the entire world is mad.
i disappear into the blur of the crowd
to take my seat between other peoples family and friends
the light hit the smoke consumed air
and the carneys flood the perfect circle of dirt
their accents as fresh as their make-up'd faces
the controlled spotlight
turned up to the stage over-head
her narrow feet questioned her bravery
as she walks tight rope
no strings attached to catch her
my lungs cease working in spite of the chance
weighing between her falling and her moving forward
no one dares to distrust her
the audience more edgy than the girl risking it all
it throws my head through tricks and loops
how catastrophes happen day to day
but an entertainer is the one were all concerned for
its before our eyes, its a thrill, its entertainment
oh no, oh my
we have to keep our own illness hidden
bury it somewhere so our minds are absent
so we may continue being dead to the world
who ive met: sonny moore, bryce avary, adam siska, the matches, dirty blonde, danny stills[from ddg, twice], alkaline trio, carney, jonny lang, all time low, dr manhattan[fiona and i danced with them], samuel[from dormlife], t.j. miller, tyler hilton...Without love, life has no great reward.
Leaving us damaged or feeling so bored.
Devoid of memories, nothing to record.
Wishing the ones that we adore loved us more.counting until my heart implodes,
back track to grade school maybe there
was something, who knew the lows
out-weighed the highs.
a fortress swallowed
from the seas hunger becomes nothing
the sun sets to give the actors their shows
no one expected you to even wake up today