my break |
my break has been interesting.
i've had so many emotions run thru my head during the past month. and they are still there. I've kinda sorta been a pain in the ass to my friends. esp one. and i know s...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 05:12:00 PST |
its my fault |
i blame myself for it all
Posted by Soft Beauty on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 06:36:00 PST |
dance the night away |
what am amazing night!!! woop woop...and this is why i love the weekends...two beers just so i didn't pay for nothing and to drink when i got thristy!!!! that is after i danced. i freaken dance this n...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 09:40:00 PST |
hmmmm |
hmmmm.....im so tired. mentally not physically cuz i dont think that i could sleep anymore. i've been sleeing to avoid life. to avoid everything. not a good idea right. yea i know tell me about it. bu...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 07:27:00 PST |
something's wrong |
i have a feeling in my stomach that something is so very wrong. it feels like something is dieing and im not sure what. and it is all my fault. or thats how it feels. something isn't right. and im sca...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 09:32:00 PST |
nothing |
now i just feel like an asshole. nothing got solved it just brought out more questions. more douts, more thoughts. now i just feel like a fucken worthless piece of shit. and know gives a fuck. once ag...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 09:04:00 PST |
4 a.m. knows all my secrets |
im not exactly sure what to do right now. he makes me heart race. and its not even when he holds me...its when we talk, or when he looks at me.....whats going on?
4 a.m. knows all my secrets. at 4 a.m...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 08:08:00 PST |
whats going on? |
why does this always happen to me? how does this always happen? i wanna ask questions but the answers might destory me and everything i love.
Posted by Soft Beauty on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 01:49:00 PST |
? |
i think about it more and more....it haunts me now even more then it usta....now i just gotta fight the urge....but i no sooner or later i will fail and it will happen. im too alone here. its gonna ha...
Posted by Soft Beauty on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 04:53:00 PST |
