LETS GET THE STORY STRAIGHT....IM NOT A FUCKING COKE HEAD!!!!!!!!!
I Love AFI but lookit how bad they sold out. makes me sad

.Made In Germany.
.Gemacht In Deutchland.
Timid and attractive, the Rabbits of the Chinese Zodiac tend to act more like bunnies, whether they like it or not! This Sign is extremely popular and has a wide circle of family and friends. Its compassionate nature leads it to be very protective of those it holds dear, but where romance is concerned, the Rabbit's sentimentality can lead it to idealize relationships. The sweet, sensitive Rabbit often ends up giving more of itself to a partner than is realistic or healthy. The good news is, when this Sign goes off-balance, the Rabbit's core group of friends and its stable home life help bring it back to center.
The Rabbit is a rather delicate Sign that needs a solid base in order to thrive. Lacking close, supportive friends and family, the Rabbit might just break down in tears at the first sign of conflict. Emotional upsets in this Sign's life can even lead to physical illnesses. Rabbits dislike arguments and other conflict and will try anything to avoid a fight; this results in something of a pushover nature. Rabbits can also lapse into pessimism and may seem stuck in life -- often to mask their insecure natures. Rabbits tend to move through life's lessons at their own, rather contemplative pace; it's a waste of time to become exasperated with this Sign's seeming disinterest in facing its problems and conquering them.
With the right partner -- meaning someone whose high principles won't allow it to take advantage of this sensitive, giving Sign -- the Rabbit can make an incredibly loving and protective partner or family member. Rabbits love to entertain at home and always make sure their house is comfortable and tastefully-furnished. What Rabbits need most is a stronger sense of self-worth and the security that comes with it. Their discerning natures, coupled with some hard-won assertiveness, will help these happy creatures go far.
Yo. Im Patrick, everyone calls me Pat tho.
I throw deuces
Im 19
In 1987 I was born in a lil country called Germany, to a German woman named Angelika and a Polish/German man named Henryk. 6 years later they divorced. My mom met a military man who was stationed in my home town of Speyer. When I was 7 he got stationed at Ft. Lewis in Seattle WA. 3 years later he had the choice of staying in Seattle or gettin stationed in Giessen Germany. So he took Germany, so we moved back home. When i was 13 he got out of the army and we moved here, to a shithole that should be erased from the planet called Cold Springs. I will admit i had good times out there, but there is something about it that just made me a piece of shit.
Most of my childhood was spent alone, I'm an only child and my parents worked 24/7.
So I found my friend called marijuana.
Whom I spent 4 years with, stealing and lying for.
And coincidentally I dropped out of high school my senior year.
I have never opened to ANYONE about my past or anything that went on inside my house.
I was constantly lied to by both parents when I was younger, and have always had extreme trust issues resulting in paranoia.
February of 2005 my mom and stepdad divorced. Leaving me once again without a father figure.
I decided to stay out in Cold Springs with my stepdad because thats where my "friends" were.
Until one day I fucked over probably one of the only people out there, and actually one of the only people in this entire city that i trusted. And for who? My buddy marijuana.
Now I'm no longer welcome in Cold Springs.
And thats when I figured out just how two faced people are.
Some people say being two faced is saying your someones friend to their face but talk shit when their back is turned.
My definition is : Me helping you out as much as i possibly could, driving you to hell and back, going broke for you, almost getting arrested for you, then finding out you would NEVER do the same for me. And calling me when you are stranded in Sparks, and I come out there to get you even tho I shouldn't, I'm a decent human being, and then you burn "fuck you" into my backseat with a cigarrette.
So since March of 2006 I have been living in South Reno.
But the "Cold Springs" was still apart of me, and i was a bum living off everyone, especially my mom.
Until one day something hit me like a brick in the face and I decided I need to live my life, not have her live it for me, so I quit smoking weed, and found myself my first job in over a year, 2 weeks before my 19th birthday.
I recently quit this job, but I'm trying not to slip back into the bum I once was.
I still have a lot in my life i have to get organized. Getting back to work is my top priority, then getting back into school.
And I actually got another job, so I'm stoked =]
Then when I get a couple paychecks I'm going to start classes at TMCC to get my degree in business, with which, I will either use to get into law school, or start my own business in Seattle.
I'm a brutally honest person, very blunt, and very shy.
But once I know I can open up to, I will
I'm stubborn. especially if I feel I am right about something, its going to take the entire world to sign a piece of paper telling me I am wrong before I believe it
I know that Im the shit, I wont wait on anyone to verify that. And I think thats how everyone should be, be the shit to you, dont wait on people to verify that your the shit or not.
Im not saying im perfect though, I dont think anyone person is "better" than any other person. But I do believe some people on this planet should not be here.
I get over things really quick, I don't hold grudges for years. Not even days.
I dont need anyone. im very independent. Ill forget you in 10 minutes, it doesnt matter who you are.
I don't believe in religion, or god, GOD is a very strong word. I think there is a "higher being" but no "god"
I believe myself to be extremely intelligent, just lazy, with absolutely no drive. Which probably comes from never having someone there to push me to the best of my ability.
I critisize myself more than I critisize anyone else.
As mentioned before I have extreme trust issues, which only worsened with the "unpleasant goodbye" from Cold Springs.
I'm not an angry person, or a person who likes physical confrontation, because to me violence serves absolutely no purpose. Nor do many things alot of people do.
I'm also not a very negative person, I don't see myself as an Optimist or a Pessimist, just a Realist. I don't find the positive or negative points in anything, just the REAL points.
I'm not by any means depressed. Sure I have my days, but I don't let that bring everyone else down.
I'm a fun guy. =]
I find humor in everything. Things most people would take offensive, I make funny.
Sexual innuendos are hilarious, immature, but hilarious.
I like and make intelligent jokes. Jokes some people have to think about and know a thing or two to get.
I love love love snowboarding, no im not a pro, but I can ride, and just being up there away from everything else makes it worth it.
I know what its like to be on top of the world.
And I know what its like to hit rock bottom.
I love tattoos. I've got a few.
I like to drink alchohol and dance =]
I respect people who are "straightedge", I mean being able to resist tons of pressure and everything, Its just not my kind of lifestyle though
I also play the drums, i believe music, and writing or painting are the best ways to productively channel your feelings into something. Instead of going out and beating the crap out of another person that made you angry, or slitting your wrists because you're depressed
I believe Nevada is the armpit of America, heres a lil something you might not have known about this state :
And yes, these are all true
Largest trailor park in the entire world
Highest teen pregnancy rating
Highest teen suicide rating
Highest use of methamphetamines
2nd lowest high school standards (1st is New Mexico)
More drunken driving deaths than every road out of Nevada COMBINED
I'm also pretty notorious in this city. Due to a lil thing called "The Bandwagon". Which just makes my paranoia worse. Everytime I go somewhere I just have to look over my shoulder. The one time I let my guard down and listened to someone I would have trusted with my life, it cost me.
So on the weekend of my 21st birthday I'm going to Las Vegas, and then I'm moving back to Seattle
I suuuuuck at a lil thing called "icebreakers" and i can't stand being the center of attention.
One day in middle school i had to give a speech to the entire 7th grade class. I walked up to the podium, cleared my throat and after the first word I said, I threw up.
I make mistakes. Who doesn't tho.
I used to take a lot of things for granted, especially the love two certain people had for me, and i paid for it big time.
And right now I'm tired of trying to tell you about myself, so if you want to chat, just write me.
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Things I like :
Food
Music
Cigs
Arizona Ice Tea
Playing Pool
Rain
People With an Understanding of LIFE
Cars
Maturity
Education
People who know what they are talking about
Things I Dislike :
People who like to hear themselves talk
Fake People
Cats
Crowd Followers
Ignorance
Boring People
Hypocrites
Contradiction
I hate myspace
You dont know shit from looking at someones myspace profile, so dont judge me based on what you have read, and will read, wait til u meet me, then make your decision
Labels
When people abbreviate already short words
Being Sick
Sterotypes
Liars
People who use others
People who cant be HONEST
You know what really bugs me tho. like to the max. When young people have a significant other, and then they break up and think its the end of the world. I mean, comeon. If you're young you've got plenty of time to find the person you are going to marry, its not gonna be the person you are with when you're 15-16 years old. So.. GET OVER IT.
"No matter how well i know you, i got your back, but when the time comes, you better have mine too"
.Carpe.
.Diem.