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atalamat

and so it is...

About Me

whatever the fuck should one write about oneself?

My Interests

everything... therefore, nothing.

I'd like to meet:

ouh... theres a long list for this one, siti nurhaliza would be high on that list... along with osama bin laden and frank mccourt (who wrote angela's ashes and t'is). dead people i would like to meet would be that guy who killed kennedy, j harvey oswald AND puteri gunung ledang (but then i would die shortly afterwards, puking blood all over... so she can wait, until later later). then there is this cute girl i would like to meet... as in a DATE meet (and i don't mind meeting her everyday for the rest of my life). but that seems kind of impossible, so i'd meet anyone who bothers to meet me. losers can't be choosers you know.

Music:

ada seorang awek cun ni, aku nak sangat nyanyi satu lagu ni untuk dia (tapi hampas laa kan main gitar memang tak reti... suara pun pitchy pitchy letchumy je...). dan kalau habih pupus semua lagu dalam dunia biar lah lagu tu saja yang tinggal. masa aku dengar first time kat dalam topshop klcc stret aku berdiri tegak ternganga depan screen besar sambil dikelilingi yuppie yuppie yang tengah shopping tu. aku tanya amoi cun sales promoter topshop tu "lagu apekah itu?" dia buat buat tak layan padahal takde hati pun aku nak tekel dia. i know now... it's, Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter.

Movies:

Tombstone of Fireflies. i almost cried.

Television:

11 13 50 51 52 80 81 82. thank you.

Books:

As I Please - Salleh Ben Joned. this is the only book i've ever read wholly in the bookstore. i got there (kinokuniya klcc) at around 4 and left at 9. i managed to get halfway through so i spent the whole of the next day finishing it off. i was broke. really. anyway, he is the only malay writer that i know whos works are bilingual. his writings in malay is as poignant as in english, not too many people can do that. i would like to think of myself as the same... but everytime i write in malay it came off as either too poetic and corny or incomprehensible. not that i'm that good in english for that matter. but heck, i would love to someday say my favourite book... is, the one that i wrote.

Heroes:

Helen Keller. the epitome of heroism.

My Blog

when the babi hits the fan

Carbon-fibre Reinforced Plastic Man: lets pretend that the blows were all unintended, i just wanna grope your breast. Nicotine Girl: i'll scream "all i need is a rubber band!". CRPM: why don't you...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

rasa rasa saja

kengkadang dalam gelap ada terselit tempias cahaya kengkadang hati boleh tertipu dengan rasional otak sendiri kengkadang bila terlupa ada pulak petua kengkadang panas pun hujan jugak sekejap kengk...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

loneliest birthday party in the world

all this party need... is a clown.
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Estranged

When you're talkin to yourselfAnd nobody's homeYou can fool yourselfYou came in this world alone(Alone)So nobody ever told you babyHow it was gonna beSo what'll happen to you babyGuess we'll have to w...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a subject to the monarchy of your own metallic ego

the reckoning muse a loser waiting to implode; crackling in bitter surrender; beautifully powerless away from home; the one rock by that jazzy hill that never rolls; next door, a boy crashes his cy...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hail! Hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love. Yeah.

There's nothing like an unanswerable question to turn my already bleak (and decidedly gloomy) day even darker. And of all the people in the world, I, must be the last person you should ever ask "what ...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This minor trouble of an overheating brain

It's never that hard to quit smoking. The last time i did it, it lasted 3 damn years. But i'm telling you now... you can start again just as easily aaa (if not a bit costlier... sekotak rokok ialah 5 ...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...*Two Guys Driving Down This Solitary Highway*

Two guys driving down this solitary highway. One, a villain and the other, a random character. Just two pieces of life's story of anti-heroes and mindless motherfuckers. Two guys driving down thi...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Oh, malu sendiri :">

Pagi takdi aku terbangun sambil menyebut nama awek (yang tak perlu disebutkan disini). Nasib baik ijam masih tido... kalau tak, pasti aku akan menyesal kerana jiwang didalam tido. Stret aku bangun dan...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My very first journal entry and it's entitled "Shut The Fuck Up And Enjoy The Scenery"

Once when i was in the kampung a peculiar thing happened. This was years ago while I was still in school (which is a long time ago). It was not so profound then but when i look at it now, I think it m...
Posted by atalamat on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST