will it ever go away? |
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me ...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 13:42:00 GMT |
seeing |
sitting across from my, closer to 20 than 19 yr old son, and while he is talking..I notice the dark shadows on his face where he needs to shave, and his shoulders had somehow become a mans , broad, st...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 00:33:00 GMT |
hurt and confused |
I really thought I was doing good for my parents. we live in a 3 bedroom apt ..my dad has the master bedroom and bath..my mom has her own room, and then me and my son Andrew share a bedroom. I pay hal...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 18:01:00 GMT |
OUCH |
ouch is all I can say...I been exercising and eating right for 6 days now..I started out so sedentary that walking 10 min on the treadmill the first day was all I could do..I'm up to 25 min a day now...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 21:05:00 GMT |
what to do... |
ahhh so today it starts...after a pretty bad scare in the ER and a night in the hospital...I have come to the point where I know I KNOW I need to lose weight, to exercise and get healthy. I am startin...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 14:10:00 GMT |
Leave me my last shred of sanity...PLEASE?? |
I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won'...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 12:38:00 GMT |
seeing GHOSTS |
ok so not really, but it was so odd, I seen Van (my late husband) for a couple seconds tonight. My son Andrew had on some dark blue jeans and Black etnies on..and he was wearing his dads redwing coat...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 22:00:00 GMT |
ya, I'm missing him |
Till the rivers all run dryTill the sun falls from the skyTill life on earth is throughI'll be needing you.I know sometimes you may wonderFrom little things I say and doBut theres no need for you to w...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 19:31:00 GMT |
The holidays hurt |
sometimes when i realize your not here, i get scared, i feel like something is wrong with the world, like a catastrophy...and to me it was just that, but I get so afraid that one day i might forget yo...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 20:13:00 GMT |
I THINK I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE |
TO BE THE INSIDE OF THAT BLACK VOID
TO NOT SEE YOU AGAIN IS BLINDING
TO NOT HEAR YOU AGAIN IS DEAFINING
TO NOT FEEL YOU AGAIN IS SENSORY DEPRIVED
AND EVERYDAY I WISH YOU WERE HERE, I LOVE YOU VAN, TH...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 15:44:00 GMT |
