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.. Distant_Christ ..
My heart is endlessly searching for the more creative part of the artistic life. The downfalls and certain failures are only the beginning upgrades to what is to become of what I am dreaming.
What you may want to know may be all ready the idea of what you have judged upon me. What thought have you created to even try to come even close to as knowing who I am. Could you place any judgement upon me and come as within inches to who I actually am. Would you say I am an artist or an amateur? I am a design to great to define in even my own words of thought and in my mind still I see it as I am no greater than you, as to you are no greater than me, and if you feel it to be otherwise, stand fourth to me and millions and say but not once was there ever a mistake you have yet to live by. I am an artist, a design that will not stop designing the art I wish to achieve until it has not only became a masterpiece to me, but till it is a true work of art. I will walk until I cannot walk and when it all seems to be coming down, I will place myself stronger and carry more than I can handle till I have felt that moment of aspiration.
Name: Mathew..
Location: El Paso, Texas..
Ethnicity: Hispanic..
Piercings/Tattoos: (4) Piercings (4) Tattoos..
Occupation: Hairstylist..
The Description: An Artist ..
The Music: Rock / Metal / Hardstyle / Trance ..
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I stood there as a bright radiant day was about to turn to a midnight of darkness. All that I am and all that I ever was at that very moment was strong in mind and pushing away all that I never wanted to be. I opened my eyes and at that very moment I knew that my hands would always reach to the sky and I would always keep my feet down to the ground, it was then I knew where I was and where I wanted to be.
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To be quite honest with you, there is a long story to who I am, Though I can relate to you and say I have been to hell and back, I can well enough say that every bit of hell I have been through in my life has brought out the best in positivity in me. Getting to know me is really easy but being able to handle me can be a complex challenge.
I nourish life as best as I can because literally I have a huge natural high to life, probally more than likely you will always catch me laughing about something at the most random of moments. I have my moods but getting over frustrated is not to common for me but I promise you, its never exactly the best thing to be around.
I am a really strong believer in freedom of speech because I believe words can oversome anything possible and it is the most powerful tool that we have today. I am a writer of many thoughts and a composer of many ideas which come from my mind into a tool I call a weapon of dreams and hope.
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I was sitting down in this room today and I started to get really dizzy, I was not sure where it came from but it was all sudden and out of nowhere. Well I was on my way to go wash my face in the bathroom and for a quick second i saw a glimpse of what appeared to be some devilish figure. I had not turn the lights on and I just looked forward but not even frightened.

I leaned in closer and was glimpsing at what I thought I saw but it appeared as though nothing was there, then but seconds later I turned on the lights and only saw the wall. It kinda struck me as odd when I was looking forward only to see nothing because for that slight second I thought my mind was playing tricks on me.

I did not know what to think at this moment as I was sitting in the bathroom. My headache went away the moment I turned the light on and confusion set in. What humored me is that I went from one problem to another so it was as though nothing really settled for good but for worse.

The only thing that has came across my mind in all this from which happened is that it brings back the negative thoughts that have gone through my mind but more from past weeks and not so much as often now as it did in the past few weeks. About me section Home

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I bring death upon to my mother

Today became the day where every lie she ever told me came to the end. Every thing she ever told me that she literally had me convinced that was true and was all but a lie had finally came to the poin...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:20:00 PST

Live with Teeth

When we dream of seeing a concert that we have want to see for a long time, many times that dream comes true for us, while other times that dream just dies and it never becomes a reality. We visualiz...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:07:00 PST

Ill see you on the other side

Standing outside in the windy air tends to be annoying at times, but when you are getting ready to go inside for a concert that you are really anxious to see, the wind tends to simply not bother you ...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Mon, 01 May 2006 03:30:00 PST

Day of sin turns into day of happiness

I have never in my life been to Mardi Gra and today was the day that we all call "Fat Tuesday" and I was going. I asked Frankie to go, and her freind Vanessa was going and then the person that I wish...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 08:10:00 PST

Not only for lovers is this day of love

Valentimes Day for me was always a day I spent alone. I was never with anyone and at times it did hurt to feel that way but unfortunately that is how it was for me. I always did believe that Valentin...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 12:09:00 PST

An angel in my heart

Well since I have been back in El Paso I have not gotten to spend time with Anna at all and I have been wanting to see her for the longest time. I think today was one of those days where things just ...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 10:32:00 PST

Working with a bad heart

I usually have to turn in about one hundred applications before I can even get the manager to even notice me and call me for an application. Well it seems as though I got lucky because I only turned ...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 10:13:00 PST

We Pursue The Art

It seems as though how many times I try to go for something that I want to go for, neither my dad nor my grandmother are positive for it. They always put the negative thoughts towards what I wish to ...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 06:50:00 PST

Its not the pain I feel, its the life I live

I live in a life where I feel that I can do so much more than what I feel that I can do but I cant at times seem to get myself out to do these things. I know I need that ass kicking in life to get thi...
Posted by [Distant/Christ] on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 09:06:00 PST