TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN,
I'M
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Chelsea.
or Envy/Chasee
CAUTION: MAY CAUSE DIZZINESS OR DROWSINESS,
ALCOHOL MAY IMPROOVE THESE EFFECTS, NIGGA! :)
I'm not a one-way street, very complicated at times, or difficult.
Trying to keep positive, even though I'm going through some shit right now.
I try not to let the bad counteract the good.
I AM quitting drugs.
I'm striving for a good life, and I'll be damned if I'm going to let that dream go.
My heart is with my aunt Marcia, she gives me hope and I can truely count on her. Although she's all the way in Mississippi I feel like she's always with me.
I want to learn to be a better person and open up like everyone else, but the thing is...I don't want to be like anyone else.
I'm learning to like myself, one day at a time.
AA/NA meetings give me hope, and I leave there feeling free and happy.
I don't care what people think about me, I'm done with most people and their bullshit.
I can't (for one day) live without my journal, in that book I write everything.
I can argue all day if needed.
I have a lot of anger built up in me and sometimes I totally flip.
I go to SHS it sucks dickk...whatever.
Straight outta Holly Springs MS.
I'm happy. I'm beautiful. I'm talented. I have confidence and self-esteem. Just kidding. I'm raunchy. I'm awful. I'm bitter. I lack self-confidence. I lack everything the average person should have. I'm bitchy. You'd think i was emo if I was.
I swear too much.
I think of things that people never consider.
I'm constantly worrying. I'm bipolar manic depressive with a topping of post tramatic stress disorder, no one really believes that, but after years of over-medicating myself and hurting myself, that's the conclusion. I blame things that aren't my fault on myself.
I live on red bull
I didn't listen to my D.A.R.E. officer.
I'm mentally broken but I don't act like it.
I spit a lot.
I don't try and impress people, because I'm just not impressive.
In my opinion all guys are lying cheating whores, at least all the guys that have been involved in my life.
that's chinese for hope. I believe it will come someday for me. I'm not saying "oh poor me." like all you emo fucks, im saying, now, things aren't looking up. But my Grandma, even though she's dead did and still does give me hope and inspiration.
I'm truely crimanally insane.
Gay men fascinate me.
I'm a straight up fucking diva.
I do a lot of drugs, smoke a lot of cigarettes, and drink a lot of alcohol. I have spent around 80% of the last year and a half under the influence of some kind of mind-altering substance. And you know what? I don't mind, even though some people do.
I'm free proud to say it, nobody owns me, I don't live off of other people, especially in relationships, I don't believe in young love, it's really fuckin' stupid.
I switch roles, but I prefer to be dominant.
I spend all of my money on things that I don't need and on other people.
I've made too many mistakes in my life and have hurt a lot of people. I try to live with no regrets but it doesn't always work.
I have a dislike for people that try too hard.
I love staying up all night and sleeping all day.
I cherish each and everyone of my friends.
I honestly don't know where i'd be without them, you fuck with them, you fuck with me and it's the same for me.
I love to act crazy, It's kinda my specialty ;)
I don't really want to live past 50, I'm a firm believer in "Live fast, die young."
I'm loud and obnoxious, and I don't care.
I'm catty.
I tend to pick up my friend's sayings and use them without realizing.
Don't ever touch my face unless I say you can. That's it for now.
If you wanna know more, or just talk IM mee,
.. Disco PlatypusLOVELY LAYOUTS
