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The Nihilist

About Me

I'm an aspiring writer trying to publish my first novel, it's very twisted. I love books and music (mostly rock). I like going fishing at the Fin & Feather Club (shooting ducks doesn't appeal to me though)and camping in the mountains. I like to play guitar and sing and even write songs every once in while. I'm in a band called Gutter Poets and you should come to our next show. I'm currently trying to get my AA in radiology and become an X-ray tech. Road trips to Vegas or Frisco (for a game) are cool when I can afford it. I enjoy hanging out with good friends. I'm partial too a good poker game every now and then, unfortunately nobody I know has wanted to get a game together lately. I try not to tune people out like I notice most people do (it's one of my pet peeves, especially when someone tunes me out in favor of the idiot box). I'm usually brutally honest, even with myself. I'm a sports fan and my favorite team is the 49ers; I'll never switch no matter how bad they suck. I'm here to stay in touch with old friends and to make new ones or whole groups of new ones who live in or near the Antelope Valley. Leave me a message, you could be that new friend I'm looking for. Muhuhahaha! I've posted a few chapters from my book in my blog, check it out and tell me what you think...

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Dorks, nerds, freaks, weirdos, eccentrics, geeks, hippies, tokers, goth girls, the socially inept, the mildly insane, odd people, unconventional people, chubby girls, disabled people, people who like fishing, nice people, muscians, writers, artists, creative people, all around good people—and Ricky Williams.I WOULDN'T LIKE TO MEET YOU IF: You think Paris Hilton is totally awesome, you refer to yourself as a hipster, you're obsessed with your cell phone, you're car obsessed, you're a dumb fucking fashion nazi (You're worthless and should be shot in the face), "bling" is one of your favorite vocabulary words, you're a militant religious proselytizer, you've never released an album yet refer to yourself as a diva, you can define normal and actually think there is such a thing, you waited in line overnight to purchase an iphone, you care about which celebrities are dating each other, you like watching pro wrestling, you're one of those whiny "meat is murder" people (don't make me pelt you with cheeseburgers)

My Blog

A Poem

Long distance violence, the American way.How many Arab children exploded today?Hit from long range, red button rearrangedinto a bloody dead pulp that will never again play.Or tell mommy that he loves ...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 14:40:00 GMT

End of Preview

Chapter 6MutationHelp meTear down my reasonHelp meIt's your sex I can smellHelp meYou make me perfectHelp me think I'm somebody else-Nine Inch Nails, Closer-My name is Abaddon, the angel of hell. My j...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 15:15:00 GMT

Chapter 5

Chapter 5..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Mutilation When I awake, I'm naked, even though I could have sworn I had a pair of pants on. There's nothing but an i...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:18:00 GMT

Chapter 4

Chapter 4..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Rape In a dream last night, I was walking down the streets of ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-c...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 15:05:00 GMT

Chapter 3

Chapter 3..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Julia It's evening now and the sun is fading. I'm feeling so incredibly licentious. I must have sexual fulfillment, s...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 11:54:00 GMT

Chapter 2

Chapter 2..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Cheap Kicks This morning I woke up and knew I was an appalling individual. I didn't want to bring myself to get out o...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 17:26:00 GMT

Chapter 1

..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />      Chapter 1 A Few Thoughts   I've been thoroughly engulfed by an urge to do something utterly distastef...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 18:06:00 GMT