not a change in heart

im kristina smith
yeah im the girl,bitches love to talk about but if you waste your time listening to other people and not trying to get to know me... i feel bad for you your missing out on something great
im 17 &from hamilton, we have to make our own fun here i could be like ever other girl.. i could lie.i could cheat.i could treat you like shit.. but what girl doesnt do that that? i like being a sweetheart
i'm very emotional&i wear my heart on my sleeve when im upset or mad dont tell me to calm down i HATE it i hate lying with a passion lose my trust good luck getting it back I'm scared to be held too tight I want to be able to survive when I'm standing alone again I'd take conversation over anything physcial, or sexual. If you like me, I will question your motives
i'm pretty much a kid at heart in some ways i still watch almost every cartoon on tv. i still sleep with stuffed animals i'm hyper a lot. i love roller coasters, and thrilling things. i love trying new things i love talking and making new friends.
I make a wish at every 11:11. i believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles.
i believe in second chances, even third and fourth ones. people mess up and make mistakes there's no reason to bring up the past, you can't change it.
I like going to the boardwalk, and the beach. to put it simply, i love the summer in general. I love the feeling of being free. i love feeling like i can do whatever i want, and no ones gonna care. i love waking up to warm mornings and late night walks in a cami and shorts
teenage years can tear us apart, hurt us, & even destroy us. but there's one thing i've learned so far. & it wasn't in math or english. it was that except for my girls, i don't need anything else. because without them i'd be lost. because no matter how many broken hearts, messed up fights, drugs, alcohol or how many stupid decisions i made, they were there & that's what really counts.