 12:33:00 PST

Nightmares Are Real

Nightmares Are Real Waking up in a cold sweat, your hearts pounding through your chest, The room is dark but you know secretly its possessed. Scared to close your eyes but even more terrified...
Posted by Morgan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST