666 days and counting...
Hmmm...where to start...let's see...well, I like the sun on a rainy day...I like the rain on a sunny day...I love winter...just how the world seems so peaceful after a good snowfall...everything is white, quiet, and at peace...driving in it is a different story...I am one to be the first to places and the last to leave...I get along with pretty much anyone, until I get lied to...then you are on my list...(more to be added laterI try to be a good person...The best guy to my girl, the best friend to my friends...and yet for some reason, I keep getting walked all over...the more I give the more they take...the few times I need them they aren't there, and yet when I am needed I am there and if I'm not, I'm the asshole...I try to be an asshole just to realize that isn't who I am...I try to trust people just to get that broken...and yet the more I am walked over the more I get up and brush myself off...the more I get stabbed in the back or in the front I just pull the knife out, return it and let the scars heal over, not wincing from the pain, just playing it off like it never hurt...but the scars still remain...I can never just walk away, that isn't who I am, that is who I will never become...people can break my trust, lie to me, even screw me over and yet...and yet I am there to be a shoulder for them to cry upon, and ear to listen, even a voice for reassurance and advise...being a nice guy really hasn't gotten me much but a lot of pain and sorrow...I know I know..."WAAAHHHH Mike's pussy hurts!!! WAAAHHHH"...but I know what to expect in return now...give an inch they take a mile, ask for an inch and I am left with nothing...walk all over me, use me for your own gain...all to know I will still be there...talk me up like you know me, give me all the props you want...but actions speak louder than words...when words are there with nothing to back them up they mean nothing...mind you, this is not in reference to everyone of my friends or those whom I will meet in the future...those of you who haven't illed me, know this and will know this never will refer to you, and I give thanks to those true friends in my life...Pantera put it the best in their song "Hollow"..."It is so important to make best friends in life."...before the last few months that never really meant a whole lot to me, but as of late I know what that means ten fold now...thank you to all of you who have been a true friend, I hope I have done everything to be a true friend back...and to those of you who haven't...you know my number, give me a call when you need me, you know I will still be there for you...
"If you have it, you don't need it. If you need it, you don't have it. If you have it, you need more of it. If you have more of it, you don't need less of it. You need it to get it. And you certainly need it to get more of it. But if you don't already have any of it to begin with, you can't get any of it to get started. Which means, you really have no idea how to get it in the first place, do you? You can share it, sure. You can stock pile it, if you'd like. But you can't fake it. Wanting it?needing it?wishing for it. The point is, if you've never had any of it, ever. People just seem to know."
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