crushed by the cosmos
misanthropic pursuits, grim misery, chaos, woe, fhtagn fhtagn fhtagn
"Really good society is everywhere of necessity very small. In brilliant festivals and noisy entertainments, there is always, at bottom, a sense of emptiness prevalent. A false tone is there: such gatherings are in strange contrast with the misery and barenness of our existence."
Once Upon A Time In The West, Haxan, There Will Be Blood, Royal Tenenbaums, The Life Aquatic, Rushmore, Amelie, Alien, Aliens, Lost In Translation, Instrument, The Lord of the Rings, Star Wars trilogy, Mel Brooks films, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Python films, Event Horizon, Blair Witch, All About Lilly Chou-Chou, Old Boy
DivX glories: Firefly, Sopranos, The Armando Iannuci Shows, Brass Eye/The Day Today, Alan Partridge, Family Guy, Babylon 5, Next Generation, DS9, Enterprise, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Simpsons up to Season 9, Futurama, Time Trumpet, Boosh series one, Darkplace, QI, Planet Earth, Blue Planet
The year so far: England's Lost Eden, Invisible Cities, Straw Dogs, Thus Spake Zarathustra, Making Money
"I have a competition in me. I want no one else to succeed. I hate most people. There are times when I look at people and I see nothing worth liking. I want to earn enough money that I can get away from everyone. I see the worst in people. I don't need to look past seeing them to get all I need. I've built my hatreds up over the years, little by little...I can't keep doing this on my own with these... people."