About Me
First things first, my name is Katelyn, not Jenna, so if you message me saying "hey Jenna what up" don't expect me to write back since you obviously didn't take the time to read anything about me and just took you're judgments off a picture and a name. I don't do games, but i can assure you, if you try and play me, i can play you right back better than you ever could. Sweet talkers make me sick, I've yet to meet one that can deliver what rolls of their tongue. I've learned that genuine people are hard to come by, I've met very few, but the few I've met will always be a part of my life. I've also caught on from experience that most people have hidden intentions, people are selfish and are always looking out for they're best interest, not yours. I tend to seem as though I have a wall built up and wont let others in, the truth is, I let people in too easily, I've just trained myself to act as though I don't, so when I do get hurt, that's my own personal business, and you will never know if you broke me. You're not worthy of my tears, anger, or any emotions that come from pain. I have perfections, and I have flaws, but guess what, so do you. I'm human and I'm guilty of the same selfish moments as everyone else. I've hurt others, and others have hurt me. I've loved and I have been loved. I've cried, I've smiled, and I've been lonely. I have my days where I want nothing else but to be with myself. I have my days where I need people around me. I write my emotions better than I speak them. I keep a lot to myself, which is sometimes hard to believe. I'm actually a very deep and intellectual person if you give me the time to be. I get caught into deep thoughts that most people would never understand nor comprehend. I feel bad for people who lead others on, clearly they do not know what they want, and clearly they do not know how to let go, the ones who are hurt in the moment will move on and find love, however the one leading them on will constantly be playing others and never truly be satisfied, its such a shame. I believe you can never know about a person until struggle comes along. This separates the fighters from those who give up. I believe in fate, but I also believe that you define who you are. Everything happens for a reason, but you need to give reason for things to happen. I feel as though we all fight over things that don't matter, we waste our breath on situations and people who are undeserving. I think that very few people know who they are, and very few people know what they are worthy of. We all have a mask on that hides our insecurities, but the truth is we all have inner demons that will surface one day or another. It makes me mad when people get upset over small things, they're are plenty of people that have it far worse than you do, so quit you're complaining. Most people are too consumed into worrying about what other people think... truth is, no one notices you're flaws unless you point them out. Life is short, so make the most of it, put your toes into the ocean whenever you get the chance, breathe in and enjoy the air, look at the sky and be grateful for every day you can see the sun, and every night you can count the stars. Feel the rain and enjoy it for what it is, find the beauty in every possible thing rather than dwelling on the negatives you can find. Be yourself and learn who you are as each day comes. Eventually everything will all make sense.