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johanna curefan

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About Me


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Ah. Well... I attended Juilliard... I'm a graduate of the Harvard business school. I travel quite extensively. I lived through the Black Plague and had a pretty good time during that. I've seen the EXORCIST ABOUT A HUNDRED AND SIXTY-SEVEN TIMES, AND IT KEEPS GETTING FUNNIER EVERY SINGLE TIME I SEE IT... NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT YOU'RE TALKING TO A DEAD GUY... NOW WHAT DO YOU THINK? You think I'm qualified?
A girl who hides identities with hats, just doesn't like to let go of things easily, nor like to, but Feels
Broken heart, bloodflower, lover, dancer, liar, dreamer, painter, fighter, listener, speaker, superhero, etc...
"You recognize people in public places and you think, 'I could talk to that person.' I think the average Cure fan is quite sensitive. Much more resilient than people imagine. They're not just sitting in a dark room somewhere. It's not that they've been disenfranchised or marginalized, but more like they've taken a positive step back from mainstream culture. Which I think is a healthy thing. I think the Cure fans who look a certain way or dress a certain way identify with the band because they're trying to embrace things they like. They're doing it to feel part of something else. That attracts a certain type of person to the Cure. A person that believes there is no norm." -Robert Smith, 2004

My Interests



THE CURE, ANYONE WITH A HEART, enjoying the silence, art, johnny depp, the exploding boy, the indigo boy, the perfect and satisfying meal, pinkberry, eating healthy, Twilight Zone episode-Eye of the Beholder, tim burton, blue man group, anton corbijn, smashing pumpkins tonight tonight video, bjork, mythology, DREAMS, healthy staring, smiles, glances, love stares, looking back, my mac book, humor, Jude Law, Angel, no more people think they're hipster, Using the words "YOUR" and "YOU'RE" correctly, dance, electro crack, Knotts Halloween Haunt, horror movies, reading, barnes and noble, hand claps in songs, aim smilies maximized, Phantom of the opera, the phantom, the phantom, STARBUCKS, Flavor of love, V, the Glendale galleria on a weekday because theres no people, VAMPIRES, words in italics, love, poloroid cameras, my family, philippines, italy 2005, no more scene and emo, coffee, guys who wear scarves, GOOD photography (NO, i dont give a fuck about your black and white pictures of trees or pole lines! or a funky angle! OVER IT!), SECRETS, hushes, hyperboles, MYSTERIES, popsicles, ice cream, no awkward silences, good awkward silences, the smell of baked cookies, ppl who wear band shirts and actually listen and know the band, no more filipino hyphy, plz no more scene kids who think they werent scene at all but they were so now they listen to hip hop and wear LA hats, classical, sushi, fruit tarts from Portos, beautiful silences, guitar, darkness, 40s-80s, magic, drinking, friends, staying up late, sundance/ifc, other broken hearts,my fish ivy and chuck(rip), short lines in theme parks, peacan tarts, homosexuality, good story lines, 4am, white castle microwaveable burgers, safari sams, robert smith lookalikes, suicide girls ,Depp, love, oranges, strawberries, cherries, Oct 6 2007, bananas, love, aim, cell phones, guys who dont call you "hot", guys who call you "beautiful", meaning it, Mysteries, biting, ,love, bjorks voice, deep sleep ,indie films, asian films, short films, learning songs on instruments by ear, wishing when its like 1:11pm or 4:44pm, talking, talking on the phone, those conversations.., Haunt, Haunt, Haunt, mrs fields white macademia nut cookies ,boba, people who dont listen to their ipods when its not necessary, the cure, studying lyrics, pancakes, mixing, meaningful lyrics and music, the cure, pretending to talk in a british accent, black clothing, the gothic world, deleting people, appealing looks, djing, pathetic and failed attempts of fashion, dave gahans booty shaking, martin gores style, love, Los Angeles, doing robert smith looks/positions/facial expressions, good conversations, wine coolers, cigs, laughter, pathetic and failed attempts of art, hats, nice eyes, depp,winks, love, pathetic and failed attempts of being cool on myspace, texting, obsession, waffles, sweetdreams

these are some of my photos

I'd like to meet:

THE CURE (!!!!) past and present (Met Roger O'Donnell, Jason Cooper, Porl Thompson, Simon Gallup (Sort of met Simon...), a lot more to go..Robert Smith, please?), JOHNNY DEPP (seen him twice, but no meet!), Tim Burton (Saw, but no meet), photographers, Cure fans, more Blue Men, Criss Angel, Depeche Mode, Glen/Glenda, John Cusack, cast of LOST (Terry O'Quinn!), Alan Rickman, Jude Law, heart broken people, someone who will act like a Blue man with me, vampire,, failers, romantics, inspirations, ppl who understand love, believers, poets, beautiful musicians, anyone with a Heart, Queer As Folk cast, MOVIEFONE, Bridgitte Neilson (with Chyna Doll), anyone who has a passion for something, people who will cry for their own emotions, people who like reading, people who understand, people who understand and write music, someone who will say i love you, the Phantom of the Opera, a real man(met), The Lady in the Water, heart...and the Music of the Night

A conflict of the heart;
Help: Trying to find that right gentlemen, gentle face, with a swoon for an acknowledgment for the ladies.. knows his music, knows his style, plays what he wants, listens to what he wants, understands the concept of a broken Heart,, gives the best look right into your eyes, stares for hours (That is sweet), gives that "look", can laugh dorky without being embarrassed, SMART, very sweet, class and style, teasing, can use the word "beautiful" without thinking he might sound stupid in front of his friends,knows real beauty, picky, FUNNY (Humor=key), has to have a nerd in him, Beautiful way of putting words together,a good writer, reads, (VERY)GOOD taste in music, simple, sneaky, fresh, kinky, sexy, knows how to move... help me capture it, help me seize it, because one day it'll be gone..... help!!..gone and slowly gone, the anticipation slowly puts to an end, a heart for a heart, an eye for an eye.. slowly a heart is taken by one...not mine..but others..but you know what, i found him..he gives me butterflies...

Music:


THE CURE, THE CURE, THE CURE, DEPECHE MODE, BJORK, AIR, BAUHAUS, SHE WANTS REVENGE, RADIOHEAD, THE KNIFE, PORTISHEAD, PATRICK WOLF, BLONDE REDHEAD, PLACEBO, MELLOWDRONE, SAUL WILLIAMS, NINE INCH NAILS, 13 & GOD, CURSIVE, XIU XIU, DAFT PUNK, YEAH YEAH YEAHS, INTERPOL,MUSE, MASSIVE ATTACK, THE KILLERS, COMBICHRIST, MSTRKRFT, THE PRESETS, THE COOPER TEMPLE CLAUSE, PRINCE, MELLOWDRONE, JOY DIV, AKIRA YAMAOKA, INTERPOL....currently digging: Chromatics, Benny Benassi, Michael Jackson, DJ Shadow, Lasses Shit, The Raveonettes, The Toxic Avenger, Underworld, Goldfrapp, Dragonette, Lykke Li, The Black Ghosts, Vampire Weekend, Danger, Chromeo, SymbolOne, MGMT, M83, Spank Rock, The Rapture, Cursive ........AND A LOT, A LOT MORE, I FUCKING LOVE MUSIC, THERE IS NO SUCH THING TO WRITE ABOUT MUSIC IN SUCH A SMALL PORTION..MUSIC HAS MY HEART

one hit wonders..soundtracks.. and all the other music that makes you "feel".. beaty songs..songs that make me dance..songs with bass drum beats, chill music, everything that gives me "butterflies" in my stomach..music that turns you on, deep beats, trip-hop, everything that speaks..everything that can relate to life and those artists who have those couple of amazing songs and The Cure..

Movies:

BURTON, DEPP, Paperhouse, Labyrinth, Back To The Future movies, Batman movies, White Chicks, Almost Famous, Ghost World, Audition, The Eye, Love Actually, Monsters Inc, Sin City, Jurassic Park, City of Lost Children, Crash, City of God, Oldboy, The Squid and the Whale, Stand By Me, The Neverending Story movies, Xanadu, Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (Love all, but that is my favorite), Casper, Mrs. Doubtfire, Hocus Pocus, Clifford, Story, 28 Days Later, 28 Weeks Later, Jurassic Park movies, Wild Strawberries, The Basketball Diaries, The Cell, H, Wicker Park, The Shining, Leon The Professional, A Clockwork Orange, Interview with the Vampire, It, The Lost Boys, Amelie, A.I., The Last Action Hero, Say Anything, Fight Club, Harry Potter movies (dont hate), Identity, Titanic, Hitch, Being John Malkovich, Saw I & 3, Final Destination, Silent Hill, Serendipity, Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle...and more, horror, love movies, movies that fuck with your head

Television:

Lost, Queer As Folk, Criss Angel Mind Freak, Gene Simmons Family Jewels, Degrassi, Proj Runway, Amazing Race, VH1

Books:

Harry Potter, Hunter S. Thompson, Poe, Palahniuk, Dahl, Orwell, Cirque Du Freak, The Stranger, The Little Prince, Coraline, James and the Giant Peach, Harold and the Purple Crayon, Post Secret, The Divine Comedy

Heroes:

THE CURE (I love you..), Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Blue Man Group, Labyrinth, Cusack--Lloyd Dobbler, Criss Angel who taught me how to disappear a toothpick, Nick from Palm Springs whom was a lifeguard and notably was my "first love" or "love at first sight" when i was about 11 yrs old, my favorite Bell class, Dondo, love, family, everyone who is apart of my life--you made me who i am...W.

My Blog

VIDEOS OF MY TRIP TO WASHINGTON D.C....

PART 1 AND PART 2ENJOYTHANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME :) ...
Posted by johanna curefan on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 07:07:00 PST

I Dance to The Cure, Live...(Video)

One of the most amazing nights of my life...October 6, 2007...The Cure...Download Festival...Shoreline Amp....Mountain View, CA...I flew all the way there just for them...And it was worth my life...HE...
Posted by johanna curefan on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 02:08:00 PST

A VIDEO of my San Jose / Frisco trip...

Sorry it's shitty filming and editing...So....Please...Enjoy... ...
Posted by johanna curefan on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 05:08:00 PST

3 NIGHTS OF KNOTTS HALLOWEEN HAUNT

So, here goes the entry of one of my favorite events of the year...Knott's Halloween Haunt..I had the privilege to go THREE times this year, even feeling like it wasn't enough, all trips were WORTH IT...
Posted by johanna curefan on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 05:55:00 PST

For You: Hearts, inspiration, Love, Mystery, fate, desire, lust

May I be your woman..May I be your your 6th sense..Through the shadow and through my eyes, you appear fearlessly through the mirrorThrough my eyes,Is your mirror..Look at it all day, I promise no tric...
Posted by johanna curefan on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:28:00 PST

black and white fisheye lense pictures here...

blue and yellow..green and pink...black and white..Heart...
Posted by johanna curefan on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 07:04:00 PST

Goodbye Tower Records...

As the Sherman Oaks Tower remains one of the few that is still open.. I enter with a mind-to-hope to find a CD...Everything is $2.. I look around.. hmm..Latino..nope..Crunk Hits 2006..nope.. La musica...
Posted by johanna curefan on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 10:40:00 PST

She Wants Revenge and Placebo...The Greek

Blasting The Knife on the way.. Random workers at the Greek danced when we passed by..Good start, good show to go to, good music... I got Revenge underwear, its cuteOverpriced, but still cute.. Plac...
Posted by johanna curefan on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:20:00 PST

Pirates of the Caribbean: DMC Premiere Disneyland

*EditedI saw Johnny Depp for the second timeFor a split secondI'm pissedI saw many other celebrities too.. Dammit, Johnny DeppI'm pissedThe EndI love you still ...
Posted by johanna curefan on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 04:56:00 PST

She Wants Revenge @ The Grove 6/16

Guest list baby.. VIP baby... cutie IMA Robot   Get this video and more at MySpace.com the lighting made the pictures look not so good Get this video and more at...
Posted by johanna curefan on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:16:00 PST