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[{AMB~n~JDR}]~a match made in HELL~

Sometimes I wish I could just sew up my eyes so I don't have to witness and realize the monster that

About Me

well, theres really nothing interesting to say about me. im ashley, for better or worse. i hate people and i really dont care if you like me or not because more than likely, i hate you. i love justin. he ties first with a few other people in my life: my little sister toni, my best friend rosa, my brother daniel sanchez, and my hero and best friend mr. b, they have had the biggest impact on my life because they all care in their own ways. i dont know where id be without any of those five people. i love music. its an escape from life and a way of expression. im one of the scariest band geeks youve ever met in your life. when i graduate i want to become a music professor. i love metal!!! my favorite is death metal and my favorite two bands are cradle of filth and six feet under, but i have a million other bands that i like. i am not a christian and if that bothers you in any form or way, i frankly dont care. im not going to offend you so dont offend me. i was a christian once and i realized it wasnt for me. that leads me into saying that, i have a problem with people that judge other people. i nor anyone else have any place to judge someone else because like mr. b says "at the end of the day, you have to answer to you and your god(s)/goddess(es)." no one else has any right to try to tell you which path you should take or what is right or wrong in their eyes. i dont ask anyone to be around me so if you have a problem with something that i do, you can leave. i promise i wont miss you. some more not so intersting shit is: i play contrbass, bass clarinet, clarinet, and violin. i love to hackey sack. my favorite color is green (to all the idiots out there that assume my favorite color is black, black isnt a color dumasses), im not really shy, im quiet and loud at the same time, and my favorite word is fuck. anything else you want to know, ask.
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Music:

nemphetamine, gilded cunt, summer fading fast, hallowed by thy name,nemesis, gabriel by cof scar spangeled banner and toxic waltz by exodus shadow of the reaper, blackfoot, TNT, nonexsistent, the enemy inside, die mother fucker by six feet under as i slither, crippled and broken by kataklysm burn in hell by dimmu borgir now youve got something to die for, as the palaces burn,REDNECK, walk with me in hell by lamb of god like light to flies,detonation, and pull harder on the strings of your martyr by trivium die mother fuker die by dope betrayed, bat country, the beast and the harlot by avenged sevenfold convalscene by darkest hour 666 voices inside by dark funeral the darkness, this calling, this darkened heart, the deepest gray by all that remains ghost love score, the phantom of the opera by nightwish heavens a lie by lacauna coil 45, burning bright by shinedown hello lonely, no surprise by theory of a deadman baby got back, burn by throwdown hate mail, taxi cab confessions by 40 below summer not ready to die, through the black, undying, a thousand apologies, deterioration by demon hunter you exposed by me, dialated, bleeding masacara by atreyu in-da-gadda-da-vida, necrophiliac, jihad, born to wild, by slayer fuck you by damageplan shock by fear factory for the love of fiction, the psalm of lydia by rembering never straight hate and what if i lost it by bloodsimple rose of sharyn, the end of heartache, a bid farewell, holy diver by killswitch engage love?, possesions by strapping young lad facepeller and calling, birthday by taproot disaterpiece, before i forget, pulse of the maggots, wait and bleed, scream, heretic anthem, vermillion, spit it out by slipknot forget regret by death by stereo falling away, wicked (with chino moreno) shoots and ladders, freak on a leash, faggot, ADIDAS, got the life, kill you, dead bodies everywhere, good god, by korn bounce, sad statute, cigaro, BYOB, chop suey, toxicity, inner vision, question, violent pornography by system of a down king nothing, die my darling, nothing else matters, enter sandman, unforgiven 1and 2, fuel, battery, master of puppets, one by metalllica wondering eyes by gizmachi people hate me, 197666, and teenage zombie by the murderdolls nemisis and skeleton key by arch enemy stabbing the drama,nerve by siolwork what drives the weak by shadows fall homage for satan by deicide through the fire and the flames by dragonforce the trooper by iron maiden tears dont fall, curses, hand of blood, four words to choke upon, suffocating under words of sorrow, room 409, all these things i hate revolve around me by bullet for my vallentine the color of money by bury your dead forever by throwdown rational eyes by threat signal give it up by soil defeatist, burn the lies by hatebreed deciet by ankla marytr by fear factory unholy confessions by a7x unhallowed/funeral thirst by the black dahlia murder dead eyes see no future by arch enemy confined by as i lay dying the lord is my weapon by otep pathetic, ruin by lamb of god hats made of veal and that new car scent by the abominable iron sloth slave no more by crowbar skull full of maggots, mummified in barb wire, no remorse by cannibal corpse knee deep by job for a cowboy altar of scarifice/jesus saves by slayer broken hearted by eighteen visions christian woman, black no. 1 by type o negative babylon by soulfly inside the horror. nothing remains by chimaria good friends and a bottle of pills, this love, suicide note, by pantera my resurrection by il nino cult by slayer again and again by taproot the song remains unnamed by silent civilian moment of impact by fear factory embrace the gutter by the autumn offering crippled and broken by kataklysm skeleton dance by arch enemy get inside and get outta my life by rebel meets rebel singled out by diecast roots bloody roots by sepultura this dying soul by dream theater

Movies:

the grudge, 28 days later, wrong turn, saw, texas chainsaw massacre, pulse, phantom of the opera, and see no evil....thats about it im not a tv kinda person im too busy listenin to music

Television:

im not a television kind of person. theres better things to do.
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Books:

parrot in the oven, the giver, ten dark gothic tales, snd im on book three of the left behind series. i just dont have too much time to read things. i like reading them and taking my time to understand wht im reading. i like reading books dealing with religion over anything else simply because religion is complicated and im trying to find my own path. something that actually makes sense to me i guess.

Heroes:

anybody that stands up for what they believe in and not have that belief influenced by someone elses opinion. but my biggest hero is Mr. Broome. hes taught me so much. Hes not only been my teacher but my friend and he also believes in me. Hes there when rosa cant be. He gives me advice when i need it, helps me with my emotions, helps me to follow my own path and not try to find someone elses to follow, and he has taught me to respect all music and give it a chance before i put it down. even though i might not like it i still have to respect it. i can sit through a whole rap song now! ...scary, i know