About Me
everything around you is changing; nothing stays the same.
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what you are about to read is the truth; it is a guarentee of what you can expect of me, because it is me.
you would think as you get older life would make more sense, but as of right now it seems to be doing the opposite. i'm strong as a mutha fucker because i live and learn. contrary to my exterior, i have experienced and witnessed so much negative, and positive, in my life; i can relate to almost anything. i could have a conversation with anybody about anything, especially about a deep topic; i could talk about life for days. if you give me simple respect i swear you will receive it in return. that's all i ask.
i have great drive and determination; if i want something i will work to get it, if i say something i will follow through. i have a need for success. there has never been a question in my head as to whether or not i am going to be successful; it has never been an option. i need to be the best at everything i do.
i have a strong personality, i am not like anybody else you will ever meet. i strongly believe in karma and the fact that everybody and everything has a reason. i believe there are no such things as coincidences, as every event in somebody's life is supposed to happen. i have strong beliefs as to what is right and wrong for myself, but i am very open-minded when it comes to others. i can be friends with anybody and everybody. i will never judge a person on the choices they make or who they are. i will only judge a person on the size of their heart, their genuineness, and their level of respect for me. it's hard for me to say that i hate a whole classification of people, but i have no respect for racists, or anybody that discriminates; i believe that the relationships you find in others have nothing to do with race, sex, etc. i'm very good at reading people and reading situations. if something doesn't feel in my life right i will learn from the past, make a change, and take a new course if it is irrepairable. if a situation is repairable and if it matters enough to me, i will put in every effort to fix it; if i feel like something isn't right between me and somebody i care about, i will not fail to express my feelings and try to fix the situation. you will never see me pretending to me somebody i'm not; i refuse. it shows in every aspect of my life that if a bunch of people are attracted to a certain place, person, or thing, i will turn the opposite direction. doing the opposite of everybody else isn't even a concious decision for me anymore; it just happens. i will always be honest with you. truth is something that shouldn't be covered up. i've learned from experience that witholding the truth will break relations with others apart; it will cause a level of awkwardness that can't be fixed. i will always honestly admit my actions, my feelings, and my words. lastly, i tend to want more of good thing. if something in my life feels right, i will make a constant effort to keep that feeling around; whether it applies to people, actions, food, music, etc.
i've realized more and more lately; the biggest thing i've realized is that life is a game. you have to play the game to get what you want out of life. but playing isn't possible without self-respect, determination, understanding, the ability to grow and forgive, and most importantly: love.
even though my family can be great, i can't count much on my family; therefore, i count heavily on my friends. to me, there is no different between friends and family. the people around us are in our lives for a particular reason, regardless of the relation. blood is not thicker than water and to me, blood doesn't mean anything. i would do anything for the people i care about, and even that is an understatement.
i'm very caring, giving, and affectionate not only to the people i care about, but to everybody. but i will not hesitate to try to advise someone. also, i will not hesitate to judge someone. i mean well in everything that i do for the people i care about, but sometimes my actions end up coming off as insensitive or even smothering; but i can assure you that there is a reason for doing what i do. at this moment in time of my life i am satisfied with nothing more but to have true people i can connect with and trust; friendships are extremely important to me. i've realized that just as in wanting to be number one in all i do, i want to be number one in the people around me's lives; it all comes with wanting to be the best.
i honestly feel like i don't belong where i'm at in delaware. i feel like i don't fit in, and i don't want to. the situations are too old, the people are too fucked up, and the places aren't good enough. i need something better. i plan to get away from everything and everybody in time; but i certainly won't forget the situations and people who made me who i am today.
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s/n : Kevin Welchhh
