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J e s s i c a

A dream is the answer to a question we haven't learnt how to ask...

About Me

I like to finagle and usually get myself in all sorts of stupid avoidable trouble. I don't mind trouble though and I make it a point to break rules that have no particular reason for existence other than to give their stupid creators power over me to make them feel superior. Yup, I'm on to you. I have some problems with some people for the most retarded of reasons. I know too much about things I shouldn't know about. I need to know everything and I have my ways of finding things out. I dance every single day of my life even if for a second in my room. I love/need to choreograph. I have one more year left of college and then I'm jumping head first into the dance world. I will change the dance world one day. All this dance reality tv crap makes me want to vomit. That is not dance. Dance is how you understand philosophy. I also study philosophy. I tend to agree with Nietzsche most of the time, but I got a few philosophies of my own and one day the world will understand. I party in my car and have taken it almost everywhere in Queens. I always travel with a million cds because the radio also makes me want to vomit usually. People call me Deathica/Hellica occasionally. Lately I've given myself the nickname of Coach and my team is made up of my wonderful dancers. I'm also the leader of a flock of harpies and we're angry and violent so you should not mess with us. I need coffee everyday flowing through my bloodstream or I get bad headaches. I love to go out and do random unexpected things. I hate fake people and if you really want to get close to me good luck. I can get shy and unsocial at times. I don't trust too many people. It is hard to understand me because I make it that way. Now enjoy these photographs of random moments in my life, and this video of Patrick and I performing "Asylum" at the 2006 Tilles Dance Conference (This was the only time we have ever done this dance together and it came out pretty darn good I'd say)...Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

"Dance is the movement of the universe concentrated in an individual." Isadora Duncan

I'd like to meet:

Someone who I could understand through their understanding of me and someone who could understand me through my understanding of them.

Music:

Any sort of music will do as long as it can "Take It Over Of Me".....

Movies:

"You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star."~"We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh."....Nietzsche

Television:

Buffy, Six Feet Under, Entourage, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Dead Like Me, Sex and The City, Best Week Ever, Weeds, Seinfeld, Family Guy, The Simpsons, South Park, American Eats, X-Files, Dexter, and crazy shows on the Discovery and Science channels.

Books:

Kimbo's Marble

Heroes:

You moved like honey in my dream last night Yeah, some old fires were burning You came near to me and you endeared to me But you couldn't quite discern meDoes that scare you? I'll let you run away But your heart will not oblige you You'll remember me like a melody Yeah, I'll haunt the world inside youAnd my big secret -- gonna win you over slow like honey, heavy with moodI'll let you see me, I'll covet your regard I'll invade your demeanor And you'll yield to me like a scent in the breeze and you'll wonder what it is about meIt's my big secret -- keep you coming slow like honey, heavy with moodThough dreams can be deceiving like faces are to hearts they serve for sweet relieving when fantasy and reality lie to far apartSo I stretch myself across, like a bridge and I pull you to the edge And I stand there waiting trying to attain the end to satisfy the story Shall I release you? Must I release you? As I rise to meet my gloryBut my big secret -- gonna hover over your life gonna keep you reaching when I'm gone like yesterday when I'm high like heaven when I'm strong like musicCause I'm slow like honey, and heavy with mood.... Fiona Apple (I love her)

My Blog

Walnut Cake....

....smells really bad. I wish it wasn't stinking up my kitchen. I'm getting promoted at work even though we are going out of business. I even get a raise which is crazy considering again that we are g...
Posted by Coach on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:47:00 PST

Yes.....

for those of you that don't know already.......I am the girl from that c.w post commercial so you don't need to be all like there is this girl that looks like you on tv........because it is me and my ...
Posted by Coach on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 10:40:00 PST

C.W Post can Bite ME!!!!!

I called them today and was like....."Is Uttara going to be there" and they told me yes. I drove all the way there and she wasn't there so now I am here and bored out of my mind waiting for Rache...
Posted by Coach on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 10:18:00 PST

Being Sick Sucks....

This is Day 2....... Being trapped in the house with a sick brother is hell. I think today I'm feeling ok enough to take a shower and get out though. I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe do some s...
Posted by Coach on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 10:57:00 PST

I Win Everyone Else Loses...

So they fined me $25 dollars for being late to my call for one of my dance shows. I was stuck in traffic and my first reaction was "fuck that I'm not paying this shit." So then I wrote a letter to the...
Posted by Coach on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 02:29:00 PST

Whatever the box wants the box gets.....

yup its true....that psycho bitch said so..... interesting times these are.... work became and even deeper more hellish environment.....I actually said "I want to throw bullets at these people".....ho...
Posted by Coach on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 07:12:00 PST

Wow....

I am very sick right now and I have to clock back into work soon but... I am not stupid. Calling me 60 times from different cell phone numbers won't make me pick up the phone and if you're calling up ...
Posted by Coach on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 12:12:00 PST

...Secure Neglect...

This is an awesome dance idea....I'm really debating using this next semester, but it would be a duet and I've already done a trio last semester and a duets this semester.....maybe I can work it into ...
Posted by Coach on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 10:08:00 PST

Reality Check....

Open Letter To All...   get over your ego... stop thinking the world revolves around you.... stop being lazy... get up get a job.... stop depending on others for everything.... learn to take resp...
Posted by Coach on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 11:48:00 PST

I Haven't Realized...

that I have only certain classes left to take at Post and I'm done. Next semester is going to be lots of fun. Only dance and philosophy for me which is exactly what I'm in need of. Actually that's a l...
Posted by Coach on Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:47:00 PST