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found this music layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsI was which others did not want 2 B. I went where others feared 2 go, and did what others failed 2 do. I ask nothing from those who gave nothing, and reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness. I have seen the face of terror; felt the sting of cold fear; and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments LOVE. I have cried, pained & hoped… but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten. At least someday I will be able 2 say that I was proud of what I was...a SOLDIER.Ight, let's see.. i'm a pretty cool guy to get along with, i've kinda had it hard growing up when i was small but some how managed to survive every thing. I think every thing i've been threw has made me a better person. i'm very mature for my age, even though i look alot older then it say's ( I get that alot) i'm also really disaplined, I played football for Onate and joined the Army Reserve after high School. I plan to start Collage at the Branch in August, and i'm trying to get into the Police academy whitch is harder then it look's when they aint accepting cadets. i've Come a long way in my life and plan to go farther, i've all ready exceded others expectations of me, because i was suppost to be a nobody, I'm proud of who i am and what i've become.( who would of ever thought) well Everything did'nt go quit to plan when i wrote whats up there...I got activated back in may of 2006 and now headed to Iraq for the next year. : ( I'll miss my friends and family while i'm away.. my orders end ..h 2007 so hopefully i'll get to live and see that day came when i get back. : )I'm not scared to go, it's just the hardest thing for me to do is to leave my friends and family behind......I've know been out in Iraq for 11 monthes now and am looking forward to getting my butt home. been away from them for over a year now with all the training. It's been a really hard road for me but I'm hanging in there. I'm always finding a way to survive in the sistuations i find my self in.... Having said that hit me up and i'll get back to ya
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And Still I Love You

I don't have evrything as a matter of fact, i don't have anything except a dream of a better day and you to help me find my way being a man i am sure to make mistakes but to keep you i would do all it...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 08:48:00 PST

The Fear In The Heart Of a Man

Against an attacker I will boldly take my stand Because my heart will show no fear 4 a man but 4 a broken heart I run with fright scared 2 be blind in a vulnerable night. I belive this fear is in ever...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 08:40:00 PST

If I Fail

If In My Quest 2 Achieve My Goals I Stumble Or Crumble And Lose My Soul Those That Know Me Would Easily  Co-Sigh There Was Never A Life As Hard As Mine No Father-No Money-No Chance And No Gu...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 08:23:00 PST

The Tears In Cupid's Eyes

The Day You Chose 2 Leave Me It Rained Constantly OutSide In Truth I Swore The Rain To Be The Tears In Cupid's Eyes. 
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 08:17:00 PST

Only The strong survive

This is something i wrote, when i was in basic training: I've been through the best of time's, and the worst of time's. There are times where I tell myself, " I wasn't ment to survive." I have over co...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 12:31:00 PST

A Gangster's Prayer

A gangster's Prayer Heavenly Father, Please hear me tonight. I need so much guidance to live my life right. Sometimes the pressure is so hard to bear. I often wonder if anyone cares. How can I wake up...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 05:04:00 PST

My Tatoo

Me Aginst The World Please Don't cry, you got to keep your head up. Even when the road is hard, Never give up. You got's to find a way to survive, cause they win, when your soul die's....
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:54:00 PST

The Final Ispection

  Final Inspection      The Soldier Stood And Faced His GodWhich Must Always Come To PassHe Hoped His Shoes Were Shining BrightJust As Brightly As His Brass"S...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:48:00 PST

A Different Christmas Poem

For All and To all those out there who care... The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter...
Posted by ~*4-PLAY*~ on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 12:47:00 PST