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[♥]Loaded Gun[♥]

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

Never keep someone as your priority if you remain their option.
P.L.U.R.
"Stunner"
Leah.
-. Live your life, don't question mine.
-. I have changed and I don't like it.
-. I don't and won't change for people anymore so don't try or ask.
-. I need someone to get the real me back.
-. I'll either be the nicest girl you've ever met, or the girl you wish you never knew.
-. I am a human being that's all.
-. I am not what you expected.
-. I try not to invest all my emotion and energy into people unless you show me that it's worth it, but I end up doing it anyways.
-. If im not around the right people i just go into a shell, but if im around cool people its like im the president of party town HAHAH(Taylor -. I fuck up all that is good that comes my way, I am sorry.

-. I am looking for sencerity and happiness, in my life sadness and hurt are never too far behind.
-. I perfer you ask questions to get to know me cuz I am highly misunderstood so learn to be open and ask whatever you want,Please!
-. I am classy and an old fashion type of Girl.
-. I am more complex then you know.
-. I feel that if you don't know everything I have been through and all different stuff about me, you can't like me because theres more to me then I portray and no one sees that.
-. If your attitude towards me ends up changing along with your feelings I would respect it and you a lot more and appreciate you take it up with me and let me know.
-. I don't wear underwear.
-. I contradict myself. -. School is not for my lifestyle.
-. Think with your heart, not your dick.(If you do, don't talk to me.)
-. I am lied to.< I Hate it.>
-. I get mad, happy, sad, turned on, & turned off really easily.
-. Actions Speak louder then words.
-. I live my life on my own terms, not anyone elses.
-. Little things mean the world to me.
-. I am very determind yet I procrastinate and am stubborn but willing.
-. I am reckless in the rawest form.
-. I am infatuated with those who are impossible.
-. I just want honesty and true sencerity.
-. I'll always be there for you and I don't judge. IF you ever need help or advice with ANYTHING and even if I don't know you, I prb have been through what you are going through so feel free to Im me or message me.
-. I love fashion and art.
-. I think too deeply about things.
-. I never let distance get in the way of things I want to do.
-. I love spontaneous things. and I dont get along with people that need everything to be " practical " all the time.
-. I believe in fate, love, karma and that [Everything happens for a reason and it all works out in the end.]
-. If a guy comments on my appearance it does not mean much to me. If they compliment me on little things they notice about my personality it means everything to me.
-. I always need reassurence.
-. I bite my nails and my palms get sweaty when I'm nervous.
-. I have a tendency to walk extra fast. I can never walk in a straight line.
-. I would like to feel loved.
-. Anyone and everyone I have ever loved, has left me or I left them.
-. I'm not good at living but I'm trying.
-. I have my problems and I am aware of them.
-. I have my own dreams, my own goals, my own fears.
-. I don't like being one of many, I'd rather be one and only.
-. I am a little kid at heart!!!
-. I FUCKING LOVE NEW JERSEY MORE THEN LIFE.(I want to go home.)
-. I live life with no regrets.
-. I find it hard to confid in people.
-. Performing is my life.
-. I get tired of people very easily.
-. I don't give a fuck what people think of me or say about me.
-. I can be sarcastic when I love you, nice when I don't, I get straight to the ponit.
-. I'm very affectionate and LOVE snuggling.
-. Don't give me a hard time, cuz I only go so far.
-. I have come to realize the smallest things, are what you miss the most.
-. Don't take the small things for granted cuz in the end we will be aching for them back.
-. I believe in God nd I love him.
-. .
-. I have good intentions sumtimes people see differently.
-. I love meeting new people So TALK TO ME! DON'T BE SHY.
-. I'm my own worst critic.
-. I love to drink. But I'm not a drunk.
-. I am truly smart, I just don't apply myself.
Some facts you should know.
:I don't kiss unless we are dating.
:I won't have sex with you unless we are dating and 2months in.
:Respect me and I'll respect you.
:If you are disrespectful,two-faced,hypocrite,liar,close-minded,ignorant ,druggie,and gossip/talk shit/immature/drama queen(yes this applies to boys) get the fuck away from me.Don't even bother trying. Don't waste your time or mine thankyou.I seriously don't have it for you guys out there. Now, if you are in my life and reading this and you are one or all, get the fuck out of my life. Leave now, I don't want anything to do with you. Yes, everyone including me will be or have been one of those or a few of those things in their life it's only human but that doesn't mean jack shit.

My Interests

Books:

Heres a list of Dont's:
1. Don't lie to me.
2. Don't say your my friend when your not.
3. Don't say your there for me when you prb won't be.
4. Don't say you love me if you don't mean that.
5. Don't lead me on.
6. Don't cheat on me.
7. Don't waste my time or I'll punch you in the face.
.Don't hurt me or my friends if you do I'll make you not want to live your life.
8. Don't talk to me if your a fake.
9. Don't say or do things you don't mean or that are insencer. Cuz your just wasting my time and making yourself look fucking stupid.
10. Don't betray my trust.
11. Don't sweet talk me..it doesn't work anymore.
12. Don't play games..cuz when you do ur just fucking cocky nd an asshole. I don't need to be hurt by another pretty face nd an ugly heart again kthx. [I just won't have time for your shit.]
13. Just don't fuck me over.


Heroes:

It's hard to be a favorite let alone a hero in my book

My Blog

Happily/Unhappily together.

My true feelings with always be unknown to you. I will always love you. Thankyou for the pain and the sorrow. Thankyou for the smiles and the happiness you brought into my life. Thankyou for everythin...
Posted by [♥]Loaded Gun[♥] on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:50:00 PST

new life

So okay. Here's an update on my life. I have very little right now, I am losing my mom and I might not live with her anymore. I am losing everything that I care about and it sucks to be alone and in a...
Posted by [♥]Loaded Gun[♥] on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 04:21:00 PST

To someone I never knew.

I stand here alone once again, with a bottle in my hand and a pill case in the other. This past week has been a horrible dream, more like a nightmare just something unreal that made me happy, in the e...
Posted by [♥]Loaded Gun[♥] on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 12:35:00 PST

To real friends who care or a heads up 2 the people who don't. This matters no joke!

Get over it.I don't need you, you or anybody. So don't thinking I need you or want you.I'm sick of being so nice nd having everyone walk all over me nd take advantage... I'm not into it. I sick of bei...
Posted by [♥]Loaded Gun[♥] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST