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I live in florida,i am a single father, any one that really knows me knows im usally pretty stress free, but sometimes it all hits at once you know , heheheh Let god deal with the bad things people do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too................. i love gettin new tattoo's,I like sports, i like gaming, i like to play pool, go clubing every now and then, and pretty much anything that has to do with having fun :O) and i like to write poems as u will read if u want lolYou can reach me on aim its [email protected] the second o is a zero.......................................................G od always takes the brightest light, no matter how much we want to keep them or put up a fight, its not fucken fair, its not fucken right, that someone else gets to choose who see's it thru the night, i cant stand this shit, another loved one gone, another empty spot in my heart, another person wronged. How could this be how can u deal, with the fact that someone else wont be there? you fucken cant thats a fact, will the pain leave? maybe, but it always comes back, no way to deal nothing said can heal, each moment its harder to feel, and tommrow its going to be even harder still. So do you cope what the fuck can you do? i would gladly give up my life if it would save you. no matter how much i pray how much i cry, i feel like it was me that died, a piece of me is gone and will never return, tears build up as the anger starts to burn. Why the only question i can ask, no one knows the answer to that, so as i live my life with a heart broken with pain, thoughts of the loss keep going thru my brain, driven insane by the loss of another, i think i go get drunk n cry under the covers.........Christopher Landis4-3-08................................................ .......................So many tears so much pain, is all i have done and all i will do just in vain? can i maintane with loss on my mind? I wish this world was perfect and kind. Loss of love loss of mind loss of family all the damn time. To have had and lost is better than never had, but everytime i lose something i feel so sad. Why does this world take all that i love? That question is to you god can u hear me above? Why do you make so hard for us here? We live our lives in pain and fear. When will you take what you gave as a gift? I know its only temporary but damn i hate this shit. loss of life loss of love loss of mind and worse of all loss of time. Should we just make the most of what we have? before we are sayin its what we had? How does any one deal with a life full of loss? Who really wants to pay that cost. Don't get me wrong i would change a single minute, except the time it ends i would wrather forget it. So as the tears roll down my face, my smile has long been replaced, with a look of disbelief, knowing people care is my only fucking relief. As your sit there i wonder why a guy thats usally so happy, can sit there and cry and sound so crappy. It's cause if lost all of the things i've listed, even my mind because now this worlds got it twisted.................Christopher Landis 4-3-2008 ..............................Smile do not let this world get you down, no frowns round here, smiling faces and happy tears, lost is not true. found revived and new. in a better place, looking down with their smiling face, wishing we was there, and we may be soon, not cring because of the love they feel is so true, missing us badly waitin for our return, soon we will meet again and our love will remain.thoughts i keep saying to myself to keep me from going insane, but is it just talk or just blargain ill let u decide, will you look at me as a loved one when it is my time? will i be missed will my dead body be kissed? will tears be shed what of my kid? thoughts of it all going through my head, what u really be there if you found out i was dead? brain of pain sorrows regrets and fears, will i be adored by all my peers? and lets not foget the suject at hand, are they up there singing in the angels band? questions i cant answer or even would i want to, i only know hurt now and death makes me feel blue, but true to my form, and not to cause no harm i open my heart a extend my arm.Christopher L Landis 4-3-08
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