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Myspace Comments i am a wildchild....in my own mind...i am outgoing and i LOVE, no, i NEED to laugh-OFTEN!!!! i have a graphic and spontaneous, even inappropriate sense of humor-not everyone sees the humor in the same things that i do, but in my eyes PEOPLE are the funniest animals of all...(ask me about some exes!!!)and anyway ~ laughter has saved me from jumping off ledges...many many times. if i can't laugh at this life, well...fuck it. i don't want to do this anymore. i am very serious about what i choose to do and NOT do with the rest of my life, but it hasn't always been that way.i am a spiritually SEEKING person, a student of the soul-or god-aka the space between-since He keeps saving my life... i am not into that inebriated one-night-stand thing (anymore!!!)...however i seem to be....from some other planet because there is and has never REALLY been Anyone In My Life who has been able to "hang"...with me. hanging with me is no easy task because i have issues. i self medicate. i get hopelessly sad sometimes. i am impulsive at times. i've surprised myself at some of the things i am capable of ~ good and BAD. i make no bones about this...because the Past has a way of haunting you if you hide from it....ALSO because i can't stand-no, i truly pity someone who lies just because of the FEAR of being seen for who they are. if i am NOTHING else in this life,when it's all over, i will have been REAL. i like cowboys, (indians too!!!) guitar players, nature and music,sunrises and sunsets, horses and motorcycles...live concerts, my great dane, rocks, the ocean, butterflies, and miracles... more will be revealed...


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ann & nancy wilson, john lennon,bill w.& jesus-in THAT order. (and for that "one last" one night stand,axel rose!)
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my son jesse is an amazing little boy. he is absolutely ADORABLE...he is READING....we read to each other EVERY nite, and we pray together for every person we know. he is precious....i feel like i hav...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 07:33:00 GMT

NO SUBJECT .JESUS HAROLD CHRIST ...there does not HAVE to be a subject, okay??

hey  y'all...still livin with the klids...joel is there too...i wanted to kind of check in because i am not on here as much, and i NEED TO BE ON HERE...I NEED to write...but i am busy. im doin hair ag...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 07:47:00 GMT

HEYYYY!!!!

friends~i've not disappeared. i am living with jesse! i moved in with geneva and my granddaughter...joel moved out they broke up.it is very sad...but i am needed there; and so very happy to be with je...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 08:35:00 GMT

pain pain pain!!!!

i haven't been doing much writing lately because i have been really busy with work, and i have also been trying to find additional work...last night AT WORK  i accidentally cut my hand...that big meat...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 10:22:00 GMT

jesse kisses

rainbow kisses from my jessetaste like cookies...and dirt...his kisses make my heart turn cartwheels...and they remind me of Home.
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 11:20:00 GMT

not "fuck it"....just FUCK!!!

goddamn 3 a.m. and i can't sleep. again. all i can think about is how much i SUCKi SUCK i SUCK....i do. my babyboy is only five and he's stuck with a stoned ass big brother who doesn't want him around...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 01:12:00 GMT

no fear

some people just feel like old friends. some people are old friends...my sister is an old friend.i mean from Before We Were Sisters. i remember it somehow, when we're riding horses together...and when...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 07:39:00 GMT

sistas

i can't seem to change my status on sister's computer...so here goes: miraclegirl is a lucky little sister!!i guess i am okay hangin at sister's for awhile...and at the other sister's on weekends with...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 05:08:00 GMT

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another "chapter" is coming to an end... not even a chapter really....more like a page. the "sponsor" as it turns out is sicker than i am. she did me a favor today and asked me to leave. honestly i th...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 20:33:00 GMT

like jesse

another weekend has come and gone....in an hour we make the drive to return jesse to his brother. i'm ready this time.i'm breathing....and BE-ing...i'm pretty safe in the knowledge that All is Well......
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 09:41:00 GMT