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About Me

a long time ago i was sad.. now i am very very happy.. the end just kidding.. a long journey has lead me here. a new path of experience love, laughter, sadness, pain endless emotions. it's what we feed off of everyday. nothing is perfect. good things come to those who wait. that is what lead me to as of 6/10/2007 my beautiful wife.. we struggled and stuck together through thick and thin as they say. falling apart and piecing ourselves back together to truly appreciate each other. if you don't have that, you don't have anything. take it for granted and eventually it will go away. the puzzle and journey has enlightened myself with new friends, new family members, and a new outlook. im not the most social person but i appreciate the company of friends the beers we share and the laughs we've had along the way.  I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)  I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

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My Blog

who

share my thoughts with myself. thoughts dwindling inside ripping at my heart. manipulation overtaking me. who am i anymore. have i learned nothing but to be fearful of others thoughts, others dream...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:03:00 GMT

know

don't know what to think don't know how to react. Don't know how to feel. Don't know how to respond. Don't Know how to explain don't know how to understand don't know. Know its where I want to beknow ...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 04:04:00 GMT

time

I cherrish each second as if the last. There is never enough words, emotions, actions i can express for you to truly understand how much i love you. There is enough pain flowing through me with just a...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 16:56:00 GMT

sometimes...

sometimes i wonder why me..? what is so special? im not perfect. no one is. there has been so much drama brought upon us. yet you stood by my side. my wife. maybe im just feeling down lately.. whe...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:54:00 GMT

My Sam..

MY baby.. My Sam... the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I have gone through a rough time in my life. I never could of dreamed i would be with someone like her. She makes me...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:37:00 GMT

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i was gong to write something.. but then i changed my mind..today was ruined, yet again by me...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:42:00 GMT

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sometimes i sit and think of the silence... it doesn't take long before the waves of thought enter into my mind..pieces of life have drifted away now.. the past is there when i close my eyes but not i...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 23:32:00 GMT

For Sam pt. 1

Tell me it's forever, that out love will always prevail..Through thick and thin we began this path, in each othersarms with no desire to look back...At times there was struggle the silence ensued..Out...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 22:09:00 GMT

thinking out loud

i admire those with no regrets..myself i feel like if i don't say i love you or maybe give a kiss goodbye i regret not doing it at that moment...im just somebody who has grown into worrying way to muc...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 01:36:00 GMT

Baltimore FUN!!

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Posted by on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 22:18:00 GMT