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*~*Cares*~*

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About Me

So here I am, living life. The past full of good and bad, all mixed together to have brought me where I am today, to be the person that I am today. I've been through hell, yet I've had some of the greatest experiences in my life. Born in Holland, moved to Ontario, went to Banff, Alberta for 2 summers, went and saw some of BC, loved it, came back home knowing I lived one of my dreams. Now living in Calgary with some great people. I have alot to look forward to!!I have some of the greatest friends in the world whom I would never trade for anything. I have a family that fits me, fits who I am. I miss my mother terribly, she was my life. I miss my opa, he was my everything. I love travelling. I wanna experience life to its fullest. I wanna live with no regrets. To date, I have none. I have done a few stupid things, but none which I would ever undue, no matter the cost. Nothing a little time and effort never got me through, safe and sound. I look back at yesterday, it's gone and over. I can't go back, so there is no sense trying. Whatever happened yesterday, happened. Can't undo it, just gotta accept it. Therefore watch your words, actions and thoughts. You can never undo a wrong, you can only try to make it better. Always say what you mean, and mean what you say. Soak up today. Live in today. Don't try to relive yesterday, because it's gone. Don't live tomorrow, because it will be here soon enough, and then it's gone. Today is here. But all our tomorrow's will be yesterdays, one day.Love outloud. Don't hold it in. Don't be afraid to show love, give love, and accept love. Not everyone is as lucky to receive love, or show love. Morrie Schwartz once said... "the most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."

My Interests

I am an outdoorsy person. I love camping, hiking, horse back riding, walking in the rain, tanning, swimming. I wanna go bungey-jumping one day, and am hoping to go mountain climbing this summer, being out in Banff and all this sum. I'll try anything once.

I'd like to meet:

.JESUS. &--- Johnny Depp... no one other than Johnny Depp... or someone that thinks they are as cool as him, but if you think about it, it's Johnny Depp, and no one, I mean NO ONE could ever compare!!! Amen, Johnny Depp you are the King!

Music:

I love Christian music, dance, rock, emo (haha), alternative, hiphop, r&b, country, everything!! My fav is acoustic, love the guitar!!

Movies:

Anything that keeps my attention. I love drama, action, romance, scary, horror, comedy... you name it.. I love it!!

Television:

my favourite shows include SCRUBS, Heroes, Prison Break and Grey's Anatomy. I don't watch any other shows actually, not out here anyways... there are better things to do then sit around watch tv.

Books:

The Hobbit... Phantom of the Opera.... the Crysalids... weird but good (interesting.. it kept me reading)... The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe... THE INDIAN IN THE CUPBOARD.. that was a great book too!! And Bridge to Terabithia... Right now I just finished reading TUESDAYS with MORRIE (great book, I say you all should read it) and am reading his other book the 5 people we meet in Heaven (author Mitch Albom). I am also currently reading MERE CHRISTIANITY and 'why men love bitches'.. yea yea!

Heroes:

GOD, My mother! RIP! I love you and miss you! And anyone who has made a difference in this world, great or small.

My Blog

Rules of being Human:

1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around.2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full time informal school called li...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 01:26:00 PST

70 things you might not know about me..

1. DO YOU SNORE? Nope.. Sound sleeper 2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? lover 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Failure.. Dying alone4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? Hahahah oooooh yeah!5. WHAT DO YOU TH...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 11:17:00 PST

Dear 2005,

WOW... am I ever glad you are finally over with. What a shitty year that was... So much has happened, and I don't know where to stand anymore. I've fucked up, everything! Let's see.. the year starts ...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 12:49:00 PST

Feelings..

And all these feelingsI feel deep within METo let go andto be freeI'd give the world.For I cannot stand here on my ownand all these feelingstelling me what I want...what I need..everything I can't hav...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 12:32:00 PST

Love..

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, ...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 07:28:00 PST

Reliving

So I decided I was going to post an important part of my life on here, regarding my mother and her death.. The first one was an email I sent out a few days after she passed away, reliving the eve...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 11:35:00 PST

Survey Time!!

ALL ABOUT ME ...  YAY Name: Carolien Steen Birthday: November 11, 1983 Birthplace: Holland Current Location: London Eye Color: hazel/honey brown Hair Color: dirty blond Height: 5'9 R...
Posted by *~*Cares*~* on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 02:30:00 PST