Well, anything is up for criticism in this world...so, i'll just say these general things: I tend to contradict myself on so many levels... I am very naive/ignorant about sooo many subjects (even the ones i think i know a lot on)...ummm reality will never fail to slap me in the face once in a while... and I am always learning... What else...well, I have defects/faults and attributes... *I am an everchanging product of my environment* ( ... what i mean is: our environments shape who we are...Since we all come into this world as innocent little babies that can't control the environment life puts us in, A LOT of the reason WE ARE, THE WAY WE ARE, is because of CHANCE...i mean who knows, if life wanted to, I could have been a drug addicted prostitute right now; all life had to do was drop me off in an environment of poverty, drugs, and neglect. Because of this chance, no one is better than anyone! We grow up in different environments from which we learn different ideas on how to survive in society and as a result we live differently from each other... and unfortunately some people live in an environment of destruction, like extreme poverty, abuse, war, etc...although we can't completely control the environment that shapes us, there is ONE thing wwe CAN control: OUR SELF IMPROVEMENT!! Some people don't give up and they're PERSISTENT about improving themselves, NO MATTER WHAT! life and all it's problems suck sometimes, but damn! there comes a point where you have to realize your self worth and the fact that you DESERVE being the BEST that YOU CAN BE no matter what!... fight it ALL and do the NECESSARY to get yourself on top...whatever your idea of being on top may be...that's why on the news we sometimes see those stories of people that were beaten, raped, had cancer, and/or grew up alone but yet amazingly, today they are happy millionaires)....and finally, when it comes down to it all I'm a human being just like YOU, who simply wants to feel LOVED (by family, friends... anybody)...When others LOVE us and make us feel worth their time and care, we feel like our life has a PURPOSE... LOVE and the sense of purpose it gives us is powerful enough to fill the void we feel when we can't find our purpose in other aspects of life...So spread the love because it's like this, if you show love that means you respect, a respected person has no reason to hate, and no hate means love back for you. Like Benito Juarez said, "only when the rights of other are respected, will their be peace." So treat your neighbor well. Look past your pride, fear, and self doubt and show your family and friends you love them. Respond back to their non-returned call, their forgetting of your birthday, or their lack of care, with understanding and a smile. At least YOU will become a constant positive. =)
now...coming back to me....Currently, I am a hiker LOST in a forest... but I'm picking ONE specific path ... and STICKING to it... because I know it will eventually lead me out to something somewhere.
I love my FAMILY, Jalostotitlan, and MUSIC (of any kind). As you can see, I like to spread the word about MUSIC anyone can LOVE. So, enjoy!
Alright fellow person...have a fantabulous day!...and Remember, even during times of loss and confusion, look up! and ESCAPE your head of painful thoughts (it's easy to get trapped in there =/...BUT not impossible to change...Believe me ;) ...start with surronding your life with color and light...even if you don't feel like it (and I know you don't feel like it)...just do it!
Obviously, A lot of what I write tends to be kind of ideal and unrealistic... but hey, we've got to shoot for the stars right? ...set the standards high and AIM FOR Perfection!...NO LESS! because perfection is just another word for describing exactly what we want and dream of. So the higher we set the standards, the less likely we'll trick our brains into settling for less (than our happiness), and the more likely we'll achieve our ideal happiness.
ALWAYS Safety First in Mexico...ahh ....*sigh*.... Good Times!
GRATITUDE!!! ... I am extremely lucky for the life I have been given, and hopefully I can keep this in mind most of my life.
If i say i want something, I'll do something for it. If i don't do anything, to get that career for example, that means i don't really want it... i'm just talking cheap talk.
In other words, whatever I may ever want is ALL in my hands! It's just a matter of getting off my lazy butt and (taking action). -_-
"It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer." Albert Einstein
IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED BY NOW, I PUT RANDOM THOUGHTS I FEEL LIKE SHARING ALL OVER MY PAGE...sooo here's another one:
DON'T BE PITY NICE =/... NO NEED TO FORCE YOURSELF TO BE KIND TO SOMEONE YOU DON'T LIKE.
Don't be nice to someone only because you feel bad for them. That's f*cking pathetic...THEY DON'T NEED YOUR PITY! >:( They WANT! and DESERVE! something that is REAL and from the heart! You'll be doing the person a favor by acting HONESTLY around them and talking to them only when it is NECESSARY. The honesty will be appreciated more than the crushing feeling they could get if they realized that your care and niceness was ONLY because you FELT BAD for them and NOT because you TRULY WANTED to become their friend. PITY NICE spreads FALSE HOPE :*(, so don't do it! Act HONEST!
Try to have an open mind in regards to different cultures...even your own culture <--- that sounds really cliche and vague... but i don't know...there are too many pretty things out there to be limiting yourself.
Frida Kahlo (the feeling she'd put in her paintings...WOW!)
Salvador Dali Spanish surrealist
Antonio Gaudi ( was a rediculously innovative artist/architect from Spain)
