cass

i write poetry. i love jesse. i also love my friends and my family.sometimes i sleep a lot. sometimes i like storms. sometimes i get anxious im afraid of a lot of things like getting raped or mugged at gunpoint or being locked in a trunk. sometimes im really laidback and you can probably talk to me about anything easily. the first person i shared everything with i only dated for a month. but im a different person than i used to be. im in love. and i love it.im lived in spain for 4 months (let distance try my love on for size. love is stronger than the ocean). i've been to the sahara desert. i work well at ease, not under pressure. i write really good papers and im a really good editor. im not judgemental or unreasonable usually. my anger tends not to last. still, dont make me angry. i forget how good it feels to be alone sometimes. but i really love company too. sometimes i like to watch cheesy movies but i mostly like good ones. i want a black dog. ill get one. i mostly drive with the cruise control on. i love boats. i love chicken piccata. i love to cook. i love hammocks. i love robes, and hot tubs, and saunas. in general, i take showers with really really hot water. i love when wind blows through the windows when im sleeping and wakes me up. sometimes i wish i had stayed in minneapolis. other times im happy to be in milwaukee. sometimes i think cities mean nothing. i could find people to love anywhere if i tried. i dont always try. i dont know why. i dont mind my job. but spain is teaching me that i need a new one. i dont mind exercising. (depending on the situation) right now, i need to exercise. i like school. i like balconies and porches a lot. i love to travel. i love to go home. i love summer. i love it hot. i love to sweat and be lazy. i also love shopping. especially at thrift stores. i will teach my sister the joys of thrift store shopping. i wish i had more girls to hang out with in milwaukee. i wish my teeth were whiter. i like my hair color right now. but im going back to natural. i was on the dean's list twice. sometimes i like to stay up all night, with the right people. i miss a lot of people right now. they live in minneapolis. i love minneapolis. i want those people in my life all the time.i wear men's deodorant because it doesnt leave white residue ever. sometimes i play poker. sometimes i play somewhat well. i think sammy farha is great. jesse and i spent 3 weeks in europe (the longest date ever). it was beautiful. i really like knickknacks.i´m feel like a new person sometimes. i feel like spain has made me better at life. i´m not really afraid anymore. except i am feeling anxious about growing up and graduating college. i dont want to grow up right now. im still young.id like to move into a bigger apartment.walking 70 miles through galicia to santiago changed my life. in the small ways. my limits are changing. my life is changing. i am changing. i climbed a mountain.sometimes i have a bittersweet longing for things, people, or situations of the past. (nostalgia should be a type of fruit).theres no place like home. i love my own bed. my own heated blanket. my own shower. my own kitchen for me to cook in; i have a new apron.im looking for a low mileage car, non american. this will be my 4th car in only 5 years of driving.5 english classes in one FINAL semester. give me fireworks.. . . . . ...This profile was edited with Thomas' myspace editor™ V2.5