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Beautiful Disaster

Cause we break and we burn and we turn it inside out to take it back to the start and through the ri

About Me

-- EACH NIGHT WE LIE TO OURSELVES IN A DESPERATE, DESPERATE HOPE THAT, COME MORNING, IT WILL ALL BE TRUE-DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. --

What is there to say? I am entering the single life again and i'm definitely going to enjoy myself. Right now its all about my friends and family and all the fun i can possibly have. This is my senior/last year of college at CSUF so by this time next year i'll have my degree in American Studies. Hopefully i'll be moved out too. Can't wait! Life's a dance you learn as you go. I love my friends with all my heart, my crazy freaking family and all of my soccer girls...and last but not least I love Chicago and my cutie pie godson, Eamonn! Life is what we make of it and from this moment on I will be making the most of mine!

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My Interests

I love playing soccer-indoor and outdoor, I love watching soccer on tv...especially MLS...its all about the Chicago Fire. I love traveling, I'd love to go to places like Ireland, Greece, and Alaska, and I set a goal of visiting each of the 50 states. I love camping and reading and writing and listening to music, and sleeping and working hard at everything and anything. I love being around my friends, and I wouldn't be me without my Chicago family, I love my Godson (Eamonn), he means the world to me. If ya couldn't tell...Chicago is my second home, I love it there. Basically I'm interested in pretty much anything...

I'd like to meet:

Jodi Picoult, the most amazing author on this earth. I want to get into her head, i wanna know how she comes up with her amazing novels. I only wish that one day i could write like her! Miranda Lambert because she is a freaking badass, and Chris Armas because he will always be my hero/role model/inspiration and he's retiring this year! 14's for life!!! Kelly Gray because...I'll just say it, I want to get in his pants, and oh yeah, I'd also love to meet the Little Mermaid because she is me with fins. I LOVE HER!!!

Music:


I guess I'll listen to pretty much anything that anyone puts on...although I hate rap with a passion. Country music is where my heart is and will always be. Just a few of my favorites ;-) are: Keith Urban, Rascal Flatts, Tim McGraw, Terri Clark, Jessica Andrews, Sara Evans, Martina McBride, Dixie Chicks, Kenny Chesney, Shania Twain, Bonnie Rait, Faith Hill, Jamie O'Neal, George Strait, Garth Brooks, Gary Allan, Cross Canadian Ragweed, Deana Carter, Miranda Lambert, Brad Paisely, Trick Pony, Rachel Proctor, Gretchen Wilson, Jimmy Wayne, Brian McComas, Julie Roberts, Reba, Katrina Elam, Blue County, Emerson Drive, Toby Keith, Dierks Bently, Nickel Creek, Sheryl Crow, Mandy Moore, Matchbox 20, Switchfoot, Creed, 3 Doors Down, Black Eyed Peas, Kelly Clarkson, N SYNC, Ashlee Simpson, Howie Day, Ingram Hill, The Corrs, Van Zant, Bobby Pinson, Blake Shelton

Movies:


Lord of the Rings (all 3), Hidalgo, Where The Heart Is, Love and Basketball, I. Robot, Cinderella Story, The Notebook, The Goonies, Miracle, Ladder 49, Indiana Jones (all of them), Bend it Like Beckham, Supertroopers (Meow), Dirty Dancing, Ghost (only movie that can make me cry every time), History of Violence, X-Men, Just Like Heaven, Prime, Tristan and Isolde. Don't really have a favorite kind of movie, but if I had to pick, I'd pick love stories...but only if the two people end up together in the end.

Television:


ESPN, WB, Fox...pretty much anything if I have time but mostly sports. They got rid of two of my favorite shows: 7th Heaven and Everwood, but some of my other favorites include One Tree Hill (this show is the shit), Lost, Real World, OC, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, and I love the crime shows like CSI...the original is the best, Miami and New York are ok, and all of the Law and Order shows

Books:


Jodi Picoult has got to be the most amazing author around. Her words are magic and each one of her books is amazing in its own way. I also love Where The Heart Is, I Know This Much Is True, Captain For Life, The Beautiful Game, and the Lord of the Rings Trilogy...who wouldn't want to be a part of that magically believable world, John Steinbeck is pretty awesome. I can't stand trashy romance novels or "fluff" books, if I'm going to read something, it has to be long and involved and there has to be a lot to it!

Heroes:

My Godson: i love him more than anyone else in my family. How one little boy can hold a family together is beyond me. He is special, amazing, and I would do anything for him. Chris Armas: my sports hero. He's persevered through so many injuries and he's still playing and he's an amazing person. He's had so many hard breaks but he always makes it out on top.

My Blog

Love, Pain and the Whole Crazy Thing

I feel like the past couple of months have been a HUGE learning experience. I honestly think that I've learning more about myself and my life and life in general in the past couple months then I have ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:09:00 PST

The End of a Relationship

After a luxuriously delicious bubble bath, I feel ready to write my first blog in quite some time&at least my first myspace blog. It may not be the nicest blog ever, it may make some people unhappy, b...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:06:00 PST

So Irritated

Honestly, things have been pretty good at home lately. Ever since we've had Bridie everyone has seemed a little bit happier, a little more chill. Fuck that apparantly. Sometimes i just want to shake t...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 09:36:00 PST

Everyone Needs To Read

A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short s...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 07:12:00 PST

Tied Together With A Smile

TAYLOR SWIFT LYRICS"Tied Together With A Smile"Seems the only one who doesn't see your beautyIs the face in the mirror looking back at youYou walk around here thinking you're not prettyBut that's not ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:04:00 PST

Chicago

I don't know why I've been thinking about it so much lately. Maybe its just one of those things that I've tried to suppress but is coming back to the surface. I mean, i can't explain to anyone...and G...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:01:00 PST

Freaking Out

I know I said i'd try not to stress this week...but that's easier said then done. I wish i could go back in time to when i didn't even exist...to when i was just a preplanned notion or whatever you mi...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 04:42:00 PST

My New Tattoo

   I freaking love it! It hurt like a biatch though. Case ya'll were wondering its right smack dab in the center of my side like ontop of the outside of my hipbone. And its not done. That is...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 11:27:00 PST

Sweet Dreams

Sweet Dreams Ernie   You will be missed, you'll always be my 'puppy' and I will forever love you They gave us this at the hospital...it made me start crying all over again. There is a bridge c...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 08:14:00 PST

Love Is...

Love is patient, Love is kind,It does not envy, it does not boast,It is not proud, It is not rude,It is not self-seeking,It is not easily angered,It keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:51:00 PST