I have learned so much about myself and the world around me. When i first became honest with myself, I found it liberating. It felt as though all this weight had been lifted off of me and I could be proud of who I am. Before then, I didnt have any gay friends. I quickly became tangled in the gay scene web. Something which I have learned is that MY SEXUALITY DOES NOT DEFINE ME. I do NOT want to be FABULOUS and you will never hear the word FIERCE come out of my mouth. I am gay, and I am proud of that fact because it is one little thing which makes me who I am, but it is NOT everything to me. I think that a lot of people forget who they are and get wrapped up in that BULLSHIT. I think it means more if I can hang out with a group of straight people who accept me for me and enjoy my company...especially in this time when many people lack understanding of what homosexulaity is and whether or not to accept it. Its simple things like that which show me who RESPECTS me for me, and in turn is more meaninful, beneficial and fulfilling.
A little more about myself, I wrestled all through high school and was a gymnast for 5 years. I was pretty good at gymnastics. I was 3rd in NYS in my level, but found it to be too time consuming, so I gave it up. I also did the 110 high hurdles and 400 hurdles in high school.
I love to travel. I would someday love to travel around the world. I find different foods and cultures fascinating. I have been to Israel and Egypt(the pyramids are amazing)and would like to go back again someday. My city of choice would have to be the "City of Lights" Paris is the most romantic city on earth. I would also like to visit Italy, India, the Far East and Australia.
Last, but certainly not least. I want to find true love. When I came out I spent most of my time searching for it. Now that I am older, I have come to realize it will happen when it happens. I am not looking for it, but I cant wait to find it. I have been let down and disappointed in many people and things in my life and it would be amazing to have one...just one person that I can depend on to be my rock. I want someone who tells me I'm beautiful in sweat pants with my hair messed up in the morning, and actually means it. I am looking for someone who is RESPECTFUL, HONEST and REAL. I am searching for a MAN who does not try to buy my love, but tries to find love, together...with me. I used to think that love was something that just was, I now think its something you have to find and let it grow. I want someone who wants to kiss me in the pouring rain. I am a hopeless romantic at heart and I'm in search of the real deal. I dont just want talk, I want to hear words with meaning and depth, with feeling behind them. I'm in search of Mr. America, my Mr. America. I have no idea who he is, what he looks like or where he even lives. As they say all good things are worth waiting for, and if hes that amazing I'm willing to wait forever...Maybe you're him?
Wherever you are...I'm waiting.