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Amber

Some days are better than others

About Me

I'm a passionate person who likes to get what she wants. Some would describe me as caring, loving(to a fault), and genuine. Those who know me well would say sarcastic, dark humored, and still as loving to a fault to those who deserve it. I have tattoos and piercings, listen to hardcore, punk, 80s, ambient, and blues mostly, but will give anything a try. I spend my time raising my son, keeping life together, getting my medical career on track, enjoying my friends & family, and working my ass off to get what I want.

My Interests

Music, movies, dancing, cuddling, hanging out with friends and my amazing family, cooking, blood and guts, tattoos, piercings, creativity, pleasure

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who isn't too quick to judge anyone else, is honest, is open, and loves life...great friends.

Music:

Bleeding Through, The Bled, Social D, Remembering Never, The Legendary Pink Dots, Screeching Weasel, Chiodos, Sigor Ros, Sonic Youth, Atreyu, Al Green, NWA, Horrorpops, The Cure, The Dead Milkmen, Op Ivy, Pg 99, Blonde Redhead, MSI, DK, Everytime I Die, Dramarama, Flogging Molly, Killswitch, Ramones, Peter Murphy, The Cramps, Minor Threat, Bjork, Tori Amos, Erykah Badu, N.E.R.D., Tool, Sade, Depeche Mode, 18 Visions, Otis Redding, Dropkick, Glassjaw, Nina Simone, Guitar Wolf, Terror, Atreyu, A Perfect Circle, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Thursday, Slayer, Hatebreed, God Forbid, Rancid, Nile, Shai Hulud, G'N'R, Skid Row, etc etc so on and so forth

Movies:

Labyrinth, LOTR, Fear & Loathing, Pan's Labyrinth, Das Boot, Velvet Goldmine, Jawbreaker, Requiem for a Dream, Tie Me Up Tie Me Down, Connie and Carla, Boondock Saints, May, Wild Zero, 300, Breakfast On Pluto, documentaries, any and all ZOMBIE movies, Troma films

Television:

Sealab 2021, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Dave Chappelle Show, South Park, Sci-Fi Channel, Discovery Channel, TLC, Robot Chicken, Mind of Mencia, Scrubs

Books:

Choke, Vurt, The Neverending Story, The Stranger, The Vampire Lestat, White Oleander, Imajica, Invisible Monsters

Heroes:

My parents

My Blog

People change, it happens

You grow up...you grow apart...you continue with your life. I'm no longer holding onto people that hold me back. I have far too long been the shoulder to cry on, the one you run to when things aren't...
Posted by Amber on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:51:00 PST

I feel like me again

Last night Chris, Jamie, and myself went to Liquid Cellar and had some drinks before heading to UCF for Carlos Mencia. That shit was so much fun and Carlos Mencia was true to form. It was good to get ...
Posted by Amber on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 09:27:00 PST

Thank you Nicoleface :)

When my very good friend, Nicole, let me in on PostSecrets via her page I never thought about how therapeutic some of them could be. I try to find new ones every day and the more I find the more I fee...
Posted by Amber on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 05:46:00 PST

And the joke’s on me...again

I got my tickets for Carlos Mencia in the mail today. Now I just have to figure out who's going with me...lol. I kind of forgot that I had even ordered them. Funny how you can think you are doing fin...
Posted by Amber on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 05:44:00 PST

Pick yourself up...brush yourself off...

and start all over again. That song means so much to me right now. After a phone conversation today I realized that this is not even close to being worth what I've been putting myself through. I becam...
Posted by Amber on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 12:09:00 PST

Everything hurts

Get over it, be better, it's not worth it...all things that are easier said than done. After the week I've had some friends decided we needed a "girl's night out". Well, of course, I had to run into J...
Posted by Amber on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 07:39:00 PST

I’m starting to...

hate myself for being so weak right now. I don't let anyone get to me like this. What the fuck is wrong with me? I let someone in...more than anyone I ever really have...and it blows up in my face. I ...
Posted by Amber on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 05:29:00 PST

Ahhhhhh

It's nice to have a day off. Slept in...a little bit. Got Micah off to school. Gonna go do some shopping for Micah and pay a few bills. Today is a good day. I can't wait to see Jay. I went and hung ou...
Posted by Amber on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:18:00 PST

Sometimes...

I'm really happy...others, not so much. I'm not sure what's going on with me. I basically have what I want, but I always seem to want more than that. I guess I look into the future way too f...
Posted by Amber on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:31:00 PST

In my own bed...

I've never been so happy to be in my own bed as I am tonight. This weekend was great. Hanging tou with Jay and our freinds...going to Firestone on Saturday night...going to the "big water" today with ...
Posted by Amber on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:16:00 PST