EmberedSoul - ProfilesArchive

About Me

My Name is Sep, and I am what I am, unfortunatley. Basically I'm a sci-Fi geek who is always depressed but still manages to make time to "party" with friends. When I say party I generally mean abuse alcohol to the point of vomiting and passing out. I'm a news junkie, when I'm at home I'm usually channel surfing between five news channels while reading Time Magazine and comic books (sometimes simultainiously which at times gets confusing), and even though I despise MTV I still crank in at least two hours of it in every day, that among other things defines me to be a weak willed hipocryte. I usually am on the side of hating life, I just haven't found the courage to end it yet. I have the most fun reading comics, I think it's something about looking at other charecter's lives that helps me forget about my own. Much of my time is spent on self-analysis, not so much on the physical self but the mental, spiritual and moral self, pretty much I contemplate weather I should book a ticket to Hell or not since I'm on my way anyway. It is a personal mission of mine to solve the puzzle of my own soul, and in doing so finally know what it is to be truly happy once again.

My Interests

Comic Books, Cartoons, Toys, Wrsetling, Sci-Fi, Death.

I'd like to meet:

God, Satan

Music:

My Chemical Romance, Sugarcult, System of a Down, As I Lay Dying, Anger of the Lamb, Lamb of God, UBOAF, Andrew WK, Green Day, Yellowcard, Mudvayne, Reliant K, The Starting Line, PT Grimm, Superchic[k], Korn, Nirvana, Hilary Duff (we all have a queer side), Seether, Nine Inch Nails, Rip Slyme, Millencolin, Rage Against the Machine, Crossfade, Simple Plan, Apocalyptica, Hoobastank, Cannibal Corpse, Taking Back Sunday, Dashboard Confessionals, Good Charlotte, From Autumn to Ashes, Our Lady Peace, Tool, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Dean Martin, Frank Sinatra, Billy Idol, Rammstein, Motley Crue, Poison, David Lee Roth, All-American Rejects, Chevelle, Avenged Sevenfold, Don't Look Down, Saliva

Movies:

"The Lost Boys", "Underworld", "Constantine", "The Matrix" (THE FIRST ONE ONLY!), "Transformers: The Movie", "Batman Beyond: Return of the Joker", "The Dark Crystal", "The Candidate", "All the President's Men", "The Sound of Music" (I'm Serious), "Star Trek: Nemesis", "Big Fat Liar", "Singing in the Rain", "Anchors Away", Star Wars Trilogy, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, "Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back"

Television:

"The Transformers", "Star Trek", "Star Trek: The Next Generation", "Star Trek: Deep Space Nine", "Batman: The Animated Series", "Batman Beyond", "Superman: The Animated Series", "Justice League", "Justice League: Unlimited", "The Andy Milonakis Show", "Robocop: Alpha Command", "Stella","Smallville", "Big Wolf on Campus", "Buffy The Vampire Slayer" (Only the first two seasons), "Krypto: The Superdog", "War Planets"/"Shadow Raiders", "Beast Wars: Transformers", "Babylon 5", "WWE: Raw", "Hardball: With Chris Mathews", "Countdown: With Keith Olbermann", "Hannity and Colmes", "Girlfriends", "NewsNight: With Aaron Brown", "Lou Dobbs Tonight", "Meet the Press: With Tim Russert", "Gargoyles", "Robot Chicken", "One on One", "The Wayans Brothers", "The Jamie Fox Show", "Spider-Man" (MTV Run), "Battletech", "Power Rangers", "Masked Rider", "Mad Money: With Jim Cramer", "Mighty Max", "In Living Color", "Dragon Booster","The Boondocks", "Grounded For Life", "Sailor Moon"

Books:

All Batman Titles, Titans, Doom Patrol, Nightwing, Robin, Batgirl, Birds of Prey, Outsiders, JLA, JSA, Wonder Woman, Flash, Aquaman, Green Lantern, Supergirl, Green Arrow, Ultimate Spider-Man, Spider-Girl, Ultimate X-Men, Ultimate Fantastic Four, The Ultimates, Astonishing X-Men, Amazing Spider-Man, Uncanny X-Men, Mary Jane, The Holy Bible, The Satanic Bible

Heroes:

Marv Wolfman, Jim Aparo, Alex Ross, J. Michael Straczynski, Christopher Hitchens, Kurt Cobain, Christopher Lloyd, David Warner, Brian Snell, President Andrew Johnson, Vincent Kennedy Mcmahon, Glen Jacobs, Mark Calloway, Ted Nugent, Owen Wilson

My Blog

When that season finally comes

Leaves are so pretty just before they die. They change from such a uniform green to unique shades of yellow, red, and brown, eventually becoming brital and lifeless falling to the Earth wait...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 03:10:00 PST

Detour

I have come to the conclusion that I have lost everything. For so long I kept fighting to keep things under my control and I never realized that I am too insignificant and weak to ever succeed at anyt...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 03:26:00 PST

Things are not getting better

I had a very bad day today. The past few weeks have been getting increasingly worse with my inability to cope with the reality I thrusted upon myself, I've put cigarettes out on my wrist, I've beaten ...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 07:20:00 PST

Me=Shit

I am shit My soul is shit My being is shit I make people feel like shit My quality is shit Those who know me, know me as shit All I will ever amount to is shit I am shit...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 12:51:00 PST

Figure it out

Far beyond the horizon Under the gleaming sun Carried by the wind my heart drifts Knocking golden gates eventually Urgently waiting for the answers to life Greeted by despair Overwhelmed by frustrai...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 07:51:00 PST

This is why I hate me

This is why I hate me, I am inadequite as a man. I am incapable as a lover. I am a failure of finances. I am a scourge to those who know me. I am a blight to tho those who have known me. Any and all w...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 07:44:00 PST

I hate me

Over the coarse of just one year I have managed to push away and hurt several people in my life, most of whom happen to be beautiful, wonderful women. I don't try to hurt peolpe, I just end up doing s...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:55:00 PST

Robocop 2

I had a very bad day today, one more in a string of bad days that when compiled make up my life. All I could think about today was that scene in the beginning of Robocop 2 where they show the video of...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Sun, 13 May 2007 09:16:00 PST

My translation for one of my favorite songs

My mind is filled with negative thoughts Theses thoughts are so painful they are as bad as physical harm I recognize and acknowledge all that is wrong with me You all believe There is nothing that ca...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:50:00 PST

I think clearly when I'm drnku

I don't quite understand how time works, at times a I feel as if I'm still 4 years old, eager and excited to learn new things and hear new stories. Other times I feel as if I'm still 11 years old, tra...
Posted by EmberedSoul on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:15:00 PST