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b l i s s e

my back hurts but i hate backrubs...

About Me

i'm in love with mirrors.
i love the smell of old battered and aged cars.
i like to watch the sun come up as i go down.
i like to watch the sun go down as i come up.
i like sand.
i get high. wasted.
i appreciate being sober.
i like to chase time. i count every minute.
i hate perfection. but i'm a perfectionist.
i'm allergic to metal. nickel.
i'm allergic to my ex-boyfriend. he gives a whole new meaning to the word bastard.
i miss my past. but it put me through a lot of shit.
it made me what i am today.
i love my siblings.
i love my mom.
i love my dad.
i love my boyfriend.
i don't tell him i love him.
i scream it. in the middle of a crowd.
i want the whole world to know.
i sing. very in tune.
but i don't know how to read or tell differences between notes.
key-deaf i suppose.
i enjoy my showers. especially at night.
i have too many questions. very few answered.
i'm in love with the guitar and the sound it makes.
but i'm clueless at playing it.
my hands are to small. my fingers too short.
i like the smell of coffee. i don't like it's taste.
i smoke ciggarettes. at dawn. and i make ghosts.
my ghosts are romantic.
my perfume smells of fruit and tea.
my eyes are too big. my nose is too small.
i have one pair of lips but 3 mouths. one in my head and one on my heart.
my lips are full. and i like to kiss.
i have a relationship with the moon and stars.
i love nature.
i appreciate the rain.
i step in the puddles.
my boyfriend is always there to remind me to not.
he's my muse.
i talk to God in my head every 5 seconds.
He's my real conscience.
i have too much to say. and so little time.
i'll continue later.
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mould
I am here in my mould
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mould
No, no, no, no, no...
Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mould
I am here in my mould
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mould
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah
You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mould
I am here in my mould
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no...
I can't change my mould
No, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Change my
No, no, no, no, no...
It justs sex and violence melody and silence
It justs sex and violence melody and silence
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
It justs sex and violence melody and silence
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you ever been down?
Have you ever been down?
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mould
I am here in my mould
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mould
No, no, no, no, no...
bittersweet symphony - the verve
"Life is built on chaos, it ain't built on 3 minute scratchy punk songs,
there's a little bit more to that, and I think with our music we're just trying to show that as well.
We're not interested in formula because I'll get to - if I live to be 40 or 50 years old and look back on my career and realize I was just a little pawn playing a formula, smiling on MTV everyday than what have I achieved?
I've achieved nothing."
- Richard Ashcroft, 1995

My Interests

my boyfriend who is also now just recently became my husband...
yes it sounds lame but yes he is listed as an interest...
we plan to get married (already married) and buy a house and make babies tomorrow...
reading...i read a lot, good for my vocab...
i read anything for god's sakes...
i read my shampoo bottles while i shower every time...
singing...i can sing really well....not trying to boast...but i know i can sing...
and a lot of other ppl know it too...so there...
shopping...(which girl doesn't??)
dreamer...
compulsive dreamer...
and money...especially if it's mine...
i'm not interested in anyone else's money except mine...
my boyfriend (who is now my husband), my family, music, singing, my job...
they take up most of the time in my life right now...
and i am happy right where i am right now...

I'd like to meet:

Richey Edwards...he's been missing for more than ten years now...
apparently succeeded the 'perfect disappearance'...
wonder if he'll show up somewhere here in malaysia...
he might be one of those door to door salesman...
maybe he'll show up at my door someday...
*smiles*...

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Music:

Feeding me pleasure thru my ipod are....MANIC STREET PREACHERS
BABYSHAMBLES
SHE WANTS REVENGE
THE VERVE
THE EDITORS
BLOC PARTY
KINGS OF LEON
ARCTIC MONKEYS
THE DOVES
HARD-FI
THE WHITE ROSE MOVEMENT
CANSEI SER SEXY
BOY KILL BOY
RAZORLIGHT
Skunk Anansie
Skin (Skunk Anansie's former vocalist)
Radiohead
The Cure
The Music
British Sea Power
The Sounds
Assassins
THE KILLERS (Brandon Flowers=Heaven under the sheets)
INTERPOL
The Yeah,Yeah,Yeah's
Mundy
Kasabian
Mew
Mazzy Star
U2
PLACEBO
Blur
The Mars Volta
The Bravery
HOT HOT HEAT
STEREOPHONICS
THE LIBERTINES
THE STROKES (Fabrizio + Me = 1)
Jet
Starsailor
Jamiroquai
Hole
Portishead
Bjork
The Most Serene Republic
Goldfrapp
Soviet
SUEDE
Muse
Modest Mouse
Franz Ferdinand
Dashboard Confessional
The Foo Fighters
Paramore
The Counting Crows
The Cardigans
Lisa Loeb etc.
a dash of RnB
hate old school hip-hop
whatever...i can be universal
a bit of this and a bit of that
i think hip-hop is full of crap
so no i don't listen to a lot of radio...only when in the car...

RAVE!!! Progressive House, Tribal Beats, Deep House, Dark House, Tech-House, Progressive Trance, Funky House, Twisted House...etc. .......i could just go on and on and on.....

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
Pulp Fiction
Prozac Nation
Lock Stock & Two Broken Barrels
Snatch
Stranger Than Fiction
It's All Gone Pete Tong
Great Expectations
Sylvia
Schindler's List
Fox Fire
Butterfly Effect
Clockwork Orange
Lost In Translation
Trainspotting
Amelie
Yamakasi
Vanilla Sky
The Green Mile (i was emotional watching this...both times i watched it...
Blow
Reservoir Dogs
Cruel Intentions
Hackers
The Godfather Trilogy
American History-X
Empire Records
Reality Bites
I Am Sam
White Oleander
Grease 1 & 2
any movie with Michelle Pfeiffer as cast
LOTR (freak,u'll find out why, read on...)
i can imitate golem's voice very, very well (see)
scares the shit out of my li'l bro (SEE)
50 First Dates
Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler .comical genius.

Television:

if you love your children...
don't ever, ever i stress ever, let them watch malaysian tv...
90% of the time it's full off people who can't act...
90% of the time it'ss full of people who know how to over-act...
just don't...

Books:

ANNE RICE makes incest sound romantic
DAN BROWN has logical imagination whatever than means
RHONDA BYRNES who wrote 'the secret' washed my brain, it actually works...(the secret works)

Heroes:

PETE DOHERTY OF BABYSHAMBLES
AND RICHEY EDWARDS OF THE MANIC STREET PREACHERS
PATRICK STAR

My Blog

To my ultimate soulmate...til' death do us part...

I'm gonna ride this plane Out of your life again I wish that I could stay but you argued More than this I wish You could have seen my face In backseat staring out Of the window I'll do anythi...
Posted by b l i s s e on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 03:37:00 PST

u made ur bed...

I'm a one night stand Screwed the whole damn year Cos your sneaky face Comes streaked with tears But I'm not joyful lover I tell no lies So you won't just get away with it Without a fight ...
Posted by b l i s s e on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

lost...

What was I waiting for Waiting for the bubble to burst Over your stagnant pauses Can't cure what your devil don't see Or light a fire below the death of me We've shot through all over our caus...
Posted by b l i s s e on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hedonism...

I hope you're feeling happy now I see you feel no pain at all it seems I wonder what you're doin' now I wonder if you think of me at all Do you still play the same moves now Or are those special ...
Posted by b l i s s e on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST