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rambling of the lost

as i lay down... and...   let the leaves.... hit me......   i ponder... what could be missing... this void thats in my heart should be filled with joy and not dispair.. I feel so weak... I f...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 14:26:00 GMT

Why must we endure so much...

Why must I bottle up my emotions, hide my true feelings.Pretend nothing is wrong with me. Why must I be this person to you, When there is so much more I could be. Why wont you accept the things most l...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 11:00:00 GMT

Death dance ( final breath)

Im probally dying on the inside...                   I am probally breathing my last breath     I am probally.. beggin for you to end this.... &n...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 02:10:00 GMT

Changed by your grace.

 Looking over the sky.. I watched the foot steps in the sand..            and watch it divide.. in the tide..... never knew a love so strong coul...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 02:24:00 GMT

In retrospect

At the end of the road... my eyes still red... and my hands still shaking If my heart beat any faster it would explode and surely depart me from this life. the suns bright out... too bright.... im squ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 12:42:00 GMT

Note to Mae Mae

Dude I miss you ,,, I love you... I want to touch your hair.. if you dont rememmeber my face.. surely my heart will feel dispair.. I just want to be in your presence... to make our embrace... and with...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 12:44:00 GMT

Love struck love T O R N!!!!!!!!!!... part 1

BeaTdemCAkesBERT (11:39:52 PM): its hard to keep the spoon from bending.. in again out again..like a fool but just a friend... Im learning my lesson... god blessin that I should let you...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 23:20:00 GMT

The love that wont sit still.

Why am I feeling this way... Why do I always crumble at the sight of you. You come into my life..and you leave and you come back in and you leave... and yet... I cant help but love you....To hear you...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 02:27:00 GMT