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Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT}

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About Me

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Christopher "Chris" J. Payne
Birthday: September 18, 1990 (VIRGO NIGGA)
Birthplace: Washington D.C. (B-Town)
Current Location: Miramar, Florida
Eye Color: Brown/Hazel (changes on emotion)
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'8 - 5'10 (i cant remember)
Right Handed or Left Handed: Leftyz Bitchez
Your Heritage: African n Hispanic n Indian (mixed to the point of no origion...lol)
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Franchises
Your Weakness: Women (most of all, seeing a girl cry)
Your Fears: Honestly, i have none (to prideful to be afraid)
Your Perfect Pizza: cheeze
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Find my role in life
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ...
Thoughts First Waking Up: ...how did i get here? (lol)
Your Best Physical Feature: Upper Body (lower too, lol)
Your Bedtime: Whenever the Benadryl kicks in
Your Most Missed Memory: Being young and careless
Pepsi or Coke: Coke (more effective)
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King (bigger is better)
Single or Group Dates: Single (people hate on da originality)
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don drink tea...but i lyk Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffeez Good
Do you Smoke: Nope, got bad lungs, not missin anything anyway
Do you Swear: Fuk no
Do you Sing: I do, but only 4 people heard me really sing
Do you Shower Daily: Hell yea
Have you Been in Love: Really jus twice
Do you want to go to College: Yeah (Georgia Tech)
Do you want to get Married: Depends on who i find in the next 6 or 7 years
Do you belive in yourself: In everything and anything (no fears)
Do you get Motion Sickness: Never had it...luv rollercoasters and heights
Do you think you are Attractive: From far away...
Are you a Health Freak: Hell no
Do you get along with your Parents: uh...ill keep that nameless
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes (Zeus has no sympathy for the world...my kinda guy)
Do you play an Instrument: Drums, Guitar, Piano, Trumpet, must i go on...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Not on purpose...:)
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ...Jus sum stuff to get me to sleep...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Mos lykly
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Not really
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Mos lykly
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yep, iz good
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yep, Stranahan Drumline 4 Life
In the past month have you been Dumped: If i have, i havent realized it...lol
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Hell yeah, i luv skinny Dippin
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Not on purpose...:)
Ever been Drunk: Yeah, at a party they spiked da punch...
Ever been called a Tease: Couple times
Ever been Beaten up: Unfortunately...but revenge was sweet
Ever Shoplifted: By accident...
How do you want to Die: An extreme dramatic death (saving sum1, etc.)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I wanna be an Audio Engineer that makes electronic equipment
What country would you most like to Visit: Tokyo, JAPAN
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hazel/Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Brunette
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: don matter to me
Weight: don matter to me
Best Clothing Style: NFL and NBA Liscenced
Number of Drugs I have taken: I dunno, only over the counter drugz
Number of CDs I own: 2, i download the rest (Limewire Bitchez)
Number of Piercings: None
Number of Tattoos: None (but i do graffiti and henna on my arm now and then)
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Falling in love...Questioning life...
Your Power Element is Fire
Your power color: red
Your energy: hot
Your season: spring
Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.
Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose
You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.
And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically.
You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people.
You have a Sexual IQ of 160
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
You Have A Type A- Personality
A-You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism |||||||||| 36%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||| 30%

My Interests

Im an ARTIST in every perspective...I play 5 or 6 instruments, I write poetry (check out my blogs), I draw graffiti and still life, I sing alil bit (only for special people) and I make my own music under my own name as an artist which will be on my artist profile comming up.

I'd like to meet:

There is no 1 person i want to meet. I want to meet those of philosophical and dogmatic greatness, who defined life and death, love and hate, right and wrong. The people that can define time for what it is, and why we make the past more inportant as the present or future. The people that look death in the eye and enjoy the time of it. I want to meet those, living or dead, that fufill the requirements above. Maybe thats no one, maybe thats a majority of people, but i want to kno for sure theres sum1 else out there besides me.

Music:

I listen to every genre out there...Rap, Hip-Hop (there is a difference), Rock, Punk, Techno, Electronica, House, Soul and even some J-Pop (japanese pop).

Movies:

Favorite Movie Number 3: V for Vendetta
Favorite Movie Number 2: Da Vinci Code
Favorite Movie Number 1: Saw 1. 2 n 3

Television:

Comedy lyk South Park, Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, etc. for adult swim shows. Im not afraid to say i watch cartoons n anime lyk invader zim, mai hime, onegai teacher/twins, black cat, Vandread and Trinity Blood.

Books:

I dont read much anymore but when i do its either poetry or any Dan Brown book.

Heroes:

My Family, which is really my friends because i dont have a family, or at least they dont function lyk one. Remi, AJ, Laura, Kelsey, Michael, Alex, Kumar, Ryan, Christian, Brandon, Javier, Kyle, and last but definitely not least, Titi.

My Blog

Period Of Enlightenment

-This blog is dedicated to Veltimar Marie-Jean Dossat, my closest friend, my first love, and my source of happiness-Before the post of this blog, two months ago, I had written a blog stating ignorance...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:20:00 PST

"Riot" By Serj Tankian

The matterings of all matterMasters and their extended battersInternet intelligence firmInvestments for the natural worldTheir divestmentsTruth is knowledgeAlthough bipolar if it's attainment is equi...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 07:56:00 PST

"Under Pressure" Poem

PainThe indescribable feelingWhen your heart hits the ceiling and falls flat, revealing the emptiness insideleaving your true emotions wide open for itYou close your eyesonly to see her in your mindan...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:14:00 PST

"Perfection" Poem

When will you leave my thoughts and my dreams?My heart on a chain with an imprint of your nameYou fight the emotion, but you know that it seemsThat your heart is enchained like mine, just the sameYou ...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:27:00 PST

"Freefall" Poem

I swore to myself blankly that i would never be back hereHere again at this bridge of lust and love, pain and tearsAll these years i should have learned, I should have broken this bridgeBut the order...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:36:00 PST

'Lost Memories" Poem

As I watch from a distance my head's my only resistanceFrom keeping me from wanting you so, in an instanceMy heart remembers all the good times that we sharedMy head reminds me the of the fact that yo...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 07:23:00 PST

Lost Thoughts

You chose to trust, I chose to believe You promised your love, I never deceived When we're away, its hard to breathe When were together, its hard to leave Tempted to touch, a lovers parody The sw...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 07:34:00 PST

"Dreamer" Statement/Poem

To wake, only to be haunted by dreams To dream, only to be forced into a false reality But dreams arent always unacheivable The moment I met you, my dream came through When our hands la...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 05:54:00 PST

"Decimal" Poem

Those who are virtuous, Those who are wise, Those who live under reason, look death upon themselves While those full of emptiness, Those who knw nothing but ignorance, Those forgiveless and forgetles...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:40:00 PST

"Memories" Poem

(Preface: I call this poetry style "Rohsemedry" meaning lovely. This one has a hidden ending and might be difficult to understand, but then again, who understands love anyway?) She remains in my head;...
Posted by Chris (Win Or Die Trying) {EΦT} on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 07:05:00 PST