walker mettling as socio-ethical ideal.
gowns gowns gowns: red state on cardboard records!! this one time eileen played rachmaninov prelude in g minor in our room at cloyne and matt lutz flipped out and scrambled onto the roof from our window. now he's in some band. i love eileen and i love rachmaninov.
jan svankmajer. ali: fear eats the soul. natalie wood circa 1955-1961. pre-mccarthy elia kazan. splendor in the grass. brazil. 2046. in the mood for love. winter soldier. we jam econo. the outsiders. microcosmos. metropolis. qui etes-vous polly magoo? le temps du loup. the piano. rosemary's baby. running on empty. dazed and confused. bottlerocket. welcome to the dollhouse. la strada. nights of cabiria. breathless. alphaville. spiral jetty the movie. the saddest music in the world. say anything. reality bites. deerhunter. penny marshall:tillie olsen::riding in cars with boys:i stand here ironing. bonnie & motherfuckin' clyde.
"time held me green and dying. though i sang in my chains like the sea." dylan thomas. wallace stevens. virginia woolf's to the lighthouse. martha nussbaum's article on virginia woolf's to the lighthouse. nabakov's signs and symbols. joyce the dead. anne sexton her kind. joyce carol oates foxfire. tillie olsen i stand here ironing. michelle tea:without a net: the female experience of growing up working class. satya magazine on the potty helps me poo. gaddis the recognitions.
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