I hear the passing of mysteries and the breathing of monsters. Overtones only, or undertones. Collision with reality blurs my vision and submerges me into the dream. I feel the distance like a wound. It unrolls itself before me like the rug before the steps of a cathedral for a wedding or a burial. It is unrolled like a crimson bride between others and me, but I cannot walk on it without a feeling of uneasiness, as one has at ceremonies. The ceremony of walking along the unrolled carpet into the cathedral where the functions unravel to which I am a stranger. I neither marry nor die. And the distance between the crowd, between the others and me, grows wider.I am floating again. All the facts and all the words, all images, all presages are sweeping over me, mocking each other. The dream! The dream! The dream rings through me like a giant copper bell when I wish to betray it. It brushes by me with bat wings when I open human eyes and seek to live dreamlessly. When human pain has struck me fiercely, when anger has corroded me, I rise, I always rise after the crucifixion, and I am in terror of my ascensions. THE FISSURE IN REALITY. The divine departure. I fall. I fall into darkness after the collision with pain, and after pain the divine departure.
Take the quiz: "Which designer are you?"
Chanel
You are elegant, but a bit cocky and lazy. Very stylish though, just like Coco Chanel.
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"I am ill with the obstinacy of images, reflections in cracked mirrors. i am a woman with Siamese cat eyes smiling always behind my gravest words, mocking my own intensity...
I am a marionette pulled by unskilled fingers, pulled apart, inharmoniously dislocated; one arm dead, the other rhapodizing in mid-air. i laugh, not when it fits into my talk, but when it fits into the undercurrents of my talk. i want to know what is running underneath thus punctuated by bitter upheavals. the two currents do not meet. i see two women in me freakishly bound together, like circus twins. i see them tearing, the anger and love, passion and pity. when the act of dislocation suddenly ceases- or when i cease to be aware of the sound- then the silence is more terrible because there is nothing but insanity around me, the insanity of things pulling, pulling within oneself, the roots tearing at each other to grow separately, the strain made to achieve unity" Anais Nin
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"PAIN IS INEVITABLE, SUFFERING IS OPTIONAL"
I'd like to meet:
"i want somebody who sees the pointlessness and still keeps their purpose in mind....
i want somebody who has a tortured soul, some of the time.....
i want somebody who will either put out for me or put me out of misery...
or maybe just put it all to words and make me go, you know
i never heard it put that way....
make me say, what did you just say?....i want somebody who can hold my interest, hold it and never let it go....
someone who can flatten me with a kiss that hits like a fist
or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall......
if you hear me talking
listen to what i'm not saying....
and don't ask me to put words to all the silences i wrote
in fact if you have to ask, forget it
do and you'll regret it......
i'm tired of being the interesting one....
i'm tired of having fun for two......
just lay yourself on the line and i might lay myself down by you.....
but don't sit behind your eyes and wait for me to surprise you.....
i want somebody who can make me scream until it's funny,
give me a run for my money.....
i want someone who can twist me up in knots.....
tell me, for the woman who has everything
what have you got?.....
i want someone who's not afraid of me
or anyone else......
in other words i want someone
who's not afraid of themself....
do you think i'm asking too much?".........i don't-
i found him on October 14, 2004......................................................he
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You Are Edward From "Edward Scissorhands."
You are very shy and often misunderstood. Innocent, sweet, and artistic, you like to pass your days by daydreaming and expressing yourself through the arts. You are a truly unique individual. Unfortunately, you are quite lonely, and few people truly understand you.
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You are a person who lives in the moment and is passionate about whatever and whoever you love.
When alone, you let it all hang out and ignore every social convention.
You are romantic, and when you are with your partner you like to woo them with your imagination.
In the future you will be highly imaginative and a creator.
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Music:
REGINA SPEKTOR, mellowdrone, tweaker, bebe,.....emiliana torrini, nick cave, alicia keys, Lamb, muse, the mars volta, the postal service, tool, regina spektor, goldfrapp, seven year bitch, franz ferdinand, peaches, NERD, the deftones. marilyn manson, nine inch nails, smashing pumpkins, blur, hooverphonic, the pretenders, garbage, cake, morcheeba, incubus, clinic, sonic youth, the cramps, dollshead, system of a down,siouxsie and the banshees, frente, destiny's child, beyonce, rasputina, jill scott, the cranberries, the cars, the notwist, zero 7, kanye west, snoop dogg, lou barlow, musiq soulchild, ludacris, stevie wonder, radiohead, common, weezer, dr. dre, andre, tupac, le tigre, silvechair, devo, the strokes, the white stripes, a tribe called quest, ani difranco, madame butterfly opera, bjork, a perfect circle, erykah badu, the cars, common, catpower, pj harvey, ACDC, run lola run, modest mouse, the cure, sexy techno, blondie, sade, coldplay, lords of acid, al green, old school liz phair, outkast, the cutters, Cibo Matto, the scrawnies, tosca tango orchestra
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Movies:
The Science of Sleep, Paris Texas, Amelie, moulin rouge, farenheit 9/11, girl on a bridge, run lola run, blow, sleepy hollow, american beauty, nightmare before x-mas, Gia, girl interuptted, bombshell (with miss jean harlow), Chanel Chanel, the big lebowski, city of lost children, trainspotting, lady and the tramp, garden state, shop girl, v for vendetta.......img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/SwitchFootGurl/1122876831_
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Television:
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animal planet--------documentaries
Books:
Dude wheres my country, memoirs of a geisha, suicide blonde, echo, dangerous angels, white oleander, biography on clara bow and marylin monroe and prozac nation, anais nin- house of incest and diary, dave navarros bio trust no one, weetzie bat, necklace of kisses, all anais nin, arthur rimbaud, plath
Heroes:
kids and creatures
