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About Me

LETS SEE...T0 BEGiN MY NAME iS ASHLEY AKA LUCKY/LUCKY-0 AND iM 20 YEARS 0LD..i USED T0 ATTEND UC SANTA BARBARA BUT FiNANCiAL AiD WAS TRiPPiN, S0 N0W iM TRYiN T0 FiNiSH UP MY GE'S AT LBCC. i LiVE iN LAKEW00D....AND i W0RK AT WALGREENS... LAST YEAR WAS MAD CRAZY, i L0ST A L0T 0F PE0PLE WH0 i TH0UGH WERE NEAR AND DEAR T0 ME 0NLY T0 REALiZE THEY DiDN'T GiVE A DAMN AB0UT ME..... i HAD A L0T 0F GR0WiNG UP T0 D0, AND THANKFULLY REALiZED MY   iMMATURE WAYS BEFORE iT WAS T00 LATE.AND JUST LiKE EVERY 0THER FEMALE, i L0ST MY FiRST L0VE T0 STUPiDiTY AND SELFiSHNESS...AND AFTER BEATiNG MYSELF UP AB0UT iT, i LEARNED T0 F0RGiVE MYSELF AND M0VED 0N WiTH MY LiFE..WHiCH HELPED ME FiND THE SEC0ND L0VE 0F MY LiFE =) [AND TRUST, L0VE iS WAAAY BETTER THE SEC0ND TiME AR0UND] LET'S SEE....... i L0VE HAViNG FUN AND G00FiN AR0UND...i L0VE EATiNG! L0L THEY SAY F00D iS THE KEY T0 A MAN'S HEART....F00D iS THE EFFiN ENTRY WAY T0 MiNE! MY FRiENDS MEAN THE M0ST T0 ME! i'D D0 ANYTHiNG F0R TH0SE LADiES.......AND THEY ALREADY KN0W! iM AN EASY G0iNG PERS0N AND AM T0TALLY UNDERSTANDiNG.. THERE'S N0T MUCH M0RE AB0UT ME....EiTHER Y0U KN0W ME 0R Y0U D0N'T...i D0 N0T HAVE TiME F0R LiTTLE KiD GAMES AND D0 N0T WiSH T0 BE iNV0LVED iN THEM...i HAVE A MAN WH0M i L0VE AND LiVE WiTH S0 iF Y0U THiNK Y0U HAVE A CHANCE 0F TRYiN T0 GET WiTH ME 0R CHANGE S0METHiNG.....D0N'T EVEN WASTE Y0UR TiME....=DBUT THAT'S iT..L0L SEND ME A MESSAGE 0R A FRiEND REQUEST iF Y0U'RE AB0UT S0METHiNG iNN0CENT KAY! MUCH L0VE ♥ Ash

My Interests

i L0VE CART00NS....ABS0LUTELY L0VE THEM...i L0VE READiNG....ANYTHiNG iNTERESTiNG..MY FAV0RiTE B00K iS THE AUT0Bi0GRAPHY 0F ASSATA SHAKUR....i ALS0 LiKE SiFi M0ViES....LiKE TH0SE WEiRD M0ViES WiTH B0MB ASS SPECiAL EFFECT....=)i LiKE WRiTiNG..i W0ULDN'T NECESSARiLY CALL MYSELF A P0ET, BUT i LiKE WRiTiNG.......i L0VE MEETiNG iNTERESTiNG PE0PLE WiTH iNTERESTiNG BACKGR0UNDS..i LiKE PE0PLE WATCHiNG.........AND KN0WiNG WEiRD THiNGS AB0UT THEM..LMFA0..0! AND i L0VE MY BEST FRiENDS!

I'd like to meet:

i'D REALLY LiKE T0 MEET BEY0NCE...SHE'S MY iD0L..i'D ALS0 LiKE T0 MEET TRAViE FR0M THE GYM CLASS HER0S, TYRA BANKS, ASSATA SHAKUR,G0D, KANYE WEST!, TREY S0NGZ, AND J H0LiDAY...  
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Music:

"Crack Music"(feat. The Game)[Hook][Kanye]That's that crack music niggaThat real black music niggaLa-la-la-la-la-la-la-laLa-la-la-la-la-la[The Game]That's that crack music niggaThat real black music niggaLa-la-la-la-la-la-la-laLa-la-la-la-la-la[Verse 1][Kanye]How we stop the black panthers?Ronald Reagan cooked up an answerYou hear that?What Gil Scott was hearinWhen our heroes and heroines got hooked on heroin.Crack raised the murder rate in DC and MarylandWe invested in that it's like we got Merril-LynchedAnd we been hangin from the same tree ever sinceSometimes I feel the music is the only medicineSo we cook it, cut it, measure it, bag it,sell itThe fiends cop itNowadays they cant tell if that's that good shitWe ain't sure manPut the CD on your toungue yeah, thats pure man.[Hook][Verse 2]From the place where the fathers gone,The mothers is hardly homeAnd the...Gonna lock us up in a...homeHow the Mexicans say we just tryin to party homesThey wanna pack us all in a box like styrofoamWho gave Saddam anthrax?George Bush got the answersBack in the hood it's a different type of chemical,Am and Hammer baking sodaRaised they own quotaWritin when our soldiers ran for the stove cuz--Cuz dreams of being 'Hova went from bein a brokeman ta bein a dopemanTa bein a president look theres hope manThis that inspiration for tha mos and tha folks man,Shorty come and see if mama straight overdosin.And this is the soundtrack,This tha type of music you make when you round that--Crack music nigga,That real black music nigga.[The Game]That's that crack music niggaThat real black music niggaLa-la-la-la-la-la-la-laLa-la-la-la-la-la[Kanye]God-how could you let this happen, happen, happen, happen, happen, happen?La-la-la [etc.][Kanye]That's that crack music, crack musicThat real black music, black musicLa-la-la-la-la-la-la-laLa-la-la-la-la-la[The Game]That's that crack music niggaThat real black music niggaLa-la-la-la-la-la-la-laLa-la-la-la-la-la[Kanye]That's that crack music, crack music,that real black music, black music[Malik Yusef]Our father, give us this day our daily bread ...give us these days and take our daily bread,See I done did all this ole bullshitAnd to attone I throw a little somethin, somethin on the pulpit.We took that shit, measured it and then cooked that shitAnd what we gave back was crack musicAnd now we ooze it through they nooks and cranniesSo our mammas aint got to be they cooks and nanniesAnd we gonna repo everything they ever took from grammyNow the former slaves trade hooks for grammiesThis dark diction has become America's addiction those who ain't even black use it.

Movies:

"BiTTERSWEET"(BY KANYE FEAT. JOHN MAYER)Bittersweet,You're gonna be the death of me.I dont want you, but I need you.I love you and hate you at the very same time.Bittersweet.(Kanye West) See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad."Never did this before," thats what the virgin says."We've been generally warned," thats what the surgeon says.God talk to me now.This is an emergency.(Verse 1)And she claim she only wit' me for the currency.You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery.And I was too proud to admit that it was hurtin' me.I'd never do that to you, at least purposely.We breakin' up again,We makin' up again,but we dont love no more,I guess we f**kin' then.Have you ever felt you ever want to kill her,and you mix them emotions with tequilla.And you mix that wit' a little bad advice,on one of them bad nights.Yall have a bad fight,and you talkin' bout her family her aunts and shit.And she say, "Muhf**ka yo mama's a bitch!"You know, domestic drama and shit.All the attitude.I'll never hit a girl, but I'll shake the shit outta' you.But imma' be the bigger man.Big pimpin like jigga man.Oh, I guess I figure its:(Chorus)(John Mayer) Bittersweet,You're gonna be the death of me.I dont want you, but I need you.I love you and hate you at the very same time.Bittersweet.(Kanye West) See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad."Never did this before," thats what the virgin says."We've been generally warned," thats what the surgeon says.God talk to me now.This is an emergency.[Bittersweet lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com](Verse 2)And my nigga said I shouldn't let it worry me.I need to focus on the girls we gettin' currently.But I've been thinkin' and it got me back to sinkin' in.This relationship, it even got me back to drinkin'.Now this Hennessey, is gonna' be the death of me.And I always thought that you havin' my child was our destiny,but I can't even vibe wit' you sexually.Cause every time that I try you will question me.Saying,"You f**kin them girls, disrespecting me?You don't see how your lies is affectin' me?You don't see how our life was supposed to be?And I never let a nigga get that close to me!And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be!You always gone! You always be where them hoes will be!"And it's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me.(Chorus)(John Mayer) Bittersweet,(Kanye West)( - I f**ked up and I know it, G)(John Mayer) You're gonna be the death of me.(Kanye West)( - I guess it's bittersweet poetry)I dont want you, but I need you.I love you and hate you at the very same time.Bittersweet. (Keyshia Cole vocals)You're gonna be the death of me.I don't want you, but I need you.I love you and hate you at the very same time (Keyshia Cole vocals)See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad."Never did this before," thats what the virgin says."We've been generally warned," thats what the surgeon says.God talk to me now.This is an emergency. (x2)Bittersweet.You're gonna be the death of me.I don't want you, but I need you.I love you and hate you at the very same time.

Television:

G00D NiGHT(KANYE FEAT.......________L0L)I'm not sure anymore-moreWho is knocking at my door-doorAll the faces that I knowJa make them so sunny and true[Chorus - Mos Def]I don't wanna say goodbye to youSo I'll just say good night to youMy people, no goodbyes to youI'm just gonna say good night[Verse - Kanye West]Right now I can see it so vividLike it was just yesterday like I could relive itMe and my grandparents on a field trid-ipAnd I'm the little kid tryna touch the exhibitsBut it'll fade before I get to get a hold of thatMan I wish I could stop time like a photographEvery joke that they told I'd know to laughMan, man I wouldn't let a moment passWhat do it mean when you dream that you fallin'What do it mean when you dream that you ballin'What do it mean when you never dream at all thenAnd you don't really know cause you can't recall themIt's sorta fly you get a chance to say hi toPeople you never got a chance to say bye toMaybe you could pull em up outta your dreamsInto real life, if you try toSo close, but so farAnd so far, no cigarWe can't dwell on the past all we got is today[Good Night lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]So I'mma live like there's no tomorrowNo goodbye[Chorus - Mos Def]I don't wanna say goodbye to youSo I'll just say good night to youMy people, no goodbyes to youI'm just gonna say good night[Verse - Al Be]Uhh, to youIf I part my heart will live through youDream beautiful and unusualWake up like everyday new to youStay true to you, a hood musicalMy art will live through youDream beautiful and unusualWake up like everyday new to youStay true to you, a hood musical[Chorus - Mos Def]I don't wanna say goodbye to youSo I'll just say good night to youMy people, no goodbyes to youI'm just gonna say good night[Bridge - Mos Def] x3I'm not sure anymore-moreWho is knocking at my door-doorAll the faces that I knowJa make them so sunny and true

Books:

ADiCTi0N BY JAY Z....THE MAN iS HARD Y0!And I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you likeEverything you loveI know what you likeEverything you loveAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you like ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you like ....HOVUh-She wants that old thing backUh- uh- uh-She want those Heroin tracksShe likes meShe fiends for me nightlyShe leans for meMorning she rush for my touchThis is about LUSTCold sweats occur when I'm not with herMy presence is a must- must- must-Bonita Applebum, i gotta put you onIf i didn't when we cuttin'the feeling would be toostrongIn any form, i'm giving you sweet dreamsThat Sugar Hill, she callme her sweet thingThat Black Rain that take away your painJust for one night, baby, take me in veinNow that feelin' got you trippin'You no wanna feel no differentlySaid lust has got you itchin'All wide open and its'drippin' -eh -eh -eh -ehI know what you like, i amyour prescriptionI'm your physician, i'm your addictionAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you likeEverything you loveI know what you likeEverything you loveAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you like ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you like ....HOVI am so DOPELike Louboutins with the red bottomsYou gotta have 'em, you glad you got 'emLike every colorGiuseppe's, your guiltypleasure is meIts so much fun, you shun therapyAlthough it never be, thefeeling is fleetingShopping's like coppin', youconstantly need itI'm never around, you constantly seek itYou'll never be down, i knowwhere your peak is9 1/2 weeks is better than 12-stepsI keep tryin' to remind you tokeep tellin' yourselfNow your conscience isinterfering, like "Betteryourself!"Like you better get helpBut when that medicine's felt?[ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]We're back togetherDon't ever leave meDon't ever let 'em tell youthat you'll never need meMy China White, 'til we D.O.A.Its Montego forever, baby,lets get away....And I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you likeEverything you loveI know what you likeEverything you loveAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you like ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you like ....HOVHow could you leave me?I thought that you needed me!When the world got too much andyou pleaded with me--Who helped you immediately?How speedy of me!How could you deny me so vehemently?Now your body is shakin'trying to free it of meAnd your soul is in control,trying to lead it from meAnd your heart no longerpledge allegiance to meDamn, i'm missing the dayswhen you needed the DAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you likeEverything you loveI know what you likeEverything you loveAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowAnd I Know And I KnowI know what you like ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you love ....HOVBaby you like ....HOV

Heroes:

MY M0MMY, MY AUNT, MY SiSTER, BEY0NCE, ASSATA SHAKUR...MY NANA...MY NiECE, AND MY BEST FRiENDS..

My Blog

..umm i dunno

so im not too sure whats going on in my life....im not sure if i shuld thank god for my blessing or regretfully believethat some way some how im being punished. at times i feel stuck, like evewhere i ...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:25:00 PST

L0VE iS..BY C0MM0N......

Love Is..." Yeah, yeah [Chorus] How beautiful love can be On the streets love is hard to see It's a place I got to be Loving you is loving me How beautiful love can be On the streets love is hard to ...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:19:00 PST

TW0 P0EMS iN 0NE...A LiTTLE MEAN, BUT iM ANGRY RiGHT N0W...

i'D HATE T0 SAY i L0VE Y0U...WHEN MY HEART iS T0RN iN TW0..HATE T0 SAY i'LL BE THERE...WHEN i CAN'T STAND T0 BE NEAR Y0U...i W0ULDNT EVER SAY i'D DiE F0R Y0U....BECAUSE LiViNG iS HARD EN0UGH..AND T0 S...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 12:52:00 PST

CANT SLEEP......NERV0US.....

i W0NDER...iVE G0T BUTTERFLiES iN MY ST0MACHE...DANCiNG AR0UND LiKE BALLERiNAS...MY HEART JUST D0NT FEEL RiGHT....S0METHiNG AB0UT Y0U JUST iSNT RiGHT............MAYBE i SH0ULD GiVE UP, BECAUSE iT SEEM...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST

FUTUREPH0BiA..

the scariest part of the future...is not knowing what's going to happen..not knowing who's staying and who's going..not knowing if you'll wake up and forget all the good people in your life..or, if yo...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 03:35:00 PST

iTS 0NE 0F TH0SE NiGHTS...

S0METiMES i L00K iNT0 Y0UR EYES AND W0NDER iF Y0U REALLY CARE...AT TiMES i SiT AND W0NDER iF iTS ALL REALLY THERE..iM AFRAiD THAT THiS iS A DREAM, N0T EVERYTHiNG iT'S cRAcKED UP T0 BE..iM N0T TRYiNG T...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 12:36:00 PST

This Song Makes SOO Much Sense To Me Now...

"Today"By Musiq Soulchild [Verse 1:] People always on a search tryna find that one (one) But it's funny how they may not recognize it when it finally comes (think it's) think it's at the mall (or it...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:34:00 PST

0KAY...S0 LiSTEN...DEDiCATED & WRiTTEN F0R C00KiE...{D0N'T CRY}

i L0VE Y0U...WHiCH iS WHY iM AB0UT T0 SAY THE THiNGS iM AB0UT T0 SAY..be careful with you heart...don't let it fall to quickly...im having one of my feelings, and the feeling isn't a good feeling..i k...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:49:00 PST

I Wrote This In Class...No I wasnt Paying Attention. O well

Color me pink and purpleleaving ou the greens and blues.Fill in the dots with different types of hues.Irradicating and extracting grays and blacks.Keeping brown because that history is written on my b...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:53:00 PST

im bored...tired. thinking about stuff...

so.i've been back and forth about this with myself.can't seem to get you off my mind,i sorta wish that things between us were different.but i guess this is life.how many times do i have to say im sorr...
Posted by Dedicated ♥ on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:58:00 PST