Trove

My name is Trevor. I am 5'-10" and have dark blond hair. My eyes are blue, green, or aqua, I never what they are going to be when I wake up. I'm very honest. I'm always in a good mood and have alot of patience. I believe in giving everyone a chance. I'm not afraid of confrontation, or fucking someone up lol. I'm really friendly and trustful, just don't get on my bad side. I tend to be the life of the party and am not afraid to be myself, I can just let go and have a fun time. I love break dancing, I've been doing it since I was 13(just get me in a club and you'll see), and I also started skateboarding when I was 13. I was in Kenpo Karate for two years, wrestled for 5 years, and have started coaching wrestling this last year. I also love movies, anime, and video games of course. I have a beautiful daughter she will be 2 years old next month and a son who is 6 months.Now if u wanna know more about me then holla, cuz i have plenty more to talk about! SO HOLLA AT ME!!!!!!!!!
Here are some peoms I wrote not very good but i posted them anyway enjoy!
Fate
As I sit in bed at night, I think that this life just isn't right. So I pick up my knife, I'm ending it all tonight. For once i'm giving up this fight. No more struggling through life, no more troubles and strife. So I grip my knife, holding it tight, and slice and dice. As I lay in a puddle of my blood the only thing that I can think of, is this the only way? Why couldn't things be easier, why couldn't things work to my advantage? Just once please! See what i've been reduced to. Is this what you've wanted all along? I wish I could have been stronger. Why did I even for this long? If only I knew it was going to end this way, I'd have ended it all before I had to endure any hardships, and before finding and conquering the many demons which still haunt my dreams. So tonight I bleed for me. If only you could all see me now, then maybe you might be sorry for the wrongs you've done me, and all the shit you've put me through. But it's too late now, cuz this is my fate. Isn't it great!
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Sometimes you don't know how to think or feel. You just live, day to day. Never knowing what to say, and you don't know any other way to go. So you sit at home, sad and alone. There's no one to call to ease your troubled mind. You're fed up with life and the way things are going, but you continue to breathe anyways. You don't wanna die, but don't know why to strive on. There's got to be something more, something i'm missing. I'm tired or people dissing me, but I keep dismissing thee.I plead for some trees to ease my troubled mind, but I made a decree, no more drugs for me. I have to deal with life like a normal person would. You might not be able to tell, but on the inside i'm eternally tormented. I have these demons trapped within. I think that i'm finally starting to win the war that is raging inside of me. But only time will tell if i'm the victor, or just another destroyed soul. But I will always stay on my feet and continue to fight. If I get knocked down 100 times, then i'll get up 101. Cuz I choose life, not death!