i don't think you're pretty.

About Me

i'm officially a part time worker. for the man.
and a full time worker. on myself.
my parents pool is probably my favorite place on earth.
i'm not always so good at standing up for myself.
i have a different voice on the phone. than in real life.
i don't like when people touch my face.
i love plants.
i would like another cat. and a dog.
i like when the sky turns colors. that aren't blue.
i'm totally a nature kid.
i have these reoccuring dreams about rooms. endless rooms.
i believe in a good strong handshake.
i really like hugs.
i give people too many chances.
i generally don't remember our first encounter.
i need to drink more water.
i like rearranging things.
i'd rather talk about you. than me.
i think drugs are funny.
i need to watch less television.
i have a polaroid camera that i carry with me. at all times.
i rarely fart.
i have three baby blankets.
i'm not afraid of needles. unless they're shooting something into me.
i don't have hobbies. really.
i love looking at old pictures.
i miss you.
i understand.
my name is michelle! there's that exclamation.

My Interests

autumn. pickles. thrift stores. eye balls. photography. bouncy castles. comic books. love. corpses. anything that is free. history.mine.and yours. body modification. art. silence. sarcasm. hugs. dancing. rain. holding hands.

I'd like to meet:

ready?

Music:

bob dylan.

Heroes:

oh them daisies they sure look pretty
blooming there by your stone.
they remind me that life continues
and I'll never be alone.

My Blog

i can't believe i let it go this long.

i feel sassy when i wear high heels.i have found a new favorite. kit kat snickers blizzard.i rarely wake up crabby.i can't get enough of david caruso.i'm still working on that delayed gratification co...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 02:42:00 PST

ch. ch. ch. changes.

i finally changed that message machine.i'm growing my hair out for real.i have direct tv.i very much enjoy good old fashioned discussions.i want need this year to be different.i love new socks.i don't...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 05:49:00 PST

the plan was as follows.

to clean. all day. windows open. will whitmore ablarin'. the plan. was to gain control. ofmy life. of my mind. of myself. the goal. was to feel. good. to shut. down. to breathe. completely. fully. inh...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 01:57:00 PST

but now it's really over.

and i understand now that i'd been holding my breath for an entire fourteen months. only now though. when it's actually possible to breathe. he's really gone. and i hate having to wake up and remember...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 03:20:00 PST

there are two places to be. but no times at which to be them.

and it seems on today. the day of all days. no one is answering their phones. this is okay. it's breathing time. time. to take. to breathe. and i don't think i've done that yet this week. this week?...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 02:18:00 PST

changes for two.zero.zero.seven.

i'm bad at quitting.i don't understand why spelling errors still occur.i get restless far too easily.i love dictionaries.i enjoy laundromats and grocery stores more than the average person.i treat cha...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:06:00 PST

take your last shit.

smoke your last bowl. and fuck your last fuck. two.thousand.and.six. is over.'but. but. but. there's one whole day left.' yes. almost. and i should have sent that check out yesterday. 'two thousand an...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:19:00 PST

my horoscope is wrong.

and not that i ever actually think it to be true. but sometimes it's nice to believe. in something. 'just understand...it's been a tough week.' but it's onlymonday michelle. isn't that the time t...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:43:00 PST

it's a scarf kind of day.

and will be. for the next few months. i can tell if things were made in canada. they have the extra vowel. the one we never use. 'flavour.' and 'icould smell you from a mile off.' weird. weird. w...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 12:23:00 PST

we've reached that rut.

and i drink coffee out of white cups. with white covers. white on white. and black on black. these are always the best choices. leaving an extra fifteen minutes early to go out of my way isn...
Posted by i don't think you're pretty. on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 08:08:00 PST