☆_Jinx_☆ profile picture

☆_Jinx_☆

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

To sum me up in a paragraph is like trying to explain a movie in a different language, you just lose something in the translationSince the visual is where most of us start: I'm 29 with short brown redish hair that streaked with gold roots i.e. it looks odd but I can't dye my hair so I'm stuck with it. I'm 5'4 and have hazel eyes along with pale Irish skin. I'm 214 lbs somewhere around a size 18 for those people who care. .Just a heads up on a few things: 1: I am NOT A FRIEND Whore, don't attempt to add me without saying hi & I'll check out your band on my own. 2: I'm full of ideas, opinions, dreams and I don't have a problem expressing them. 3: My liking or disliking you can change depending on how you treat me, waitresses or waiters, my friends and people I don't even know. 4: I make mistakes,forgive me. 5: I love my family. 6: I love music,art and dream in color. 7: I will fight for everything that I consider mine, my country, my heart, my friends, family and my life. 8: I tend to hold gudges 9: I am attempting to discover myself, I'm told this can take a lifetime. 10: I will say that in glancing the male population of Myspace, you guys need to really read what you type, because most of it looks like you spent the night at the strip club, came home hot and bothered and want to bang ANYONE without a penis..I have to like you to want to screw you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Just a couple random things about me that you might care about :) What I enjoy: Having real friends,( i.e. I dont mean the person who you only see at parties, but that person who calls you, comes to your aid when you are on your knees and knows that you would do the same without question)I want to meet a MAN, I don't dig guys who spend too much on making themselves into girl. I'm bisexual, but that doesn't mean I like femme guys. I don't like the super butch for dating they tend to make great drinking buddies (right Mara?) I love music I live and breathe it, and I'm not just saying that, I will stop and watch someone play live for hours completely content. All different types of Art, Alas I refuse to pretend to know more then I do so I sound like an idiot but I know what I like. I like unicorns, elves, fairies, dragons, I love to sing, my friends mean the world to me. I have a lot of people I know, very few are my friends. I'm open about my sexuality and have been "out" since 1994. This does NOT mean I'm looking for couples or that I'm a swinger. I love to watch others dancing wildly and not giving a damn (Ill join in once I've had a couple drinks that is) =b, I believe in supporting local and worldwide gatherings, I enjoy going out with friends, learning about different beliefs and ideas, I love to debate ideas with someone who has an idea of what they are talking about, I love taking black and white photos, rain storms,(if I'm inside somewhere)capturing the feeling of a moment in little picture, people watching, laughing with current roomies at cartoons, late night drives, reading romance or sc-fi book playing with my Nintendo DS, Vampires,Were-animals, etc... playing Tetris, reading with my cats, writing poems, dreaming of when I'll be done with school and moving forward with my life, cooking for people, jewelry, playing in my garden, yoga, playing scary and funny video-games, going to Ren Fairs, Irish music, I dress up for Ren, I love corsets, I love singing but not really knowing the words in my car,sitting on my couch watching TV with friends, getting the shower before anyone else, dryer warm towels in December, Talking with my Dad at Boarders at night, having a job to pay my bills, my freshly cleaned bedroom with my cats on the bed,watching scary movies and supporting Gay and Lesbian issues and using spell-check (I'm always sure I misspelled something)************************************************** ************ ************************************************************ **Things I HATE: Having Cancer, My fear of change, My quickness to speak first and think later. Most of my ex's,Closed minded people who want the world to accept all their twists and turns but judge others, Fighting with my body to accept the changes I want to make,cursing so much I really have a terrible mouth, people who think they know everything, getting caught in a lie, being told I'm wrong...even if I am, my ass in a swimsuit, people who push their faith on me or anyone else,Trying on clothes, Starting new jobs, people who stress on stupid things, watching my friends cry, my laziness, feeling like I'm being taken advantage of,people who talk with food in their mouth on the phone,getting used by crappy ex-friends,Ever going back to CARP again or ever needing to and avoiding it (if you know what it is, then you know why) Being laughed at, tripping in high heels, paying my bills or really anyone's, seeing people from high-school or middle school((not my shining moment)) hearing about other peoples vacations, my trying to fix others to avoid fixing myself, records that skip, listening to people bitch about anything, people who gossip, knowing I'm one of them, secrets, my faults, your faults :b learning acceptance.

My Blog

I hope everyone got their heart's delight....I did not.

Lately I seem to have re-caught the attention someone who I really didn't know well in school. I don't quite how to explain it but I'm getting that vibe where this person saw more in to our friendship...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 20:28:00 GMT

Things everyone should know..or at least I should

I don't know if I say it enough in this thing but life works out in a bumpy "I never expected to catch you in that lie, I didn't know you were stealing money from the IRS Holy Shit etc,,,," I hadn't r...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 21:08:00 GMT

counting the cracks in the tiles...I'm that bored

And when I think of you and the love we once knewHow I wish we could go back in timeDo you ever think back on old memories like thatOr do I ever cross your mind? Hows this last couple weeks been? Well...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 12:12:00 GMT

Just a wee update...

My sister has moved out & is not talking to me, she and my parents had a huge blow out. On New Years Eve I went to dinner with Cameron, He had gotten a gift card that was good for the restur...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 03:10:00 GMT

Belated Christmas...maybe the last one.

So I was going over my more recent blog posts and man, I sound so freakin bitter. Ok so this one hopefully will be a little more friendly and less "I hate my life" I got the CAT-SCAN and some ok news...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 14:44:00 GMT

Trying not to be a Piglet

Ok this might confusing to those people who aren't Disney fans, Piglet in the land of Pooh & friends is a worrier. I am Irish and German so I'm patterned to worry =b I was supposed to get my foll...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 05:01:00 GMT

No sleep ugh. - in a bitchy mood.

Ok life... a little heads up, when under painkiillers in the hospital I told my mother that I had named one of my tumors ... the main one in my tummy, her name is Lilth and she's a bitch =b ( I still ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 04:43:00 GMT

Being Honest

Ok since I'm dying or at least that's what the world would like me to submit to I'm going to try a little raw honesty. Be brave I tell myself this is the first time outside of 2 or 3 people that know...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 04:43:00 GMT

an off day ...forgive me

So maybe it was the weather or the fact that I feel more and more lonely . How else do I explain the not so happy feeling in fact the emptiness in my heart.  I think I've been pretty good about a...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 04:38:00 GMT

Excuse me....Cancer?

Well if you havent heard I have Cancer if you want more info on it or how I feel I'll tell you. I feel sold out, angry, tired, and like I have the fight of my life coming and people still want to fuck...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 23:53:00 GMT