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soooooooooo...

so... i guess im done being a pity whore. ha ha ha. i feel better. mucho...mucho... eh. okay maybe not mucho... but... its a start. right. so... how was your week?
Posted by recreate myself on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:21:00 PST

...maybe an explanation...

I feel betrayed... i feel like i been stabbed in the back... I feel used...i feel forgotten... i feel lost..i feel alone.               ...
Posted by recreate myself on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 10:43:00 PST

moving to alaska.

I want to move to alaska    I think i need a change, and what a change then to leave the 48 states? I want to stay in America... so hey... its good for me. But... living their is ...
Posted by recreate myself on Sun, 20 May 2007 03:02:00 PST

ITS A COMPLICATED FEELING

I wish i could become a lesbian.... or a nun...maybe if i had so much love for god (or at least believed in one) i could dedicate my whole life to him/her/it/them. How much easier it could be...not ha...
Posted by recreate myself on Thu, 10 May 2007 01:50:00 PST

this day isnt getting any better...

i failed my political science mid-term...i new that was going to happen... hurray for C's...i atleast hope i get a C in that class.... i dont want to take it over... but i cant even afford a C right n...
Posted by recreate myself on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 05:42:00 PST

you got pills in one hand, and a knife in the other....isnt life grand?

So, another day... another.... day? Yea, that made more sense in my head. Although... thats not saying much. So, my great and wonderful friends ***cough cough hafsa and sopheak! cough cough*** played...
Posted by recreate myself on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 06:11:00 PST

my words cant seem to express what im feeling.

I always thought that others said what i felt better then i ever could. "Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna ...
Posted by recreate myself on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 02:11:00 PST

Why cant things just lie down and die?

i dont understand why people have to bring up things that happened so long ago. things that had been forgotten, gotten over, and maybe even forgiven for. why bring up these emotions that where laid to...
Posted by recreate myself on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 04:42:00 PST

somedays you feel like a nut...

Lila CulpepperYou know, the day I did it, I took two razorblades to the bathtub. You know why? Because I knew that once I started to bleed, I'd get weak. And I didn't wanna drop one blade and leave my...
Posted by recreate myself on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:58:00 PST

when it rains it pours...but we need it like that sumtimes.

i realized that sumtimes u need to stand in the rain after being under an umbrella all day. so thats what i did :) i feel better. but thanks sopheck and hafsa for the cover!    ...
Posted by recreate myself on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 11:14:00 PST