ADHD, smoker/drinker, sleep deprived, medicated, addict/alcoholic, low blood sugar, vegetarian, anemic, friendly, compulsive spender, sarcastic, outgoing, shy, obsessive compulsive, can't cook, materialistic, procrastinator, impatient, slightly stubborn, down to earth, bi polar 2, anxiety, lush, defiant, jealous, passive aggressive, manipulator, co dependent, impulsive, etc....
It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana.
It's the embarrassment; displacement, It's where I wander.
It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos.
It's game shows, its cheap liquor, blunts; its bumper stickers with rainbows.
It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils
It's the monitor, the sound man, it's the motherfucking mic levels.
It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil, mommy's pills
Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs
It's bloods, crips, fives, six,
It's stick up kids; It's Christian conservative terrorists.
it's porno flicks.
It's the east coast, no it's the west coast.
It's public schools, it's asbestos,
It's mentholated, It's techno.
It's sleep, life, and death,
It's speed, coke, and meth.
It's hay fever, pain relievers,
oral sex, and smokers breath.
It stretches for as far as the eye can see,
It's reality... fuck it... it's everything but me.