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我 期 望 见 到 你 !!! Next lesson Of travel. Questions !! What you're traveling for. why are you going ? what do you expect or think you'll achieve ?Surely not something external to yourself ?!! What can you learn about yourself Or the world that won't come by standing still; In silence, naked in an empty room ?Life is journey there is noo.... !! Start and finish, No beginning and end. There is only now and the rest is only memory, your journey has already begun and it will not end when you return. No matter what happens, you will not return unchanged-but then even if you stay here physically, you will not remain unchanged :-) Answer my first questions then you will find that a real movement awaits you.. Listen to your heart and all will be well, Always.. And I am there, Somewhere :-) !! ..................Do you ever dreams ?This was my first experience of that deep trance state in which the physical body appears to the experimenter to be in a cataleptic condition. The way in which this was overcome by raising first the little finger,etc. may have been an illusion,i.e.there may have been no movements of the physical body before the trance was broken-though the fact that I found myself sitting up is in favour of the physical reality of the means whereby the trance was ended. No proof is possible one way or the other in this case, as no one but the experimenter was there to observe what actually happened. For the time this fright had a sobering effect,and than the rashness of youth broke out one more; yet perhaps it was the urge of the investigator,and not the adventurous mystic in me, which made me repeat my experiment of ignoring the call of the body. Allowance must be made for my age,but I thought I had stumbled upon something really big and i wanted to confirm my results. Through prolonging a dreams the details of which were not remembered, in defiance of the warning pain, I again experienced great difficulty in leaving the dream and awaking. Again I found myself in a state resembling catalepsy and had to resort to the methods already described. This time,however, when I had succeeded in raising on arm the trance was broken. I experienced slight sickness and felt the effects, fatigue and depression, for the rest of the day. An unusual feature was that all memory of the details of the dream was lost in the stress of breaking the trance. This experience was certainly less severe that the first recorded, but it was sufficiently unpleasant to deter me for several years from running the risk of another. I had experienced this cataleptic trance twice within a few weeks, and felt that I was " playing with fier". I feared heart-failure, premature burial, or the possibility of becoming obsessed. And, of course, I was in love and life seemed sweet. So for many months, in my further experiments in prolonging dreams, I always took the pain in my forehead to be a direct warning to return to my body. When I felt it, I willed to break from the dream, and I had no difficulty in waking. Cataepsy can be peoduced by hypnosis, and it is very peobable that my symptoms were actually physical and not merely an illusion of the trance state; But I know now there was no need for me to had have that painful struggle to break the condition. If I had just composed my mine and dozed off again, my body would have been normal on waking. I have proved this on many occasions, and can recommend it as much the better course to pursue if any reader should find himself,perhaps quite by accident, in this state; for the mental strain and tendency to panic might react unfavourably upon a weak heart. My fear of premature burial was also groundless; for as I had not received meddical attention for a year or so, a post-mortem would have benn necessary, and the trance would most probably have been dispelled by the surgeon's knife before the body had suffered serious risk of premature burial in cases where an inquest would not follow, if the cataleptic condition proved to be of exceptional severity.....