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About Me

I like good times. I like to laugh. I like to smile and make others smile. I want my friends to take over the world and I do everything I can to help that happen, I would do it myself, but I just dont want the responsibility.
I can be excitable, I have TONS of energy, even when relaxing, I can be calm and chill, quiet and reflective and I think of reasons and meaning behind all sorts of things that probably arent necessary. I am constantly fascinated by people and the world. Then complete oblivious to the world around me. Intent on the moment and then only thinking forward or behind.
I like females, women, girls, the other halfs, sexy things, sex, relationships, flings, flirtations, trysts, experiments, friends with benefits, fuck buddies and committed monogamous relationships. I love new experiences and the amazing difference from one day to the next, or one person to another.
I like to drink. But not all the time. I like to party. But not every night. I like to drink while partying, or snowboarding especially, but dont feel I need it at those times to enjoy them, I just like having the factor along with the ride.
I am down for almost anything and I promise my "almost" are things long past your thought of were the boundaries are because I am just an outrageous jerk like that. I will try anything once. Except Meth, and I am basically over drug experimentation, been there tried that, stick to the natural, its plenty.
I want the world in my brain so I listen, learn, read, experience everything I can, and almost never forget. I have 5 million stories. I talk a-lot. It drives some people crazy because they lack the spine to tell me to shut up. But as my ex said, "At least we wont have to worry about lack of communication" and I like that idea.
I am blessed with the life a roller coaster has without the loop. Everyone is, the difference is, I like it.
I am ready to die, in the idea that I do not fear death or my end, but I do not wish for it or want it near my life, it just doesn't worry me. Neither does injury or physical consequences of my actions. But STG's do.(sexually transmitted gifts for those who are inept) I think of life as a time-bomb without knowledge of what the timer says. I never want to grow old. My greatest fear is that I wont be capable of doing something I want to.
I drive a short bus. But I love Toyota's that are off road trucks, (have one but smashed it into a tree like an idiot) but HATE lifted street queens. Slam the street raise the beef. "Damn street racers"
I love to sail and the sea. Grew up on a lake, I have sailed every summer since I was 12 until 20 for a month on the Pacific Grace a 135' Wooden Schooner out of Canada, I am a bosun's mate, in charge of 14 kids in my watch while on board. When I retire in the next 15 years or so (depending how much I love my job) I want to sail the world on a beautiful and smoking fast schooner between 32' and 54'. Stopping wherever and seeing everything I am interested in, until I will one day die at sea, or skydiving without a parachute. Or maybe jumping a car at 100mph into a wall. Or possibly cliff jumping a skyscraper into a packed street so I can splatter everyone and be on the news. What? I am just scared to grow old ok? I would say in an accident but with my luck I would just get messed up and live.
I like art. I like things that I find attractive, I like to do things that most people wont, cant or would never, do. I like being weird and annoying for some reason, sometimes. Most of the time I am a pretty even keel kind of guy. Some girls say I am to nice, to understanding, and to easy going, but I think one day this will be exactly what someone wonderful will want.
What is more important fame or integrity? What is more valuable money or happiness? What is more dangerous success or failure? If you look to others for fulfillment, you will never be fulfilled. If happiness depends on money you will never be happy.
I believe - . . . that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I am trying to find my own way and form of success. Which as far as I can tell at this moment is happiness in what I am doing, who I am with, and where I am going.

My Interests

I love anything that goes fast, goes high in the air, or I could easily get very hurt on.

Existance/Life

Camping, hiking, canoing, working out to be in shape, rivers, lakes, soccer, football, traveling, exploring, wondering aimlessly..

Also have an EXTREME passion for snow...

Snowmobiles, dirtbikes, snowboards, fast boats, big trucks, fast cars, causing trouble, pontoons, jet ski's..ect ect.

Women/females/the other half/those sexy things..
--By the way, I like them in love with life, confident, HONEST with both themselves and others, STRONG in who they are and what they want, outgoing, ready and excited to experience the world but in awe of the little things, perceptive, but mostly just someone who is willing put up with and care about me.--

Partying.

Drug related epiphanies.

My Toyota.

Spending as much time as possible with my friends and just having FUN! One of the most important things out there is having fun because without it, what the hell are you living for? Society?

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Talking to ------ about women..

Its like being guinea pig on a big hit.. You want the air, you really want that air and that hit, but your scared of the jump because when you come down crashing from that high, you dont know if your going to make it threw the landing.

Well the only answer and sometimes it takes some time to work up to it.. But you just gotta gather your confidence, check it over in your head, do some ride by's and go at it as best you know how. Which is sometimes to fast or too slow, but you wont know until your in the air and then its to late. But as you keep being the guinea pig you get better at it, knowing the speed and way of going about it. No words can talk you out of the consequences of the crash if you hit it wrong, but sometimes bailing off early helps it to hurt less. But mostly either way, you have 2 choices after take off, ride it out or bail and both are going to hurt, just depending on the situation, one might hurt less than the other.

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This is some music I like. The player is missing most of my good stuff, but its alright. If you dont like it then leave.HA!
I love music though, and I dont think I would survive well without it. I constantly am putting it into my life and looking for more ways to do so. I enjoy almost anything, but I FUCKING HATE "radio rap" I am all for someone making millions off the stupidity of main stream society, but I just cant stand the repetition, stupidity, and shallow nature of that crap. If you like it, awesome, just save it for others who do. Thanks for listening.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who really wants to meet me with an open mind.
Travis Pastrana, Jay Quinlan, Mike Metzger, Slug... And tons of other people really..

Favorite Quotes:

"It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one."

"For some reason the modern definition of normal is getting dressed in clothes you buy for work and driving thew traffic in a car your still paying for, in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it."

It is what it is because that is the way it is to you.

To really live you must realize your limits do not exist.

I was smart enough to fool the world, then I realized my mind was just another padded cell.

Happiness depends on your willingness to chase what makes you happy.

Men are not prisoners of fate but prisoners of there own mind.

Atctions are a window into your priorites, which are the perfect description of you as a man.

"All these children that you spit on as they try to change there world are immune to your consultations. They are quite aware of what they are going threw."
David Bowie

Some people are like slinkys, their not very useful, but they bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs.

"See, I'm a 4 star kind of guy.. I party like a Rockstar, do everything like an All Star, live like a Movie Star, and fuck like a Pornstar.. So I mean not quite there, but almost."
OLS

"Christianity has a built-in defense system: anything that questions a belief, no matter how logical the argument is, is the work of Satan by the very fact that it makes you question a belief. It's a very interesting defense mechanism and the only way to get by it -- and believe me, I was raised Southern Baptist -- is to take massive amounts of mushrooms, sit in a field, and just go, "Show me.""

Your buddy is the one who stands behind you ready for a fight...Your friend just dropped the kid talking shit.
-OLS

Our past is nonexistent our future a distant fear, our anger and our hatred, our failure and our shame, our regret and our horror, and the humiliation we all live with has been forgotten. The fact that not a single one of us is healthy in mind or in body or in any identifiable way is completely ignored.
What a party is.
Million Little Pieces

"The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." "It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one."
"And we kill those people."

Life she decided was never a question of accumulating material things nor in the struggle for reputation but in widening and deepening of perception increasing the sensitivity of faculties of an awareness of the world.

"I once blew the rod out the side of my motor passing on the highway, (mile: 294,000)I then drove over 70 miles on the side of it, no oil, no coolant, hole in the side of the block just clunking away. Had to get towed up the exit ramp for lack of power, then drove 26 miles to my house.." YotaTech.. Toyota Trucks, everything else is just a shitty copy.

I Buy The Drugs
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Music:

Anything and everything I can find.
Atmosphere, Andre Nickatina, Hyrogliphics, Dialated Poeples, Jedi Mind Tricks, Big L, Misfits, Slayer, Blood for Blood, Swollen Members, E&A, Anything but radio hip hop. Pink Floyd, Transplants, Misfits, Sublime, DMX, 50cent, ZZ top, Jurasic 5, Alien Sex Fiend, Anti-Nowhere, My Bloody Valentine, IDK I love tons of music! Metallica, Tech N9ne...etc etc

Movies:

I like most movies and I have recently realized I really love watching movies. Snowmobile Flicks, Dirtbike Films, Fight Club, Captain Ron, V for Vendetta, Domino, Scarface, Revenge of the Nerds, plus a million others, I like movies Ok.

Television:

Basicly none. But Fuel and Discovery/History. Also, my Mother had me watch, "My Name is Earl"..Its actually good.

Books:

Recent Good Ones- The Heroin Diaries, 48 Laws to Power, Million Little Pieces, Holy Fire, Lui Lamor's books are awesome, Chevy small block interchange manual.

Heroes:

My MOTHER! Jay Quinlan, Travis Pastrana, Slug, All of my friends, anyone capitalizing on the stupidity of mainstream society.Ben took these photos, I like them.

My Blog

To someone who will never read it.

I try and talk to you, I try and open up. Your the most closed off person I have ever met. You live a life lonely and cold because of fear. When you go out your outrageous because you need that feelin...
Posted by Crazy on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 09:31:00 PST

Almost an email, but just a thinger.

So I am still stranded in the UP. I am drunk and bummed about my situation. I mean, I am having fun. I snowboard at the hill, ride my sled off big yooper jumps and shit talk everyone at the bar/local ...
Posted by Crazy on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 07:26:00 PST

Old About me and Rant, so I dont loose them.

I am from St.Croix Falls Wisconsin and the Midwest will forever own me as one of its own, no matter where I end up.I don't like TV or things that rot your mind. So discovery channel and Fuel. But I li...
Posted by Crazy on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:39:00 PST

Negative Nancy Hater

So, I have problems. Everyone does. There is no getting around it. I mean if life was perfect there would be no definition, things like happy, sad, mad, good, bad, wouldn't know, we would be machines....
Posted by Crazy on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 09:51:00 PST

Choices

I am sitting here reveling in the fact that I might have made a bad choice yet again. Its wierd how things work out, how at one moment you can be thinking that something is for the best or a good choi...
Posted by Crazy on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:53:00 PST