Paradox |
I want to write, but I don't know how today. I want to smile, but it's hard when I don't know who I am. I want to scream and lash out at the world, but I know it's undeserved. I feel like some kind of...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:13:00 GMT |
Memoirs of internal dialogue |
Rise to the occasion, if you can...it's only life after all. Beat the odds, fuck the system, roll with it...your life is on the line. Can you see the other side? I have seen the doorway, and I have no...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Aug 2009 11:16:00 GMT |
random |
I am fallible, sometimes to excess, mistakes seem to be like a bad habit for me. I am gullible, I have always believed that people were typically good and honest at heart. I am flawed, although I seek...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Aug 2009 09:17:00 GMT |
hmm...what?!?? |
I could swear that I have posted a more recent blog....what a damn slacker! Stay tuned for future keystrokes of madness...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Aug 2009 17:39:00 GMT |
days like these |
Days like these i wonder why we try. Try to build a future, try to improve ourselves...try anything...why? Death, injuries, becoming disabled, can happen in a moment...and in my experience it usually...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 16:43:00 GMT |
True |
I am above it, far superiorI am below it, far inferiorhonest as newly fallen snowhere I linger, when I'm downwear the face of a drunken clownI just thought I'd let you knowI am trueopen as the skybut ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Aug 2009 12:04:00 GMT |
get checked |
Ok...if you are one of the many Americans who suffer from depression, do yourself a favor. I have been taking anti-depressants for years, and I recently discovered that it was a medical problem that ...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Aug 2009 17:04:00 GMT |
on the horizon.... |
No meds....I'm dealing with it all on my own....but something is on the horizon, something is getting ready to explode. Medical, not mental...or maybe a combination of the two...but let's do one thing...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Aug 2009 18:24:00 GMT |
trying |
I am trying to stop writing when I am angry, and that probably explains why i don't write that much anymore. Maybe, just maybe, if i kind of ignore the anger and frustration...i can stop being so over...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:20:00 GMT |
She.... |
The melody that spins 'round and 'round in my head, sometimes she is my confidant...other times the fickle wisp of thought that changes her mind by the minute. Can't live without her attention and bea...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 19:20:00 GMT |
