Fanny

I was born in Mexico and raised in Southern California. I was brought over from Yucatan when I was 2, and not by crossing the Rio Grande. It was an actual plane with a VISA.I am the youngest of 13 children, and out of 6 brothers and 6 sisters to get along with, I only get along with 1.Right now, I'm working on becoming a real estate sales agent. I have no children so I am fortunate to have a lot of time for myself and studying. My state exam is on Oct 28 so I really need to start cracking down.I also been working as a service sales rep for 8 years and have been with the same company for almost 12 year ( Now you know where my youth went ) and why I am taking some classes. I love my job but I have finally realized that it is not satisfying anymore and I need to move on.I am in a common stage of my life where I feel like up is down and down is up. I know what I want and am tired of trying to figure out how to achieve it. I wish I could sit in the rain till my lips turn purple. I want to watch a movie that is about absolutely nothing but yet will change my life. I want to be a rock star, a poet, and a magician so I can make it all happen. I want to fall asleep on my moms lap and have her tell me it's all going to be ok. I want to write the great American novel and have it on every coffee table and never be read. I want to have nude pictures pictures of me before I get too old. I want, I want, I want. That is a common place to be. We all want something and we all crave everything. From food to sex, from shoes to purses. Ok, mostly purses.... I want to feel something but I don't want to feel hurt or scared or feared. I want to be me, painstakingly me. Open and free sitting alone without loneliness. I want to look at the sky and pick the stars and store them in me. I want to smile at everyone and watch them to see what they have for me. Is it a smile or a look, or nothing at all. Would they look away, stare down at the floor, wondering what the hell I'm so happy about. Yes, it would be fun to see when it's only me. px;background-repeat:no-repeat;left:0"; ?>px; height:155"; ?>px; width:115"; ?>px; background-image:url(http://www.createcamp.com/corner.gif); background-position:left;"> Layout Provided By Createcamp.com - Myspace Layouts