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GOD.
Its so easy to get lost. So easy to forget where u came from. So eay to pretend everything will be better as long as yesterday doesn't make sense tomorrow. There's a million things I want in this world and only 999,999 thousand days to do it in. Coming up short. Like my anthem. I'll put it in a tape recorder and tape it to my backpack. Personal theme music. To let everyone no the fuckup is coming. To clear away for this flurry of everything that falls apart around me. No one wants to be sad. No one wants to have a reason to bleed, but without it the sweet just isn't as great. Without it it seems the good times just seem expected like bad commercials on satiurday morning. Buy these toys kids! Or I'll fucking kill you. Its easy to fall into habits and patterns when there's nothing around you holding you up, holding your hand. I need a break. But then again, so does my dad, and so did his dad and so did his dad and so did his dad and so did his dad and so did his dad and so did his dad and so did his dad, but they didn't get it. Oh look pussy girl can't handle the stress let's let her take a quick breather; let her tie her shoes. Fuck that. Let these tears make you stronger. Let the world falling apart around you be your exit music. So lucky, so strong, so proud, stand while your falling. I am. No one knows the hell I'm in store for. No one sees me bleed. Is it better that way? No. Is it safer that way? No. Then why? Pride, shame, no where else to turn, no one to understand. To hell with it. Holding hands still makes me have butterflies and hot chocolate still warms my hands when it rains. I still feel. I'm not dead YET. Never let them see you cry. Smile while your bleeding.

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eleanor rigby.

dnt bullshit me..not meee. sing a sad song... make a move..to this aweful pain i call love.miss me. take it in so gently. o how i sing that sad song everyday thinking ill ever find that. no... incompa...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 13:58:00 GMT

i feel....absolutely nothing.

i think falling down won't let me forget the taste of good posture. and the clench of closed hands. its once we get a taste for all that is lost, that we lose our sense of taste. my shoulders are heav...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 16:41:00 GMT

bring this out of me.

make it naked. let me know. these thoughts these sounds make everything else fail. nothing stands when we stare. when we touch. your skin is so perfect, so secret. i have to taste you. i need it. eyes...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 16:12:00 GMT

fear,

i am in proress. the world around me has been put to an end. im just getting back into the feeling of hapiness. rebuild. reborn..thats if i even have a soul anymorei have put alot of thought in this....
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 02:15:00 GMT

excuse me you dropped something...

my jaw. thats all, not alot just enough to make a real girl cry and a grown man wonder where is heart went when its time to stand baby will you tell me that you need me that you need this more than ju...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:54:00 GMT

parade rain.

I'm not going to let you make me crazy. I'm not going to let this make me crazy. I am not crazy. But oh my god lying down in the dark with nobody close, nobody far, nobody period, makes me want to thr...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 19:59:00 GMT

i hate you.

i'll let you all be the reason i can't get any closer to myself then where i stand and where i fall. its all the same from half way up so far from bottom and from top. come friday come winter come wee...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 06:21:00 GMT

collision is such an ugly sound

it starts to be time to be better at everything at the same time. trust will bind us. an it will also destroy us all together if we neglect to let it be in complete control of our decisions and our ac...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 07:14:00 GMT

the way i are this time around.

My capacity in which to resume such an entire overhaul of my own heart and soul is baffling. The propensity and tenacity is boggling. I like boggle. Not a lot but a little. It seems like any mid twent...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 16:31:00 GMT