+ Change is Good +

i'm 15. i love snowboarding. shopping is fun when you have money and its not yours. sports are cool when something is going on. fashion is cool. school is fun if you get involved. but then again school is well.. school. i enjoy long walks on the beach. roses and the sunset. i like soccer, cheer, country music, and alternative rock music. i've changed a lot in the past couple of years, trying to find myself and what not. so if you think you know me - you don't. some people like me and some people hate me. i'm considered a bitch, and i'm considered an angle. but hey you can't have everything. i'm considered fake and i'm considered real. i'm considered daring and i'm considered a pussy. i'm considered a lot of things. this year i have made one major decision. i am going to stop trying to please everyone, and stop trying to be something i'm not. i'm me and that's it. if you think i am a bitch then ok. if you think i am fake then ok. if you think i am daring then ok. i don't care. really though we always hear it, "oh i don't give a shit about what people think." but really.. everyone cares at least about one person's opinion that's not your own. whether it be your parents or your other half. we call care. so when i say i don't care what you think, don't get me wrong. there are some things in life that one is obligated to care about. but when it comes down to who i am, thats when i can say i don't care. alright. well this is where i close everything off, and if you had the patience and time to sit here and read all of this, i applaude you. thanks for your time and interest.