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About Me

THIS IS ME
♥my name is jessica. also known as jessica mey
♥i have a big heart
♥i have a thing about shoes. oh and purses :)
♥i can't dance, but it's still fun
♥i am a HUGE dork
♥i am extremely creative
♥my room is always a disaster, no matter how hard I try to keep it clean
♥i hate HATE HATE liars
♥i love scrapbooking
♥I absolutely love to read
♥i am not afraid of what people think of me
♥i finally met a guy that can keep up with me
♥i only want to cry...because i am laughing my ass off way too hard
♥i'm not the most straight forward person
♥i'm more honest than almost anyone you'll meet
♥i do what i want when i want
♥i hate confrontations
♥i get my strangeness from my family
♥i don't need to depend on anyone. sometimes i just want to
♥i never listen to any advice anyone gives me
♥All I want to do is have a good time no matter what I'm doing
♥i try to be a generous person
♥i try to be a good friend
♥i'm a vegetarian
♥i could never not have a job
♥i am a huge photography fan
♥i am a sucker when it comes to the simplest compliments
♥i'm a softie
♥i want to be a first grade teacher
♥I have the greatest guy in the world...who I can always depend on and that I can love
♥I believe in second chances
♥i can't bowl
♥i am obsessed with eeyore
♥i'll try anything once
♥i'm not as skinny as a stick. if you hug me, you don't have to worry about breaking my brittle bones
♥people (including me) expect way too much out of me
♥i'm not an open book
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Some people spend their whole lives looking for love
I am one of those lucky girls who can say she has loved and has been loved just the same. It's not always easy. It's not always perfect. But when I feel his hand squeeze mine so naturally, so right, I know that nothing can stop us. He is my strength when I feel that I have none. He doesn't always have to "cheer me up" or "make me smile". Sometimes the best thing to do is...understand. To be patient and to be supportive. To hug someone so tight and feel his heart beating against yours in one of the most emotional moments of your life...is amazing. Something very few people have a chance to discover. But I am one of those lucky girls who can say she has. Things aren't always easy or just right or perfect. But even though we are not perfect, all of our imperfections make us just as amazing as if it were perfect. It's as close as love gets to perfect.
I LOVE...
[x]super hot showers
[x]shoes
[x]surprise visits at work
[x]being teased
[x]holding hands
[x]listening to old CD's
[x]late movie nights
[x]being around lots of people
[x]compliments
[x]not wearing makeup
[x]dancing like a dork
[x]little kids
[x]leftovers
[x]Olive Garden pizza
[x]Veggie pizza with avocado
[x]my camera
[x]pajama pants
[x]loving someone who likes you back
[x]waking up at noon
[x]secrets
[x]spending a day in PJ's
[x]singing
[x]being left speechless
[x]warm, breezeless summer days
[x]sleeping in my own bed
[x]dried flowers
[x]memorizing movie lines
[x]bottled water
[x]brown eyes
[x]reading a book you can’t put down
[x]late night phone calls
[x]slippers
[x]Dr. Pepper
[x]tea
[x]my dependable little car
[x]road trips
[x]Sun Chips and Gardettos
[x]white roses
[x]driving with windows down
[x]shy boys. well, boys.
[x]my friends
[x]cuddling
[x]working in a shoe store
[x]having a day off of work
[x]sparkles
[x]cute colorful socks
[x]blasting music in my car
[x]acting to lyrics
[x]dinosaurs
[x]accessories that make an outfit
[x]sappy love stories
[x]black and red and white
[x]having short hair
[x]being a lefty
[x]the comic Zits
[x]scrapbooking
[x]listening
[x]smiles
[x]new coffee shops
[x]haunted houses
[x]changing my hair
[x]♥photography♥
[x]that i'm not a spoiled brat
[x]being tickled
[x]laughing until my stomach hurts
[x]to smile and know it is real
[x]making fun out of everything
[x]Eeyore
[x]elephants
[x]that i've had so many experiences
[x]i can relate to many different people
[x]being creative
[x]going to concerts
[x]going to the movies
[x]my room
[x]looking at the stars
[x]my cell phone
[x]my mom
[x]sales
[x]the beach
[x]penguins
[x]simplicity
[x]caffeine
[x]music i can relate to
[x]late nights
[x]starting up new projects i’ll never finish
[x]shopping
[x]chocolate
[x]running on a cool day
[x]inside jokes
.. I HATE...
[x]being cold
[x]thinking negatively
[x]misunderstandings
[x]being controlled
[x]12 hour shifts
[x]writing with pencil
[x]lairs
[x]lies
[x]being ignored
[x]candles
[x]wasting my time
[x]watching a movie with the light on
[x]getting lost
[x]when someone says they will call but don't
[x]blue eyes
[x]working late
[x]being let down by someone
[x]wearing socks in bed
[x]not getting a straight answer
[x]public buses
[x]unneccesary drama
[x]awkward moments
[x]snow
[x]not having enough time
[x]cocky attitudes
[x]wearing a bra
[x]being distracted
[x]that i bruise easily
[x]that i’m extremely clumsy
[x]being pale
[x]cramps
[x]that i can’t save money
[x]public bathrooms
[x]that i'm not too sure I believe in love
[x]that i’m stuck in this city
[x]not keeping in contact with old friends
[x]tests
[x]procrastinating
[x]high school
[x]jumping into things too fast without thinking
[x]that some people hate to hear the truth
[x]jealousy
[x]centipedes
[x]being ignored
[x]a disappointing ending
[x]when people play games
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My Interests


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My To Do List for 2007-2008

1. Learn how to rock climb
2. Go on a road trip with friends
3. Go ice skating downtown
4. Go-karting
5. Get a tattoo
6. Go to a club
7. Completely clean out my room
8. Buy a new camera
9. Get my own apartment
10. Find a full time job
11. Find a guy
12. Find a guy I'm happy with

13. go "hill rolling"
14. play Twister
15. Fly kites
16. make a visit to Chucky Cheese
17. draw with sidewalk chalk
18. visit the zoo
19. Disney movie marathon
20. go on a picnic
21. finger paint
22. rent a paddle boat
23. go apple picking
24. spend a weekend away

I'd like to meet:





Music:


The Audition
Ten Second Epic
The Spill Canvas
Three Days Grace
Trading Yesterday
Boys Like Girls
Armor For Sleep
All Time Low
Pop Evil
Saving Jane
Quietdrive
Fireflight
Mindless Self Indulgence
Boys Like Girls
Plain White T's
The Wreckers
She Wants Revenge
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Veronicas
The Futureheads
Fall Out Boy
Daughtry
Boxcar Racer
♥The Starting Line
Death Cab For Cutie
Hit The Lights
Dashboard Confessional
The Fray
Sunrise Avenue
Something Corporate
Coheed and Cambria
Dropping Daylight
Hawthorne Heights
Less Than Jake
♥Red Hot Chili Peppers
Snow Patrol
Taking Back Sunday
Linkin Park
Sherwood
Panic! At the Disco
Secondhand Serenade
Breaking Benjamin
Smashing Pumpkins
All American Rejects
Flyleaf
Eminem
Maroon 5
Daphne Loves Derby
Blink 182
Sugarcult
Say Anything
Armor For Sleep
Brian McKnight
Jimmy Eat World
Evanescence
Hoobastank
Flyleaf
Matchbox 20
Smile Empty Soul
Taproot
Seether
Yellowcard
Rob Thomas
Enrique Iglesias
June
Cake
The Used
Incubus
Nickelback
The Academy Is
Angels and Airwaves
Senses Fail
Mayday Parade
A Thorn For Every Heart
Jack's Mannequin
Jewel
From Autumn To Ashes
Silverstein
Vertical Horizon
Boys Night Out
Lisa Loeb
Silversun Pickups
The Early November
Alanis Morrisette
Rascal Flatts
Paramore
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Movies:


10 Things I Hate About You
Grease
Stay Alive
Lucky Number Sleven
The Descent
Click
Kiss The Girls
The Green Mile
Tristan + Isolde
Coach Carter
Dirty Dancing
Waiting
Hitch
The Watcher
Mean Girls
Running Scared
Chronicles of Narnia
Saw
Final Destination
X-men
Batman Begins
Four Brothers
Seven
The Notebook
Final Cut
The 40 Year Old Virgin
Love and Basketball
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
Not Another Teen Movie
The Island
Pay It Forward
Scary Movie III lol
American Pie
Date Movie
Wedding Singer
American Wedding
Corky Romano
Shrek
Terminator
Hot Chick
Never Been Kissed
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
I Spy
Save the Last Dance
Firewall
Pirates of the Caribbean
Fast and the Furious
Happy Gilmore
The Druken Master
Big Daddy
Behind Enemy Lines
Man on Fire
The Day After Tomorrow
Unleashed
A Knights Tale
Aeon Flux
Wedding Crashers
Gone in 60 Seconds
Terminator
The Alamo
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Million Dollar Baby
The Four Feathers
The Hulk
The Italian Job
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Television:



Books:

I love to read. A Million Little Pieces, My Friend Leonard! Where the Heart Is. Twilight. Derailed. The Guardian. Lovely Bones. Perfect. Great and Terrible Beauty. The Things They Carry. Speak. All Fall Down. Last Breath. Nicholas Sparks, Stephen King, and James Patterson are my all time fave authors. All great books. I can't think of anymore at the moment...Hmm.

Heroes:

My mom. She is the greatest person ever. She manages to do a million things at once, which I was never really good at. She has one very important job, raises a family of four kids, races (biking) every weekend, and can still keep the house clean. And she can still see through all the bullshit I feed her. lol She's totally the best mom in the world. Haha, you can't have her!!!

My Blog

Ode to an Extra

Okay, so this is my newest poem.  It is from my Creative Writing class.  It was supposed to be an ode to a celebrity...but here mine is.  :) ODE TO AN EXTRA Look at you standing here....
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 06:24:00 PST

another list of randoms

(A few more) Things I've Learned& Most of the time, a "sorry" is a half-hearted lie.  Whatever they apologize for, they go right back and do it again. & You need a strong friendship wi...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:19:00 PST

Live Love Learn

Crazy thing about life is that everyday, everyday you learn something new.  The majority of the time it's useless junk through word of mouth or from the internet.  Sometimes it's important e...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Thu, 17 May 2007 05:04:00 PST

just a thought...

Something I just recently realized:You can always find a guy who calls you "baby" or "sweetie" and can sweet talk until you drool all over him.  You can always find a guy who smells good and dres...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 01:26:00 PST

i must say...

Okay, so I typed up two different blogs and totally erased both of them now. So I'm just going to give up. lol I'll just say that I'm learning to appreciate every moment that I have with someone....
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 09:30:00 PST

because you caught me off guard...

well, like my title says, "you caught me off guard".  just thinking about you makes me smile. and well, i just hope that you feel the same way. lol annnd...   i love my ash a wee duderface....
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:47:00 PST

i hope you're as happy as you're pretending...

Well, the past few weeks...have almost seemed disasterous in most ways.But I've seemed to have learned quite a bit: 1. I finally realize that no matter what people say about me, there are always ...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 09:41:00 PST

i just want to say

The past few days made me realize... That even though I have all this stupid "drama" stuff lingering around me, it doesn't stop me from having a good time and smiling and being happy with the way thin...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 09:00:00 PST

You Live and Learn.

Yeah, I don't have much to say, besides you really need to grow up. People are so dumb sometimes. Other than that, I'm just really frustrated right now because well, my parents are out of town. ...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:55:00 PST

the cost of misery is at an alltime high

Let's see.  The past few months have been quite an eye opener. I realized that I really truly miss my best friend.  Without her support, I just, I don't even know what I'm doing.  I mi...
Posted by i need you like a heart needs a beat ♥ on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:06:00 PST