Brittany

i'm sorry;.
i'm sorry that i don't fit into your american dream or your perfect little world. I'm sorry im not always right or that i'm not always gonna tell the truth. i'm sorry i don't meet your standards of who you think a young lady should be. i'm sorry i broke the mold. i'm sorry i dont live my life to please others. i'm sorry i'm a little hot- tempered. i'm sorry i'm gonna make mistakes. i'm sorry i won't always be there when you need me. i'm sorry you don't believe in me. i'm sorry you can't accept me for who i am. i'm sorry i don't take one day for granted. but most of all, i'm sorry that i'm not sorry. i live to my own standards. i make the choices for my life that are best for me. i have to die when it's time for me to die so let me live my life the way i want. my hair won't always be perfect, i won't always be nice, i get bitchy, i have bad days, i have lazy days, i won't always make the right decision. my clothes might not match from time to time and i not always gonna eat whats right for me or exercise when it's needed. i'm probably always gonna disappoint someone and i accept failure only because without it how will i learn excellence? I am one human being, with feelings, emotions, dreams, aspirations, and ambitions. I will make something of myself, i will become a respectable person; i will never let anyone make me feel inferior,you can hit me with all you've got and i promise i will get right back up. i will promise myself to never give up on a dream. I will be the person i wanna be. Not to please others not to make anyone else happy. but to make me happy. you may not like me or what i stand for but i will be at peace with myself for knowing that i am doing what makes me happy and not sacrificing who i am to make someone else happy. i can't make everyone happy and ive accepted that. i'm never gonna be perfect or even remotely close to it. i'm strong because, i am weak; i am beautiful because, i know my flaws; i am a lover because, i'ma fighter; i am fearless because, i have been afraid; i am wise because, i have been foolish; and i can laugh because, i've known sadness. if your not with me; your against me, theres no middle ground when it comes to believing in someone.